My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1152 - 1012 At Least Safe

Zhang Yichen put down his phone dejectedly. Is there really no good news for him? He’s on the verge of collapsing. Why is it so difficult to receive a bit of good news?

When I realized it, it was too late to meet him. I was timid in loving him, and in the end, our relationship turned out this way. How many nights have I spent looking forward to him.

Right now, deep down, I don’t care about anything. If he could return to me, it would be the best. If not, there’s nothing I can do. Perhaps the only thing I can do now is resign to fate. I’ve exhausted all my energy searching for him, abandoned all my business, and put all the household matters out of my mind. Why can’t I still find him? If I truly cannot find my wife, maybe he really doesn’t want to come back to me. There might be some hidden reasons he’s turned out this way. If time could really go back, why would I choose to hurt her like this?

"Mom and Dad, I’ve said what I needed to today. I’m not blaming you. I’m not questioning you either. I just want to ask you—ask yourselves. When you hurt us repeatedly this way, how do you really feel inside? After doing such a thing, what do you actually take us for? Think about it. Since you appeared in this life of ours, what kind of harm have you brought to our family and to us each time? You came back to this family but were never satisfied, always looking to leave again. Do you really see family as something that can be easily thrown away? Are relatives really not worth cherishing or protecting in your eyes?

For countless days and nights over these years, I’ve truly hated you both. I’ve hated my parents. Why did you leave me when I was so young? Why did you stand by and watch when I needed you most, instead of stepping up to protect me, acknowledging me, and speaking just a word to me? Is your pride and dignity something you can’t let go of? Is it more important than family, than kin, than your own flesh and blood? I sometimes don’t dare to imagine why you brought me into this world.

Did you bring me into this world just to later abandon me and hurt me over and over again? Does hurting me bring you joy, or do you see it as something trivial, feeling I wouldn’t get angry or blame you no matter what? In your eyes, what am I?

I only hope that you can return to this home now, live peacefully here, and stop stirring up trouble. I just wish you’d stay home honestly, forever stop thinking about meddling in other things, and stop thinking about leaving this home. Pursuing your so-called freedom and happiness outside isn’t long-lasting. No matter how far you go, you’ll eventually choose to return to this home because that’s where your roots lie. If you choose to leave this home and never come back for a lifetime, then please honor the promises you made back then.

Even if you don’t say anything between you, you should know that my grandfather already told me everything. So deep down, you should understand what every word you say decides.

If you truly wish for everyone in the family to get hurt over and over because of you, if you want your parents to suffer again and again because of your actions, if you want everyone around you to never be happy, then go ahead and continue doing what you want.

Never forget the joyful look on your parents’ faces when they brought you into this world. They’ll never forget the choices they made; they won’t regret them, especially bringing you into this world. If you truly have the heart to repay them, then please do what normal people should do. Stop making things difficult for them over and over, don’t use your so-called ideal viewpoints to bind them. They’ve sacrificed so much for you...

Perhaps I don’t really have the right to say this; because I know my own attitude towards my nature and the situation I’ve ended up in now. If time could go back, I wouldn’t know whether to choose my parents or my wife. It’s a dilemma for me, but I know if that day ever comes, I might choose to have my wife stay by my side. After all, she’s the only one who would accompany me throughout my life and never leave.

But when I realized all of this, it was already too late. I no longer have any reason to solve it all; I don’t have any ability to find her back. The world is so vast, if she truly wishes to hide from me, I won’t find her even if I search everywhere. But I do hope heaven gives me another chance to stay by her side, to take care of her, don’t let a kind wife leave me completely just like that. If this happens, I’ll have to spend my whole life in regret."

Xia Jing was hearing his son speak to him so gently for the first time.

But he also knew, perhaps this would be the last time his son would speak to him so kindly. Every mistake he made would always cost his child and father. He’s had enough of such a life. He doesn’t want anyone else to pay the price for his mistakes, nor to take on all the responsibility. He should have taken responsibility himself long ago, but he’s always learned to flee.

"Even if there’s no news about my daughter-in-law now, I believe she’s safe. As long as she’s safe, we have enough time to find her location. The world is so vast; I believe she has a place to stay, and I believe she has the courage to keep living.

Child, please don’t worry. Even if Mom has to give up everything, she’ll find her for you. At least she’s safe now. You must take good care of yourself; you can’t let your body collapse before she returns. That would only make her lose the courage to come back to this home..."