My Alleged Husband

Chapter 632 - 611 Father was Wronged_1

Zhang Ni didn’t know when he had run out, perhaps he had already come out when he heard his parents talking, he simply hid quietly in the corner all along. He wanted to see how much his parents were really willing to sacrifice for him. Maybe for a vulnerable child, his inner world is complicated, he’s afraid that his parents don’t love him, but at the same time, he fears that his parents love him too much!

People often say that children don’t understand things, but that’s not true. A child is the person who understands the most, yet he always chooses to smile, as if none of this ever happened. He knows that some decisions he makes will make no difference, so why should he hurt the people who once loved him the most? And those people are his own parents, no matter what, he can’t bring himself to inflict such harm.

"Mom, you wronged dad, it wasn’t dad who wanted me to train, I wanted to train. I wanted to prove to my grandparents that I am actually a useful child.

I don’t want to be abandoned by my grandparents, and I don’t want people to say I’m a child not loved by them. Actually, my heart is in pain, I know that my grandparents don’t really want to abandon us, they just have no other choice, but in the eyes of others, it won’t seem that way, they’ll think my grandparents abandoned us because they don’t like us, but they don’t know that my grandparents are also the people who love us most in this world.

Mom, I know that whatever I say now, you might not believe me, but at the very least, you should believe in my words, shouldn’t you? Respecting others is respecting oneself, I know I’m not capable enough to say these words, nor do I have any right to, but I am clear about my inner world, how much I care about this kinship. Nobody can understand what I’m thinking, all I want is to be recognized by my grandparents, just not being abandoned by them is enough for me, I don’t have too many illusions, these words are unreal to me!"

Zhang Yichen never expected his son to stand up and speak for him this time, he was completely taken by surprise. Maybe his son didn’t hate him as much as he thought. Despite the fact that he had put him through so much devilish training, his son still regarded him as the best father. What right did he have to resent his own son? What kind of mistake had the boy made to deserve such trials? He should’ve been living a happy childhood but was instead repeatedly put in dilemmas by his heartless father, with no one considering his feelings. He simply didn’t know what to do.

"Son, dad knows that you came out to say all this for the sake of both your mom and me, but do you know, the more sensible you are, the more pain dad feels in his heart? It’s because of us that you’ve become like this, but why do you still care about your parents? You should be enjoying the childhood a child deserves. You’re still so young. Dad has been too selfish, forcing you to bear all this pain and responsibility. Do you hate dad?"

"Dad, how could I possibly hate you? You know better than anyone how sincere you are. Everything you’ve done was for my sake; you didn’t want your parents to look down on me. You were showing me that in this world, only the strongest deserve to be loved. I know my grandparents, in their hearts, they are not against me, they just don’t know how to face me. Because of them, my mom and dad have suffered so much, how could they possibly come home happy as if nothing happened? I understand all of this. Some things go unsaid, but that doesn’t mean I don’t know them. On the contrary, I am more sensible than many grown-up children. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve gained a deeper understanding or because I’ve lived a life different from others’. In the end, I should still thank my parents. No matter what your reasons were for bringing me this far, I should be grateful to you. You brought me into this world, you made me who I am now, I appreciate this life, this life makes me happy and fulfilled. I am busy training every day because I want to prove my abilities to those I care about. I can’t let everyone look down on me. I want to make it clear that underestimating me is the biggest mistake. I can prove to the whole world through my own ability that I am the smartest person!

So, mom and dad, please don’t argue because of me, and don’t let your relationship suffer because of me. That would be the greatest pain for me. What child can accept their parents arguing every day, especially over them? I will only feel more guilty. If you really hope for your son to live happily, then please give each other a chance and stop quarreling endlessly. It makes me feel extremely guilty and pained."

"Nai’er, don’t worry about your mom and dad’s issues. Just be at ease, we won’t disappoint you. But you must promise mom to live well, not to suffer every day, and not to tire yourself out. Otherwise, your mom and dad will be heartbroken when they see it. You don’t want us to argue every day because of just one person, do you? So, you must be alright. Only if you’re healthy will mom and dad be able to live peacefully and not argue over anything. Do you understand?"

"Mom, I understand, but this time you’ve really wronged dad. He’s not as bad as you think. He’s just trying to prove his worth in his own way. He’s declaring that, in fact, he’s the loneliest person in this world too. Labeled as abandoned by his own parents, yet my father can endure so much pain, coming through devilish training step by step, so why can’t I, as his biological son, do the same?"