My Alleged Husband

Chapter 580 - 559 Have You Thought It Through?_1

Zhang Yichen was genuinely infuriated by his wife this time. He adored this woman so much that for her, he was willing to give up anything and had tirelessly searched for her for many years. Yet in the end, she chose to betray him. Could he really be less than the man before her eyes?

"Zhihan, don’t cry. You have to believe me; I truly love you. For your sake, I’m willing to endure any humiliation, any torment, as long as you would give me one more chance, as long as you’re willing to glance at me once more. Please, stop being angry with me; that alone would be enough for me. Don’t cry anymore because your tears only make my heart ache even more. The torment I’m subjected to doesn’t make me feel this way, but your tears leave me helpless. I’m begging you, don’t cry for my sake. Your husband won’t let you off the hook, but I still thank you because your tears prove that deep down, you still care about me. You just can’t choose, but I believe that one day you’ll realize that the person who loves you most in the world is still me — and that will never change. I hope that when you understand this, I’ll still be in this world!"

"Chen Gang, stop talking. We originally had nothing to do with each other, so why must you sully my good name with these words? You know full well that what happened that night was a mistake. If it hadn’t been for your deception, for believing your lies, how could I have ended up in such a situation with you? How could I have become so passive? Have you ever considered whose fault it is? You only add fuel to the fire. Can’t you see my husband is already seething with rage? And yet, you’re still provoking him time after time. Do you think I would plead with him on your behalf? You’re wrong. I would never destroy my own marital happiness for someone insignificant, nor would I ask my husband for mercy for a person who has hurt me. Do you think that’s possible? Don’t you think it would be laughable if I did plead?"

"You two don’t need to put on an act of suffering before me. Whatever you say, I won’t believe it now because this incident has deeply hurt me, especially my partner, who didn’t come home one night and was with another man. You even tried to hide it from me. What’s wrong with being honest? If it weren’t for the fact that you’re the woman I love the most, if it weren’t for the years you spent searching and waiting for me, if it weren’t for our son, if it weren’t for the fact that my grandfather is still in the hospital unwell and cannot be agitated, do you think I would let you off so easily?"

Sometimes, you shouldn’t be so naive. You always think you’re so important in my heart, so much so that you act recklessly without a second thought, hurting the sincerity I have for you. Why should I offer my sincerity again and again just for you to trample upon it?"

I used to love you so deeply, to the point of living and dying for you. I spared no effort to search for you all over the world. Finally, after so many years of searching, I found you, but in the end, you still betrayed me. I had never thought this day would come—always believing my partner would love me like my grandfather, willing to do anything for me. But in the end, I had to ask, is it really so? Do you truly do everything for me without any ulterior motives, or is it because you have no choice? Sometimes, even I don’t understand my own feelings. I just want to live peacefully with you and no longer dwell on past mistakes. But I can’t because you keep testing my patience..."

Ran Zhihan sobbed and shook her head. She shook her head like a bobblehead, but her partner still chose not to believe her.

"Shaking your head at me is useless. You also don’t need to thrust all the blame onto Chen Gang. Since he returned to the country, I’ve been monitoring him. However, I really didn’t expect that when he sought you out, you didn’t tell me or discuss with me and just went to see him on your own. I know I can’t control your personal freedom because you do have your own rights, but at the very least, you should consider my feelings!"

Don’t worry, I won’t let our son know about this. There’s no way I can let him know what kind of person his mother is, to spend a night out with a stranger. If our son found out, he wouldn’t be able to accept it either. I don’t want to make him sad or let him feel embarrassed in front of other children.

I won’t tell anyone else about this incident, nor will I let it become known. Anyone who does know about this, I’ll ensure they all disappear from this world. I will make sure you can live the rest of your life safely. I won’t let anyone have any bad intentions towards you, but I hope you understand that this is where your life stops.

In the coming days, I will make you witness his torture, his silence; I’ll ensure you live a life worse than death. I can’t pamper you like before, allowing you to take things for granted. Maybe you think I don’t love you as much as I used to, but that’s because I’ve realized you’re not worthy of my love."

"Zhang Yichen, do you realize that your words have wounded a woman who loves you the most? Do you realize that? Even though I drugged her, even though I intended to get her drunk, when she woke up, she still had you on her mind.

Can you truly not tolerate her in your eyes? All the fault lies with me. I hope you can forgive her and stop making things difficult for her. I don’t want the woman I love to be sad. Since she can’t bring herself to love me, since she has never had me in her heart, why should I force your happiness to an end because of my intervention and let the bliss between you two be destroyed? I am sorry for this. If you have any grievances, direct them all at me—don’t continue to use such words to hurt the woman who loves you. Her love for you is so deep it’s not something I, an outsider, can express. If you really consider her your wife, please don’t mind this incident any longer—just live well with her..."