My husband is a boss after a flash marriage

Chapter 1482 Missing 32

"Don't you think you asked too quickly?"

Xu Jinxi said.

It's only been a short time, and you're asking her about this.

She hasn't even considered it, has she?

Not only that, she couldn't sleep last night.

But seeing Lu He act like nothing happened really made her angry. He made her feel excited by confessing his love, but Lu He didn't have anything to do, which made her feel a little embarrassed.

"Am I asking too directly? You can continue to think about it. I'm just a little curious. But I really want to have breakfast with you." Lu He was telling the truth. He thought so in his heart, so he said so naturally.

He wouldn't be like this before.

But one day when he was chatting with Ning Mu, he suddenly realized it.

"Brother Xiao He, do you know why people always feel that they are not close enough to you? Because you are too perfect. You are not the kind of person with defects. You are like a machine, very perfect. The most shocking thing to me is that you will never say anything in your heart. No one will ever know your true inner thoughts. Promise me that next time if you meet the right person, if there is someone you like or someone you are willing to confide in, you can tentatively say what you think in your heart, and don't pretend yourself."

"That person likes you, maybe because of your ability, or maybe because of your appearance, but she may not know the real you, so you should let the person who likes you know the real you, and be honest with him and say what's in your heart, what do you think?"

After listening to this, Lu He thought for a long time.

Maybe he used to suppress himself too much.

So it led to the current situation.

He now has things he wants to do and people he wants to be with, so he wants to change his personality. Xu Jinxi is lucky. If she wants, she can understand the real Lu He.

Xu Jinxi was indeed surprised.

"I never thought that one day you would be so honest."

Xu Jinxi feels like she is dreaming recently.

It seems like she has entered Alice's fantasy world. The things she once hoped to happen are even more outrageous than she expected. They happened to her. She didn't even have the room to refuse, but slowly enjoyed it.

Excessively, she will slowly understand Lu He.

The two of them may be together, or maybe

"Someone once told me that if you like someone, you should honestly give everything you have. There was a time when I was also wondering if my personality was too lonely? I have no friends and no feelings. Now I want to be more honest, at least say what I think in my heart, so that others can clearly understand my thoughts." Lu He said.

Xu Jinxi: "So I am the first person who made you think this way, right? Then you confessed to me, hoping that I would be with you and understand the real you at the same time, right?"

Xu Jinxi has good logical thinking ability.

"You can understand it this way."

"Lu He, I used to like you very much. When I confessed to you, I was 18 and almost 19 years old. Now I am 20 years old. The people I liked in my youth are like tattoos engraved on my heart, and I will never forget them. Maybe what I said will make you feel a little hypocritical, but you are a tattoo mark that will never be erased for me."

Xu Jinxi walked with him while talking about her thoughts and despair.

"I wanted to get close to you, but you pushed me away again and again. Maybe I was really annoying at that time, so you had this idea. I also felt that I was very annoying at that time, and I wanted to change. But I found that I couldn't seem to change."

"Lu He, do you know? When I wanted to give up on you, I felt that my life might be like this. If I couldn't meet someone I liked in the second half of my life, I might be like a walking corpse in terms of feelings."

"The year I left you, I used to think that I would become very outstanding, become an amazing woman who would make you look at me with admiration and appear in front of you. Later, I thought about it, I, The idea is really childish. There are so many excellent people around you, including you. I just appear beside you, a very ordinary person. Even if I work hard, I am not that good. "

"At that time, I felt like the sky was falling. Why couldn't I catch up with you even if I tried hard? Despite this, I still worked hard for a year. It was not to catch up with you, nor to become an excellent person and continue to appear in front of you, but to forget you. "

"Because only by forgetting you can I start a new life. I know clearly in my heart that you don't like me. So I have only this way. "

Xu Jinxi was very desperate that year.

She didn't even know how she got through that year.

I only remember that she was working hard and training.

Day after day.

She never thought about anything else, just thinking about forgetting Lu He calmly, but when she knew that there was a mission in M ​​Continent and that Lu He was there, all her calmness and suppressed emotions were broken.

The factor that clamored in the deepest part of her heart told her, Xu Jinxi, don't struggle anymore, you still like him. No matter how calm you are now, you still like him.

Feelings can't be lied to.

"I actually..."

Xu Jinxi wanted to say something else.

Lu He hugged her directly, his movements were very stiff.

This was the first time he took the initiative to contact someone. The feeling of close contact with others was different. He had never hugged anyone before, so he didn't know how strong he should be. He just hugged Xu Jinxi deeply in his arms.

"Then you, have you forgotten now?"

Xu Jinxi: "If I say no, will you think I am a loser? You used to dislike me so much, hate me so much, and even wished I would disappear from the world, but when you said you wanted to try to be with me, I was still shaken."

She felt that she was a loser.

But there was no other way.

She was a loser.

Because she couldn't forget.

Lu He said: "It's my fault."

"When I liked you, you didn't like me, how could it be your fault?" Xu Jinxi was a little aggrieved: "You just said that you wanted to try with me, but you didn't say you liked me."

"Xu Jinxi, I like you."

Lu He said.

He was wondering if he was too cold. It was not easy to have a little sun, and ordinary little girls surrounded him. Chirping like a little sparrow, never stopping.

But because of his indifference, the little girl disappeared.

Later, he thought that if he could see her again, he must seize the opportunity. But after that, the little girl seemed to no longer be the little sun that warmed him. She became indifferent, and there was no light in her eyes. He wondered if she no longer liked him? That's why she did this.

After hesitating for a long time, he decided to fight for it.