novelraw Chapter 1347 - 1174: Who Doesn’t Have Dignity?
Chapter 1347 - 1174: Who Doesn’t Have Dignity?
No one wants to live without any dignity; such days are worse than death.
Now everyone is about to unravel the deepest mystery of their heart, and they have already uncovered the imprint deeply buried within. But now, I haven’t reached the conclusion I’ve been waiting for, that is, the person I’ve been waiting for hasn’t awakened. For everyone present, there is always a sense of disappointment. How much we wish everyone could be here, everyone could return home and gather together. That’s what a family should look like. What is this now? Clearly, I know the kind of life I want, but no matter what, I can’t keep her by my side. What kind of hurt is this to me?
A week later, Zhang Zhentian, after undergoing a week of antibiotic treatment, his condition has slowly, slowly started to improve. This is something worth celebrating and being proud of for everyone.
Xia Jing now is almost completely recovered. All he wants right now is clarity, for his husband to wake up, which is all he needs. He has fully come to terms, realizing that rather than dwelling on past events, it’s better to cherish the present. Time and again, he couldn’t let go of the past because he repeatedly buried his heart forever, unwilling to open up to anyone, as opening up always led him to getting hurt.
But this time she does intend to open up her heart once again.
She already owes her husband too much. If this time, as before, she always refuses to open her heart, then what result can she bring to her husband by living in this world? More and more hurt, or what? She truly can’t bear letting her loved ones suffer even a tiny bit of harm anymore. Now, even if she endures all the pain, letting all the guilt fall upon her, it’s better than the people in her heart getting hurt.
In Xia Jing’s heart now, he wants nothing. She just wants her family to be safe, just wants her husband to return to her heart. He just wants not to hurt others once again, not let those he loves most and those who love him suffer unfair treatment because of him, and moreover, not let them argue fiercely because of him over and over.
When her husband argued with her father, he wasn’t absent. He saw their intense arguments over and over again, and his heart was truly not happy. But he couldn’t step in to stop it!
He knows that everything his husband does is for him, which is precisely why he feels reluctant. What she wants is not this kind of life; she just wants her husband to be safe and happy. But ultimately, she let him suffer such hurt. All of this is her own doing. But if the person lying inside was her, wouldn’t that be better? She wouldn’t have to bear the pain of longing here.
Xia Jing feels now that if time could indeed go back, no matter what, she wouldn’t choose this ending. She would steadfastly stay by her husband’s side, giving her the warmest heart. He just wants his husband to be happy every day, not having to endure others’ blows, and not having to endure those undeserved hurts.
"Do you think I’ve done wrong? Why is it that every action I take is never understood by anyone? Has nobody considered the torment deep within my heart? I wish I could live happily, and I also hope I wouldn’t be like a hedgehog!
You all are my family. I hold you dear in my heart, and I hope I always have my family around me. That kind of companionship is the happiest in my life. Nobody wants to wait for this kind of result. Do you know how much I yearn for you to stay by my side forever without leaving me? But those are mere thoughts, as nobody can live forever without disappearing from this world!