My Possessive Temptation

Chapter 7

*Dean's pnt. of view*

I flopped on my bed, and closed my eyes as the pain from my thigh overwhelmed me.

With every beat of my heart, the pain slowly intensified, and soon the beating of my heart sped up, as the Thoughts of my little fireball, Jade, flooded my mind.

This pain is because of her, this pain is for her.

Ever since the day I caught her staring at me, I felt a sudden attraction towards her, but at the time I already started dating Daphne.

I've watched her from afar, and couldn't help but be drawn to her beauty that shown inside and out.

I wanted her to belong to me, but being in a relationship with her best friend didn't help. I didn't want to make any approaches towards her, just for her to push me away, so I kept my distance.

Whenever I saw someone, or another male to be exact, approach her I was instantly jealous, but I couldn't act upon it.

I wanted to own her, she was just perfect, and I didn't want something so pure to be violated by the terrors of this school, well in other words f-boys in our school.

I fought myself long and hard to keep my distance, but the constant attraction she was getting from guys was making it difficult.

Not only that, but she herself was making it hard on me. The way she dressed, the way she walked, the way she carried herself, and her confident smile broke my barrier to keep away from her.

The final straw was the way she looked at me, her beautiful eyes that seem to notice every part of my body. When her eyes gaze down my body, my member starts hardening, and I have to come off as a jerk to keep her eyes above my belt, before she noticed what her actions do to me.

And when she bites those sexy, pouty lips of hers, it makes me want to kiss and devour it forever, and her body, I wanted to ravish it.

When the school year started, I planned on getting her attention on me alone, no other male. Since the first day of school when she walked out of her mom's car I knew I would lose the battle against myself, and lose control.

I caught her staring at me while I kissed Daphne, and I sure as hell loved her eyes on me, but I couldn't let anyone know that she affected me, I didn't want to be the cause of my baby girl's name being mentioned around school in conversations such as "the girl who stole her best friend's boyfriend ."

It would kill me to see her hurt, cry, or even be mad. Although she absolutely hot when she's mad, well when she's mad at me that.

When she finds us making out in her locker, I do it on purpose just so she could talk to me, because she never addresses me no matter what, even though I know she wants to.

I lost the last piece of control I had on myself the day she snapped on me, and that's when I knew I couldn't keep away from her, no matter what I did.

When she walked out of class, I knew I couldn't stay away from her, especially when she said...

*Flashback *

"I don't want to be near you!" She said pushing me, but all in vain. I did not budge.

I looked at her and cocked my head to the right as I observed her.

Something that I usually do when I'm trying to figure out a situation.

When I spoke up, my voice dropped to a Lower level, and I knew that it was laced with lust. I also knew that she was affected by it, just cause she absent-mindedly tightened her legs.

"You know that's not true, in fact you want to be with me." I said.

"Wh-wha-what are you talking about?" She stuttered.

Dang! I love her lips when she stutters, and her voice.

Man I'm whipped.

I couldn't keep my distance any longer, I longed to be near her, so I didn't waste a second and suddenly walked up to her cornering her to the wall of the school building, then I lifted my hand and caressed her cheek softly.

Her skin was smooth and warm, just as I imagined it would.

Call me a creep, but I wanted this girl, and I'm a guy, so hey, there's nothing wrong with fantasizing.

"Admit it Jade, you want me." I said, as I gave her my lustful gaze, not holding back any longer. I wanted her to know that she affected me.

"I-I-um-I uh" she tried to say something. I could see her trying to focus to find a comeback, but I knew my close proximity wouldn't allow her to focus well enough.

And her close proximity only urged me to do more.

So, I ran my thumb on her bottom lip and she slightly opened it in form of an invitation.

Well then!

When I noticed her actions of invitation, I quickly accepted and leaned down not sparing a second before connecting my lips to her own, and fireworks exploded. A sensation of fulfillment traveled from my lips to my entire body.

I have fantasized about this for so long, it's better than I could ever imagine.

I wanted to do more, but I had to control myself, so I fought and gained enough control to comeback to my senses, I mean we're in school, I'm risking a lot by kissing her in broad daylight.

I had to stop this before it gets heated, or someone notices us.

She started kissing me back, and that's when my strength was tested, and as the feeling intensified I pulled away as a slight whimper unintentionally escaped her lips.

Shit that was hot... I wonder what her moan sounds like...

Dang I gotta get my act together. I can't keep losing control.

I smirked and said "I'll kiss you only if you admit it."

"I-I don't-" her words were cut off by a gasp as I pinned her to the wall and whispered "stop denying it." I know she wanted me, all I needed was her approval.

I feathered my lips on her ear and kissed her ear lobe.

"Admit it." I said sensually.

"I- Oh God!" She said as I started sucking on her neck, feeling her heartbeat speed up.

She tried to keep her mouth shut, she didn't want to give in. I knew she was being stubborn, but my convincing actions could easily break her. I was confident in that.

"I- I do." She said finally giving in.

*End of flashback *

From there, she was mine, but I had to keep away for a few days, but her tempting me with her sexy outfits, and talking to other guys was making it impossible, so of course I came off as a jerk.

She is strong, defiant, and I love it. Plus she can put up a fight, which I find very attractive.

But I know that I dug myself in a hole, that will only get deeper.

Daphne is a sweetheart in your face, but behind your back she's a total bitch. She's also dangerous, she has a tendency of getting back at people who crossed her.

I know Jade wants to be with me, but I can't risk losing her because of Daphne. I know I'm hurting Jade by doing this, especially when she feels guilty about going behind Daphne's back, but it's all for her protection. I want to stay away from Jade but her being the temptress that she is, is not helping. If I break up with Daphne just for Jade, Daphne will hurt her.

This is some real deep shit that I'm in, but it's up to me to keep Jade protected from Daphne, no matter what. I love Jade, and I want her, it's becoming hard to stay away from her day by day, but I have to keep Daphne's bitchy side from Jade, for her own protection, heck even my own.