My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1376 - 1199: Even If I’m Sorry

When a mistake happens, there’s no simple way to just say sorry, and not every "sorry" can be forgiven in everyone’s eyes. If you’ve done too many wrongs, even if one day you really achieve your goals, that still won’t be you.

Xia Jing knows that, deep down, her husband is not truly happy.

A living person should be able to stand proudly before others, but now can only lie here. This is a form of torment for anyone, and an insult to one’s dignity. What kind of situation is this, being unable to stand vibrantly before others?

Ran Zhihan watches her mother in such unbearable sorrow, and she feels the pain in her own heart too. This is not the life she wanted. She just wants her family to be happy and alive. She’s not a greedy person, but time and again the results have shown her, she’s failed time and again. Because everything she does in others’ eyes is insignificant; no one ever acknowledges her efforts, no matter how much she sacrifices for this family, it’s always seen as wrong by everyone.

A woman sincerely sacrifices everything for her family, yet in front of her beloved, it always seems wrong. No one ever considers how difficult these things might be, and no one ever considers the pressure her beloved is enduring. Time and again, no one knows what kind of outcome awaits. Everything she does, never considering others’ feelings. Others never owe her, but all she does is for everyone’s well-being. Yet, ultimately, it brings everyone pain.

"Mom, don’t be sad. If one day dad wakes up and sees you in such agony, how hurt he must feel. He’s not made of stone. All he wants is for his wife to live happily. Over the years, he’s sacrificed so much for you. You must know this in your heart. If you break down like this now, how could he bear the heartache? Would he let you suffer such grievances?

You know, he wouldn’t. He wouldn’t want to see you suffer even the slightest harm, let alone such a grievance. If he knew that if he couldn’t wake up, he’d rather you leave him quickly and never return. He doesn’t want to be a burden to you, but I know you’re stubborn and would never do that. Besides, both of you are at fault for this issue!

Mom, some things can’t be forgotten just by saying "forget", and some things can’t change just by saying "change". But as long as there is a willingness to change, it means inside there isn’t as much hurt.

Now the only thing we as a family can do is wait for a miracle. If a miracle could really happen to us, wouldn’t it bring us happiness and joy? Everyone wants only for their family to be safe and healthy, and I’m no exception. I’m a part of this family, too. Seeing father lying there, my heart also aches.

Don’t think that just because my last name isn’t Zhang, I have no feelings for the Zhang Family. All these years, no matter what, I’ve already become a part of the Zhang Family. Since I’m married to your son, my life will forever be lived for him."

Xia Jing says her daughter-in-law means well, but there are some things she doesn’t want her to interfere too much. While she, as part of the Zhang Family, will care about her husband, what happens if time and again she interferes in their marital issues? That wouldn’t please her as a mother.

"Zhihan, I know you’re a good girl, and I know you’re saying all this for the good of everyone in the family. But some things you shouldn’t force too much, and you shouldn’t interfere too much either. These are matters between spouses, things between your father and me. I really don’t want others pointing fingers. Although I have faults, I never expected to bring him such results. As such, my heart is troubled by these outcomes, too.