My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1349 - 1175: It’s a Threat

In the past, you always said I threatened you, I didn’t know the proof of living back then, it was just to prove I was better than others. Now that I’ve done it, nothing is impossible anymore.

"When did we become like this, how can you bear to use such matters to threaten me, you clearly know how hard my parents have worked for me over the years, yet in the end, my father still chose for both of us to live together, why can’t you understand my father’s heartfelt intentions?

Your father has done so many heinous things, he hurt your mother for his own selfish motives, yet you can forgive him. Both your parents abandoned you, yet you can still let it go. What wrong did my parents do? They only wish for me to live a stable life, is that really so incomprehensible in your eyes?

I always thought as long as we are together, we can overcome any hardship in the world. But now I realize, it’s not that simple. If you don’t have me in your heart, what difference does it make if we’re together?"

Ran Zhihan truly never expected her husband to use such unreasonable demands to threaten her. Those are his biological parents, she has never been filial to her own parents, so how could she let them toil and worry endlessly over her matters? If that’s the case, what right does she have to be their daughter?

"Zhihan, you know I didn’t mean it that way, I just want you to give me a definitive answer. No matter what decision you make, I will never blame you, because I always believed you truly loved me. In the past, I waited many years for you, without complaint or regret. I have never regretted the years of youth and waiting I’ve given for you. But now, the only thing I regret is why I’ve forgiven you for every mistake you’ve made. I forgive you because I sincerely consider you my wife, but what about you? Have you ever considered me your husband with every action you take? You don’t know how your actions make my life unbearable, humiliate me?

You’ve never considered how your actions bring me humiliation, nor have you thought about the state of our marriage as a result. You have always been so selfish, only wanting the life you desire without caring about others’ thoughts. I am really afraid, afraid that sometimes you’ll say heartless things to me. I can’t believe the woman I’ve cared for with great effort could be like this, achieving goals by any means necessary, do you know that?"

"Don’t you think your words are truly hurtful? When have I stopped at nothing to achieve a goal? Ever since I got with you, I’ve never regretted any sacrifices I’ve made for you. I don’t care how much I need to give for you, I’m just afraid of not loving you enough. I’ve desperately cared for you, desperately protected you regardless of everything, but in the end, I receive this outcome. How can my heart not be sad and hurt?"

"So? So you use this way to hurt me, to treat our family? Even if you’re dissatisfied with me, you could have clearly and bluntly told me. We are husband and wife, there’s nothing we cannot speak openly about. Yet you choose the cruelest, most hurtful way to treat me. Can you say with confidence that you still love me? Can you believe this is genuine love?

I always thought you were a sensible woman, I thought you could overlook those wrongs for our family, but now I find it impossible.

Zhihan, being together has not been easy for us. We’ve both suffered numerous hardships to be together, we both have a number in our hearts, haven’t you ever regretted it? Do you really want to make me look like the worst person in the world?"

"But do you know that your words today made me feel like the loneliest person in the world? That longing has already taken root crazily in my heart. I keep reminiscing about myself, the time I was with you, I couldn’t even believe myself. Now I find that no amount of infatuation can bring you back because you have turned away. The tacit understanding between us is gone, your heart no longer holds a place for me, you’ve already excluded me."

Zhang Yichen never thought his wife would one day become so hard to persuade. Is it really that he has gone too far? He never imagined it would end up like this, everything in the past was just hoping to return to the starting point, why does it keep getting worse, has life really become so difficult?

"I don’t want to talk to you about anything now, think carefully about what you should do, don’t do things we both regret. The past I can pretend I don’t know, I can let go, but I hope you understand I’m doing this not for anything else, but because I hope one day you can clearly know why I chose this path and treated you this way.

The matters between you and Chen Gang, I no longer want to interfere, no longer want to meddle, so please take care of yourself. I hope you don’t make the same mistake again, I can’t bear any more betrayal from my wife. That feeling of being cuckolded, do you know how painful it is? I am a man, I cannot be without desires, I cannot abandon even the most basic dignity, especially when it’s from the woman I love the most!

Don’t force me to say more ruthless, heartbreaking things, we should live together well, not like this. Don’t say I’m using that matter to threaten you, I just don’t want your parents to worry back and forth about your matters. You should know all the expenses they incurred living abroad for these years were solely funded by me. You don’t have the financial conditions to live abroad consistently, so you better take care of yourself!"

Pain in the storm and rain is really nothing, wipe your tears and don’t be afraid, at least we still have dreams.