My Alleged Husband

Chapter 642 - 621 Don’t Disturb Anymore_1

Chen Gang was about to leave the country for abroad, feeling that before he left, he had to say goodbye to the girl he loved the most. His presence had caused the greatest trouble between her and her husband, subjecting them to torment and challenges over and over again. Whether or not he had the right to give his beloved girl one last hug did not matter; he should not destroy her love. Her happiness had been hard-won, and he believed that she had undergone much hardship for it. He could not betray all that she had been through.

Yet, wanting her to bid farewell with a smile to the woman he loved most caused him internal struggle. The woman he loved more than anyone in his life was right before his eyes, yet all he could do was wave goodbye. There’d be no way for them to meet again in this lifetime. As a man, how could he be content with this?

When Ran Zhihan received the phone call from Chen Gang, she hesitated for a moment but ultimately decided to answer.

"Zhihan, I’m about to leave here for abroad soon. I don’t know if you have time to meet me one more time. Rest assured, I won’t do anything you’re uncomfortable with like before. But I hope you can come out to see me one last time. I don’t care whether you bring your husband or not, I don’t mind these things. I just want to see you one last time. Maybe after I leave, we’ll never have a chance to meet again in our lives. Please fulfill my last extravagant request and don’t refuse me. I’ll be waiting for you at the coffee shop; we must meet – you have to come!"

He hadn’t gotten a chance to respond when the call was already disconnected. He knew that this time, there was no avoiding this path that he ultimately had to walk alone, without anyone helping him make the final choice. The decision was up to him; he couldn’t let these people become saddened because of him time and again, could he?

An hour later, the two of them met at the coffee shop. When Chen Gang saw his beloved girl step into the café, his heart finally let go of everything, and he showed her all of his love with his most beautiful smile.

Although he was unwilling and unhappy, in the end, he couldn’t escape the arrangement of fate. She ultimately could only choose this path to continue on. No decision he made could be changed by anyone.

"Zhihan, I’m really happy and grateful that you could come out to see me one last time. I’m sorry; I want to apologize to you once more for disrupting your peaceful and stable life. It was me who made everything so difficult for you. I hope you can forgive me and let both of us live happily. You know, no one in the world can be perfect, but I really wish you could always be by my side. But I can’t do that because you have your life, and I have my own journey. We were never meant to walk the same path!

I appreciate that you didn’t hold the harm I caused against me, for making you and your husband fight all this time. But still, I’m grateful to you for helping me understand that no matter what decision I make, it’s not necessarily the best nor the worst outcome for anyone. At least I have no regrets about every path I’ve chosen!"

"Chen Gang, you really didn’t have to do so much for a woman like me, who isn’t worth it. Do you know how much I long for you to have a peaceful life? I don’t ask for much in this lifetime, but I truly wish the person I love the most could have the happiest life!

The love I had for you at the beginning is gone. We never had any feelings between us from the start; how could we be together? Maybe you truly loved me, but I can’t split my heart in two, one half for my husband and the other half keeping you in the depths of my heart. I can’t do it!

You shouldn’t apologize to me; I should apologize to you. I’m sorry for all these years for not reciprocating your dedication, for all the years you waited for me, and in the end, I could only choose to let you down, throwing away all of your expectations and love. It’s my actions and my choices that hurt you, and not only do you not hate me, you even love me more. How can my heart bear your deep love for me? There is no right or wrong between us; what we both deserve is the happiest life possible, isn’t it?

Chen Gang, I apologize sincerely for my husband’s actions towards you. He doesn’t know the true nature of our relationship, which is why he became so enraged. I caused him to harm you because of me, and I hope you can forgive him from the bottom of your heart, not just for my sake!

If you leave here, then I hope you can find the most beautiful princess for your life. I hope you both can stay together forever, don’t let me ruin the happiness you both deserve. And you should forget about me; learn to forget yourself so you won’t be in so much pain. Life is full of disappointments, but if you dwell on every one of them, how could you ever be happy? Don’t see everything so darkly; no one can stop these things from happening!"

"Zhihan, thank you. I’m really grateful you could speak such heartfelt truths to me. I never expected that we would end up like this. How much I longed for us to always be together, but in the end, fate had other plans. No matter how hard I tried to climb up, to be with the person I loved most, fate still let me down in the end. I hope you can live your life securely without the interruption of my presence causing any disturbance to your happiness.

Rest assured, once I leave, I will live well, but you must take care of yourself and live well too. Who knows, maybe there will be a moment for us to meet again!"

"I hope you won’t disturb me before you get married; I understand all of your care and love. I can’t respond to all of your questions, so please understand. It’s better for us to keep a certain distance from each other!"