My baby tamer can't be the leader

Chapter 188 Extra Story: Double Mafia

When I was carried up by Osamu Dazai, who was still carrying a bit of the evening breeze, I was completely dumbfounded, but the next second, this guy turned his head from my shoulder, with a tentative and cautious attitude, He began to peck and kiss my cheek like a dragonfly.

At the beginning, I didn't think about whether to push him away or what, anyway, the option of pushing the boat with the flow immediately is definitely not within the scope of my choice!

Although Osamu Dazai's figure and cheeks have grown out, he is almost interpreting the true meaning of the word "bewitching" by himself. His long eyelashes cast shadows on his delicate and impeccable cheeks against the moonlight. There was a large shadow, covering the deep and unpredictable expression in the bottom of his iris-colored eyes.

When he came up to me, the hand that I subconsciously touched in front of him touched the scorching chest of the young man... Although the body temperature at his fingertips was always low, the body temperature at the atrium was unexpectedly hot.

It's really hard to say no to this face, right?In particular, Osamu Dazai is still deliberately closing his eyes at this moment, controlling the angle of his cheeks, trying to maximize the advantages of his appearance.

"I've thought about it for a long time..." His soft hair was attached to my cheek, and his cedar-scented breath passed over my cheek, bringing in a whisper that was about to disappear in the wind, "Better Compared to me, would someone else be more suitable for you?"

"What is the conclusion?" I was silent for a moment, and my original plan to push him away stopped in the middle, and I planned to listen to what he had to say before making a decision.

On the contrary, Osamu Dazai laughed, and answered the wrong question, "I think we still have something in common."

"……Are you sure?"

"Yes, Xiaoqi loves herself more than everything else, right? Then..." His fingertips slowly scraped across my cheeks, and finally stopped at the end of my eyes. The iris-colored pupil seemed to be He looked at me very close, but also looked at me from a distance, "I can do this to this extent... Ah, it's not about myself? But other people, even if I can guarantee that the other party will never dare Let you down, but can he really do this?"

"Can I always put you first and protect you forever, even if you don't need it?" He said softly, "Even if he could, that person might not have such a talent, right? He just has the heart but is incompetent. any sense."

When Osamu Dazai said this, his heartbeat and expression were extremely calm, rather than talking about love... it might be better to say that he was just expressing his true thoughts seriously.

Of course my first reaction was to persuade him that it was unnecessary, but I did know that he didn't care about me, no, or it should be said that he didn't know why he cared, and he couldn't find a reason to care, let alone How to love myself, so I got into the corner of confusion.

In other words, if a person's feelings are like a well that overflows with emotions as long as they are touched, then ordinary people's wells have bamboo channels that can guide the flow of water. Wherever this emotion turns, all you need to do is turn the direction of the canal...

But Osamu Dazai couldn't do it. He was born without a medium like a canal. He couldn't guide such emotions in the right direction at all. He could only let the spring of emotion accumulate and surge, and finally fell into the quagmire by the well and disappeared. No, there is only a dead mud, until the mud mixed with the overflowing water of the well completely swallows the well, without end.

Therefore, compared to normal people, if he can find a container that can store such emotions, he will guide all the spring water without hesitation and without reservation, because for him... [Self-help] is the best interpretation.

As for the reaction of the other party... It would be better if he could give back to him, but it’s okay if there is no feedback, even if it’s just his wishful thinking. He only cares about his own feelings... He will do everything he can to do what he thinks is beneficial to the other party, even if it is his wishful thinking.

Contradictory?But this is his nature, he can't even understand how to love himself, how can he go beyond those who require him to understand the usual sense of love?

It's just that he is just an adult at the moment, and there is still enough time for him to experience, learn, and work hard to fight against his congenital defects.

What's more...he is also in the process of learning now.

I sighed, "Are you sure? Is it really me that you really want to give your all to? Or is it another 'me' from the future?"

Dazai Osamu's pupils contracted slightly, and just as I was about to speak, I lightly raised an index finger to block his lips, "If my guess is correct, [Book] is here with you? Are you Do you see some future possibilities through it?"

"I know what you did before... Ah, you didn't plan to hide it from me, did you? Is that Oda-san your important friend in some future?" I said, "If it's a friend , This kind of reason for making friends is okay, at least it is very interesting to me, after all, there is no exclusivity in friendship? But in terms of love... that is really hard to say. "

"..." He was silent for a moment, before answering me, "That's not predicting the future, even books can't do that kind of thing, that's...a parallel world."

"Even if it's me, my past is different from other 'Osamu Dazai'." Osamu Dazai lowered his head, gently tucked my sideburns behind his ears, and sighed, "There is no such thing as a complete Two identical individuals, even if they are also you, are still different."

"In some worlds, you don't have such a complicated background. You are just a student who has just finished high school and is preparing to study in a university in China. In other worlds, you choose to study abroad in other places... It is not existence that constitutes us, but It’s the trinity of the past, the present and the future.” He said frankly, “If I have to say it, that possibility is just an opportunity for me to get to know you, isn’t the person who gets along with me day and night after that right in front of my eyes? You? Even I wouldn’t be so unbearable that I insisted on using the person right in front of me to fantasize about people from other worlds.”

After Osamu Dazai said that, he said reluctantly, "Besides, Xiaoqi, don't you know me? If you know that I have the possibility of falling in love with 'Xiaoqi' from another world, then the other world My 'I' would never have allowed me to read that memory."

I:……

So very reasonable!

What he said before, I was in an attitude of careful examination. I didn't think he would lie to me at this time, but that human senses would deceive themselves, and they would choose the part they wanted to agree with. Sexually identified as the 'truth', but as soon as his almost self-deprecating words came out, I was immediately convinced!

Indeed, with this guy's character, if he realizes that he might be poached, let alone Miaomiao, he can even crush seeds...

The little loach monster also saw the change in my attitude, and grunted twice dissatisfied, as if it finally got out of the original depression after getting my approval, but it was not very satisfied The reason I would agree, is that it's hard to do anyway.

"So, is it okay? Can you try to accept me?" He stretched out his hand and stroked his forehead hair slightly behind his ears, fully showing that handsome face in front of me, and using that posture in this posture The kite eyes, which only looked extremely meandering under the moonlight, looked at me deeply, and said softly, "Take it as a trial period~ If you don't fit, you can get a refund, okay?"

Believe in you!

I let out a soft breath again, let go of the arm that was in front of him, and touched his cheek instead, and smiled when he hugged my waist tightly and tried to kiss me, " Wait a minute, didn't you say this was a 'gift of apology'?"

Osamu Dazai paused, and reluctantly let go of his grip, "Really?"

"Then shouldn't it be up to me to decide when to open the present?"

"Huh? Wait, don't be so cruel to me—"

"Hehe." I said softly, "I'm being kind to you if I don't plan to open the present again next year, little loach monster! You don't think you can open it so easily, do you?! Let's talk when I feel better! "

"But..." He rubbed against me pitifully, and said aggrievedly, "Although I can't accept such idle play, can I wait until the next time? I also have normal needs?"

"I didn't forbid you to solve it by yourself." I gestured kindly to him, "Anyway, I have your change of clothes here...please do it yourself."

"...It's too much!!"

All in all, although my club barely blocked the offensive of Chinese cabbage, after a month, Chinese cabbage still happily washed herself up on the dining table, and was still yelling that if I don’t eat him, he will go Hanging himself at the gate of Central Plains Zhongye... Isn't that the crime of Central Plains Central Ye? !

And even though he keeps claiming that I must be responsible for him because I ate him, it's obviously me who suffers more, right? !This is clearly a scam? !

It’s just that I originally thought that it would take some buffer period to change my opinion of him, but in fact, there is no need at all. After all, except for some new links, the way he and I get along is exactly the same as before... So what is he doing? How long have you planned it? !

"Hey? That kind of thing is not important at all, right?" The bad cat came over and hugged me, and said confidently, "The pennant has already been sent to them, right? Then you can find a reason to make them unlucky, right? "

I looked at the ring on the ring finger of my left hand in a bad mood, and was distracted by his words, "Really, it makes people uncomfortable to think that their original purpose has been achieved by accident."

The black-haired young man who was holding me gave a low laugh, took my hand, and kissed my ring, "It's okay, let them be happy for a while... Then I will see them from high It’s more interesting if you look down all over the place? What the mafia believes in is an eye for an eye, an eye for an eye?”

"Before, it was just because they were still useful, but now that their value has been exhausted and my wife has been angered again, then all I can do is pray for them? "

……

Compared with those places in Kanto that were later ruled by Port Mafia, all organizations in Yokohama have understood a truth since four years ago... Although it seems that Port Mafia and Xia Qi's organization are just a cooperative relationship, in fact, if you provoke If one of them is defeated, it is bound to be accurately and fatally attacked by both parties at the same time.

The only difference is nothing more than one is to destroy the enemy from the physical level, while the other is to shackle the economic lifeline.

As for the reason why the two organizations seem to have suddenly changed their strategies and become so close since four years ago?

In view of the fact that there are too many organizations that are willing to pay a huge price to understand the history of this turning point, either because of the research on the development experience of the two organizations, or because they want to find the weak point of cooperation between the two organizations, so it is not necessary to Knowing when it started, a certain unknown rumor began to circulate in the underground black market.

It all started on the day when the leader of the port Maifa changed four years ago. As a witness, Xia Qi witnessed the succession of the current leader of the port Mafia, Osamu Dazai... and this is the legitimacy of the leader of an organization. , is undoubtedly the most critical lifeline, or, is she playing the role of crowning him?Like the Pope who crowned the Western monarchs in the Middle Ages?

In any case, if there are any secrets in the changes four years ago that are not known to outsiders, then the two of them must be [conspirators] who know each other well, and they must be absolute [accomplices].

As for what is the secret?

If you don't want to go through the dungeons of Port Mafia... it's better to keep silent?

——This is a sincere message to all "smart people"?