My Alleged Husband

Chapter 614 - 593 - The Least Qualified You_1

"Don’t you understand even now? The one person in this world with no right to say those words to me is you. Despite your years of understanding him, you still lost to me in the end. He has long been in my embrace, become my woman, while you, still foolishly waiting there, will never actually wait for a result. Who do you think is the one without the right? Don’t you understand your own heart at all? Your actions are merely making my woman feel grateful to you, guilty towards you, preventing her from living a peaceful life with me. I must admit, you played the emotional card very well."

"But even so, what difference does it make? No matter what you do, my beloved woman will never be with you in her lifetime. She’s already my wife, and even if she wants to leave, to be with you, I would never allow her to. As long as it’s something I’ve obtained in this world, I will never let go, no matter which path he ultimately chooses. That’s his affair and has nothing to do with me."

"The most pathetic one is you, your beloved woman right before your eyes yet you can’t own her, can’t even embrace her. You can only watch helplessly as I pull her into my arms, while you stand there, powerless. Do you know that deep sense of defeat? That is the profound defeat I’ve shown you. As long as she’s my woman, don’t even think about it, much less touch her, or you’ll regret it!"

"Even if she is your woman now, what does it matter to me, as you said, if one day she chooses to leave you, to come into my embrace, even if you refuse to let go, I will do whatever it takes to make you let go. For her, I can disregard everything unlike you, who always doubts, distrusts her. Can your marital trust really not withstand such a test? If it cannot stand this small test, what’s the point of your life together? Isn’t this just troubling everyone?"

"Do you really think everyone in the world would foolishly wait for someone their whole life? Even if everyone else wouldn’t, I definitely will wait for her. I will never give up over some trivial matter, she is my goddess, the girl I’ve waited for many years, how could I easily give up? Do you think I am like you? To give up when I can’t get? There’s no ’give up’ in my world!"

Ran Zhihan felt a headache coming as these two men were about to start arguing again. It seemed like such a mess when things had finally been settled. Why must these two men perpetually bicker? No matter the decision he ultimately makes, it won’t grant any freedom. Why bother with this endless debate?

"Have the two of you argued enough? You’re grown men yet still bickering here. What are you, using me as a tool for argument? Haven’t you realized by now that I am a living person, not a prize to fight over? If you truly regard me as nothing more than a tool, then please stop right now. If that’s the case, I’d rather live a lonely life than be with either of you. You are terrifying to me."

I never thought that in your hearts, I was just a tool for quarreling. For the sake of argument, you wouldn’t hesitate to drag me down, make me a point of contention between you. Do you really think that if one side wins the quarrel, I will just go with the winner? What do you really think of me?"

Cheng Gong smiled, unsure of how to answer. He knew in his heart that he was a little different. He didn’t know what decision to make. Each decision he could make would complicate matters further. If he didn’t act, they couldn’t go on with their lives. No matter his decision, it wasn’t going to be a good one.

"In fact, you should know that no matter which decision I make, it may please you, but it’s the most painful for me. If I let you two be together, and I let go, I will lose my most cherished love that I’ve waited years for. If I keep interfering, you two will just keep quarreling, your hearts continuing to suffer. I have no way to make the right choice. I just know I can’t be so selfish. I can’t go against my conscience, I can’t go somewhere else following my heart only, so please, stop doing this."

"I’ve chosen to exit your world. Isn’t that enough for you? It should be a good thing for both of you. Just let it go and don’t quarrel over me anymore. I’m arguing here so that he can cherish you more, but you will never understand my intent. Perhaps, in your heart, I’m just that kind of man, unworthy in the eyes of his most beloved daughter, never trusted by the girl he loves. Do you think I’m pathetic?"

"There’s really no such thing as who is or isn’t qualified. For me, the person in this world least qualified to stay by his side can only be myself, because I’ve already lost. Now I’m completely defeated. I can’t face affection, and I’ll become a fool, no matter how brilliant my intelligence may be. Without my beloved girl by my side, I can’t live properly. But isn’t this too cruel to myself? Can’t I find another woman better than you? I really don’t know!"

"You’re right, I believe you can still find your true love in this world, someone more perfect than me. Unlike me. Right now, I have no desire to grapple with these issues anymore. All I want is a peaceful life; maybe with growth, I’ve become more mature too!"