My baby tamer can't be the leader

Chapter 152

But Osamu Dazai didn't give me a chance to hesitate. He saw my hesitation, smiled and raised his hand to touch my cheek, and whispered, "It can't be too long... There must be someone else paying attention now. Oh here."

I grabbed his wrist subconsciously, and in turn was pulled into his arms by him.

The wind on the roof passed through, blowing his forehead hair a little messy, making it difficult for me to see the real expression of the other party at the moment.

"I've never been grateful for fate before." He whispered the wind in my ear, "but now I may have changed my mind, as long as I can keep everything I want, no matter what it is."

The feeling that something was wrong became more and more intense, but although I knew the ending that Osamu Dazai chose for himself as the leader in the original book, there is no reason for Osamu Dazai to continue to do that right now?

Or is it that he has never believed what I said, and has always held a desperate attitude towards this world?No, although I really can't read his heart thoroughly, at least I have the confidence to see if he is really immersed in the dull world.

It's not that he can't embrace this world, maybe he just...needs a reason.

But Osamu Dazai was still hugging me and retreating towards the edge of the roof, my first reaction was that this guy wouldn't go crazy at a time like this, right? ?I grabbed his tie almost subconsciously, heard him laugh twice, and felt the vibration from his chest.

"Are you afraid, Xiaoqi?" He showed a deliberately embarrassed look, "But I don't really want to see you afraid of anything other than me, of course, even this can only be an interest in a specific situation? "

"Only in this kind of thing, please don't be so honest!" I grabbed him, "What the hell are you trying to do?!"

Osamu Dazai looked at me innocently. His cat eyes, which were round and round in the Age of Darkness, opened as his outline grew. The cuteness and youthfulness that belonged to young people faded away, and the rest was completely different from before. Mysterious and oppressive feeling... In his body, divinity has always been greater than humanity, even though this point seemed to have changed slightly before, but at this moment this feeling resurfaced in my heart again.

In fact, this kind of feeling is not completely unfamiliar to me. How can I put it, whenever this guy starts to cover his ears and get horny, he always has this attitude!

"Because I lied to you, I'm sorry." As a result, Osamu Dazai said quite frankly this time, "I said before, I have calculated in the past few days that the rest of this world may have the power of rules. item?"

"...Actually, it's not as much as you said before?"

"Yeah." He smiled helplessly, "Even I have to admit that there are some things that I can't do even if I try my best... Even if I can try to promote this The research in this area has made it unnecessary for the world to cross the rules, but how long will it take? How long will I be left here alone?"

The young leader took a few steps back again, and barely stopped until he was only a minute away from the edge of the roof.

He looked at the clouds in the sky and lost his mind for a moment, "I have been left here by myself for too long, but it doesn't matter if it's just like this, it really doesn't matter, the only thing I can't accept is that I can't be sure In the future, if I try my best to achieve this goal..."

Accompanied by Osamu Dazai's unfinished words, his knuckles that were originally placed in front of him tensed up, and even the slender fingertips were trembling unnaturally, so that he had to take a few deep breaths before continuing Pretending to be natural, he continued, "Then I will definitely go crazy."

"If the ending is preordained, then even I can't decide what I will do at that time... I don't want to hurt you, Xiaoqi."

I remained silent for a while, but I had to admit that his logic was indeed irrefutable, "So, must this method be used? There is no other possibility?"

"Yes." He laughed, and the hem of the dark coat was rippling like waves in the wind. He was like a fairy who might go away with the wind at any time. The roar of Xin Shuanghei's confrontation not far away was really disturbing enough, so Osamu Dazai couldn't help but "tsk", stretched out his hand to me, and motioned me to come to him.

This is indeed a very dangerous invitation. After all, it is such a high-rise building where there is absolutely no life to fall, and this guy's speech is full of a self-destructive tendency from the beginning to the end, even after I walked over. The next sentence is 'so why don't you just die in love'? It's possible... He can clearly count this point, but he never mentioned it from the beginning to the end, and he didn't explain anything about it. He just watched quietly and peacefully. I, like waiting for me to make a choice.

I raised my hand to touch the gemstone in my pocket, and after sighing, I walked slowly towards Osamu Dazai, and was held in his arms again, pecking at it with an attitude almost like weeping with joy. pecked my cheek.

"So, are you willing to choose me even if you have to face such a risk?" He asked me in a low voice.

"Dazai." I looked at the iris-colored eyes with almost the same attitude as him just now, "If you insist on using this method to test my feelings..."

"Sorry, I just—" He panicked almost immediately, and said in frustration like a cat that has made a mistake, drooping its ears, "I didn't, it doesn't matter if you don't come, well, sorry, This must be a bad habit that Mori-san taught me! Um...sorry, I promise this is the last time."

Osamu Dazai hugged me a little tighter while apologizing, but the number of times he apologized at this moment made me wonder whether the number of times the respected leader apologized in his previous life was not as much as this time, so that I had to interrupt him, "Is the possibility you said the way you said it?"

He let out a "hmm", showing such an obvious expression that he wanted to show off but didn't dare to show off, "Look, Xiaoqi, it will be very convenient to choose this kind of place, and if it succeeds, it will naturally have a pretty happy ending , if it fails, it’s just another way, isn’t it very convenient?”

Where is this convenient? !Does this have anything to do with convenience? !

Osamu Dazai didn't give me a chance to hesitate. While talking, he motioned for me to take out the gemstone in the black box from his pocket, took it, opened the box casually, and put the gemstone of the same color as his pupils on the palm of his hand. He motioned for me to reach out and touch it first.

In fact, I have already tried to touch gems alone. In the past, I was only worried about whether Pandora could continue to function when Osamu Dazai touched me, but when I touched gems at my fingertips In an instant, the familiar white light spot appeared beside me again.

This is not particularly beyond my expectation, after all, when I was in the original world, I was also teleported when I had physical contact with him?It's better to say that the guy should be very depressed, why not the other way around, for example, if he let go of me for 5 minutes, I'll send something... Forget it, this kind of idea is too scary, so don't think about it!

I wanted to let go of my hand immediately, but Osamu Dazai pressed my wrist, and he took the gem away a little until the white light spots were so dense that they almost completely submerged me, "Three seconds."

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes slightly, as if he was calculating something, "About nine seconds...is enough."

I vaguely had a bad premonition about the numbers he said, but I couldn't recall where this premonition came from, but the current situation didn't allow me to think about it.

"There's no need to hesitate." He looked at my expression and laughed instead, "Since the ending has already been decided, it's nothing more than choosing the way to the ending."

"Don't leave me here alone, please."

Saying so, Osamu Dazai slowly took out the blank book from the inside of his coat, opened the pages, and showed me the blank inner pages.

Almost instantly, there was a tendency between the two rule carriers to merge with each other. The gemstone and the book quickly clinged together, and there was only a last bit of external force to complete the rule fusion, but he didn't make any moves, just With a lingering expression, he showed me the gem lying quietly on the inside of the page, motioning for me to stretch out my hand.

"If you want me to stay here alone, it would be the cruelest thing in the world to me. Please, don't be so cruel to me." He said softly, "Compared to that, it would be better to just Fold me like this, and take me away."

At this moment, I suddenly remembered that Dazai seemed to have said almost exactly the same words... Is this a coincidence, or is it buried in the past memory?

The answer to this question is obviously unknown to me at least now, but at least it has given me some peace of mind—the past and the future are indeed connected to each other, and the long snake of time is here to close the loop.

Since the Osamu Dazai in front of you is indeed the Dazai in the future, then...

I stretched out my hand to the gemstone, and Dazai Osamu grabbed my wrist immediately, and whispered to me in my shocked expression, "If the final result is the worst kind, if I don't To your side...you have to remember me, Xiaoqi."

"This is really the last time, I'm sorry that I finally have to use such a despicable way to get a place in your memory."

The black-haired leader smiled and pressed my hand, let me cling to the gemstone, and at the same time pulled me in front of him, leading me to lean back slowly.

The distinction between the sky and the earth became blurred at this moment, and with the terrified call of Atsushi Nakajima behind me, star-like white lights flashed on my body simultaneously.

"Osamu Dazai!" Only then did I remember the seconds he had just counted... He was clearly counting how long it would take to jump from the Mafia building at the port!

The sound of the wind gradually became more intense, and the originally arc-shaped horizon gradually fell towards us. The red scarf he had vainly wrapped around my shoulders was lifted up by the wind, like an untimely red glow, in a field full of It is the gray and white concrete buildings that stand out against the background.

But at this moment, the white light spots on my body are so dense that I can hardly see Dazai Osamu's expression clearly. I can only hear him laugh quite frankly, even with a hint of joy,

"—remember me."

In the next moment, I landed on a figure that was almost exactly the same as before, and the familiar voice sounded hesitantly in my ear, "What's the matter, Xiaoqi...why, are you crying?"

The slightly cool fingertips touched the side of my cheek, but before I recovered from the huge gap, it was only a month or two before me, but it seemed that Dazai, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, frowned. He frowned and covered his forehead.

The divine light in his iris-colored pupils flickered on and off, and after I recovered from my nervous gaze, I smiled slightly, "Is that so..."

"Did you... succeed?" I asked him hesitantly.

The other party showed a distressed expression, "Although if I say I failed, Xiaoqi will love me very much, right?"

"But," Dazai hugged me with one hand again, and smiled softly, "I succeeded."

After pausing for a moment, he asked me again in a brisk tone, "So, I should add that sentence now... Long time no see?"

[At the moment when the wingless bird is about to embrace the horizon, the two rules that did not disappear with the other party's departure merged into one at this moment, breaking the barrier between the worlds. 】

After listening to the story of the rest of the story after I left, I finally couldn't help hugging him, "Dazai Osamu you bastard! You idiot!"

He hugged me aggrievedly, and after I scolded him non-stop and asked him why he didn’t respond, he replied, “But this happened many years ago to me? For past mistakes, even if the law wants to punish me, the prosecution period has passed, right?"

"Then you can expect the law to find you a girlfriend!" I clenched my fists furiously, hitting him once was not enough, so I gave him another blow, "Let go!"

Dazai immediately became sad, "But Xiaoqi, you have eaten me up, so you don't want me now? Sure enough, human beings are creatures that won't cherish if they get it... I'm waiting here alone When you come back..."

Me: ... You just said that those things were many years ago for you, okay? !

What's more, I checked the time just now, and I'm sure that it will be a few seconds at most before I return to the real world. This has to be counted in the time it took me to adapt to the sudden change of environment and regain my composure !

As a result, the more he talked, the more strange his expression became, and he stopped talking halfway through, showing a distorted expression of jealousy, "Why has he hugged you but not me?"

"Aren't you all alone...and isn't your concept of time too flexible??"

"Even if the soul and genes are the same! Different is different! Even today's sun is different from yesterday's sun, let alone me in two worlds?"

I:"???"

Damn, this familiar feeling of being speechless must have thrown him away!

——End.