Chapter 143
Chapter 143
Although I can't see Osamu Dazai's depressed expression of wanting to silence me immediately, but I just want to say that you are so content, if you don't brainwash yourself so hard, and persuade me that this kind of stuff is signed in this world It's useless, I won't step into the grave of marriage so early...
In short, it is very troublesome!
As a result, Osamu Dazai probably did a little bit of mental construction there himself—so in fact, his self-regulation ability is still good, that is, he is quite good at the kind of time when he deliberately wants to convince himself that something happened. Deliberately deleting certain memories...
Immediately afterwards, he asked me eagerly, "Then, Xiaoqi for the wedding, do you want a Western style or a Japanese style? Ah, or a Chinese style, I can do both?"
I froze for a moment, and my face turned pale in shock, "What? Do you still want a wedding?"
Although I was the one who asked him if he had nothing to do anyway, should he sign the marriage contract, but I was really just literally saying that he had nothing to do...
It's just that he was finally abducted once, how should I put it, even if he came... Finally, he was not responsible once!
Osamu Dazai looked at me slowly and made a question mark. Seeing his expression sinking little by little, and even his expression became vaguely strange, I was in a state of distress.
No, the main reason is that I don’t think he is such a ritualistic type at all!You must know that whenever there is any party together, although he likes to go with me, he often hides in the corner and waits for me to communicate with other people before rejoining.
This is okay when there are few people, especially when it is just a gathering between a few friends, he may not necessarily avoid it, but when there are many people, he just doesn’t like to be in the crowd of people greeting each other. He said, "Being able to see through people's hearts is more like torture to me at this time."
This is true even for gatherings of friends, and for other ceremonial activities, he can escape as much as he can. Anyway, the farther away from the crowd, the better, so I have never considered this at all. I don’t care about it anyway and the main reason is this No one in the world knows me... In short, it's too much to understand!
Originally, it was just a matter of signing a piece of paper, but I was suddenly told that there was such a huge workload! Of course I would be shocked!
"No, who are you going to invite to see?" I squinted my eyes and thought for a while, "I can't find anyone here anyway..."
As a result, Osamu Dazai seemed to be at a loss for a moment. After looking at each other for a while, he asked me a little hesitantly, "Does someone have to come to the scene? Can it be relayed?"
I was almost dumbfounded by his question, "I've never been married and I don't know, but at least I know that the master of ceremonies is going to host the wedding... By the way, do you plan to let them watch the dome or the floor of the building? Can't code on the spot??"
The other party seemed even more confused, he tilted his head and looked at me, and after looking at me for a while, he felt a little sullen, "But otherwise, how would they know that I'm married?"
I was a little exhausted by his question, I just felt that I had endured too much pressure that I shouldn't have at this age...
"And, Xiaoqi, don't you have the type of wedding you want?" He asked me, "Have you ever imagined it?"
"Yes, but maybe it's not suitable for you." I replied casually, "I'd rather have a traveling marriage, and there's no need to find so many people to witness?"
Osamu Dazai fell silent for a moment, very good, now the pressure has returned to him, after all, he wants to go abroad without being deported in seconds...it is still quite difficult, that is to say...
I immediately raised my hand and patted him on the shoulder in relief, and lightly covered the topic, "Forget about that, where is the district office?"
The other party raised his eyes sullenly, looked around, led me to a certain direction, and re-inserted the phone card in the phone, as if he called someone and asked about the exemption procedure .
Although he hung up the phone and began to deduct the phone card, another call came in in this short moment, and the name that popped up was "Central Plains Chuya", in short, it was not easy in various senses ...
But the leader of the inappropriate person just gave a "tsk", not only didn't mean to pick up the phone at all, but even accelerated the speed in his hands, regardless of the impact of pulling out the phone card while the phone was still on, before the shutdown process was completed , Instantly pulled out the calling card.
On the way to the district office, Osamu Dazai is obviously still immersed in some kind of complicated entanglement. I don't know whether to hope him to come to a conclusion, or it's better to stay stuck here, although if he is willing to change his mind because of this, of course It couldn't be better, but...it's really troublesome!Damn, this guy is too difficult to deal with.
His struggle continued until it was time to get married. Not long after I left the mall, I took off the mask, and along with it, I took off the headband on Osamu Dazai's head.
Even if he doesn't care about it himself, if his subordinates have nightmares because of this, I will still feel a little bit sorry, probably...
It may be because he explained it in advance, but in short, there were no other extra people in the hall, and the person in charge of business also didn't ask any extra questions, but he handed Osamu Dazai a sheet with the words "Marriage" in a slightly nervous manner. A three-word form.
After taking the lead in signing on the thin paper with an extremely serious attitude, the other party pressed the paper with one hand and looked at me with trembling eyelashes.
Maybe even Osamu Dazai didn't realize that he showed a little nervous expression very rarely.
I didn't emphasize it again here. Anyway, this thing has no binding force on me and him, but it was also inexplicably cramped for a moment.
Osamu Dazai did not rush to hand the paper to me, but hesitantly fixed his delicate eyebrows and eyes, "Xiaoqi, are you... sure?"
He asked softly in an almost breathy tone, "Even if this is really meaningless to you, but——I still want to know that this is really done on your own will Have you made a decision?"
"It's not purely to appease me, nor is it purely out of sympathy?" The black-haired young man took a deep breath and lowered his eyes, as if he was afraid to look at me, or as if he was afraid of regretting himself, and put His eyes turned to the black print on his fingertips, "If it's just pity, please stop here, it's enough...it's enough."
"Do I look like that kind of talkative type?" I raised my hand to touch Osamu Dazai's cheek, "If I was only pitying you, then I wouldn't come to see you at all-this emotion is not enough Put me at risk."
"What's more, in my opinion, you don't seem to have anything worthy of sympathy." I thought for a while, and added in his weak protest, "Aren't you just torturing yourself..."
"But it's true that I'm not a good choice, right?" He said in a rather self-aware manner, "It's much better than my [correct] choice, why...why would you choose me?"
"Or, do you really not regret it?" Osamu Dazai asked me with an almost trembling voice, "If in the future, you really have a day..."
I laughed, raised my head slightly, and gently pecked his lips, "Then make yourself unique, let me only have you in my eyes, let me only choose you, let me not abandon you."
He withdrew his original expression for a moment, and answered me in a rather innocent tone, "Hey—so you can accept this, that's really great."
At the same time that a question mark slowly popped up on my forehead, Osamu Dazai let out a sigh of relief, and he even said happily, "I'm still worried that you won't be able to accept it, since it can be achieved consensus……"
"Wait a minute, wait a minute, we didn't mean the same thing, right?? Even if it's you, play it to the end!! Don't act halfway through and suddenly stop acting!!"
He laughed out loud, and after saying "Sorry, sorry, I was joking", he regained his composure and held my wrist.
I honestly don't think he's joking...
But before I could say anything else, Osamu Dazai said slowly, "I have never imagined this day, just like a mayfly that lives day and night and cannot imagine the sunrise the next day. It is too extravagant, even in the deepest fantasy, I can't imagine the picture at this moment."
"Obviously the one who has been laughing at this world is myself..." he said, "but now, for the first time, I feel that this world is still smiling at me, which is really... a bit complicated. "
"'But am I really worth it for you to make such a choice?' Sorry, even though I have been asking myself, but I have no way to refuse you anyway; even if I can't tell myself against my heart that I am the best choice, But I still want to promise you immediately..."
He lowered his eyelashes as black as crow feathers, lowered his head and kissed my ring finger,
"Even if I am so despicable, are you willing to give your second life to me?"
The warm touch at the knuckles made me realize for the first time what is called the real ten fingers connected to the heart. The heartbeat echoed in my ears, making me even forget that I was in another world at this moment.
The so-called "efficiency" has lost all meaning at this moment, it is more like a questioning of the heart.
It's just that I already knew the answer in my heart, and now I just... tell it to my mouth.
"I would." I said.
"Then..." He smiled, handed me the paper on his fingertips, and replied in a voice almost sighing, "I will do my best to live for you."
While Osamu Dazai was staring intently at the action of me lowering my head and picking up the pen, although my thoughts at the moment were completely immersed in the conversation just now, I still vaguely heard the sound of glass breaking.
Just when I was about to glance aside in a little confusion, Osamu Dazai blocked my gaze for an instant, and his face remained unchanged, "It's nothing, it should just be that some elementary school students playing football nearby accidentally broke the glass."
But there are all commercial buildings around here? !
Especially not far away, there was even a vaguely familiar voice coming from me? ?
It's just that Osamu Dazai was about to lose his composure when I kept distracted, so I could only bite the bullet and sign my name, and then watched the other party collect the marriage promise like a treasure... huh? ?
Probably aware of my shocked gaze, Osamu Dazai answered me with a natural attitude, "I won't show the original copy to others, I will make a copy for them to confirm later."
ah? ?Still have this kind of operation? ?
But at this moment, an unnamed cadre who was already furious to the extreme kicked and smashed the glass door outside the hall that was locked by Osamu Dazai at some point, "You bastard! There's no need to be in such a hurry to get married after being dumped once, right?!"
As a result, Osamu Dazai's expression suddenly paused, and he repeated softly, "...was dumped once?"
I performed a creep on the spot!
Wait a moment? !Wait for me? ! ? !
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