Chapter 400
Chapter 400
Maybe the more you care about a person, the more easily you lose your mind. If it is the normal state, Mu Lin will not be so angry when he sees Gu Nanfeng and Su Yan get off a car, but it is at this juncture that Fang Mulin sees this scene when they are in constant conflict.
Su Yan doesn't know that Fang Mulin is already at her door and is still watching her every move. She does see that Fang Mulin has made so many phone calls to her. However, under the impact of that photo, she doesn't want to say a word to him. The more she says, the more tired she will feel. She just wants to be quiet.
Gu Nanfeng gets out of the car after su Yan. He looks at Su Yan's emaciated back quietly. She is mostly silent all the way today. Even if she occasionally says a few words, she is just smiling.
Such Su Yan let him see feel distressed, he still remember when he knew her, is so wanton, independent and strong.
But now? Su Yan is like a butterfly whose wings have been cut off. No matter how much she wants to fly freely to the sky, there are always all kinds of burdens pressing down on her, which makes her more and more boring and painful.
All this is because of Fang Mulin.
Although Gu Nanfeng can't deny that Fang Mulin's insistence on Su Yan to some extent is really moving, but when persistence becomes a kind of shackle, is it really what love should look like?
Gu Nanfeng fell into his own thoughts, and did not notice that Su Yan, who was walking in front of her, suddenly stopped and bumped into it without warning. Su Yan immediately stepped back subconsciously.
Gu Nanfeng this just hindsight's reaction came over, some embarrassed way: "sorry, just a little distracted."
Su Yan pulled the corners of her mouth and didn't care: "it doesn't matter. I've arrived. Please go back quickly."
Gu Nanfeng did not immediately move, but quietly looked at Su Yan and suddenly said, "Su Yan, let's have a good chat."
Su Yan looks at Gu Nanfeng with some surprise. Today, Gu Nanfeng has deliberately avoided some sensitive topics. How can she say she wants to talk to her when she is about to leave?
Su Yan subconsciously wants to refuse, but before she can speak, Gu Nanfeng has already continued: "our life seems to have changed a lot, you and Fang Mulin, me and Ji Yuran. Some things may be the bystander, let's have a good talk. "
Su Yan did not expect Gu Nanfeng to take the initiative to mention Ji Yuran. Until now, she has no news of Ji Yuran, which is always a knot in her heart. So she hesitated for a moment and then said, "well, another day, it's a little late today."
Gu Nanfeng took a look at Su Yan, knowing that she was concerned about some aspects, and I'm afraid she didn't want him to go into her house. She simply went to the side of the bench and sat down. She said to Su Yan with a smile: "every time, everyone's feelings are different. Maybe we'll lose the desire to talk about it another day."
Su Yan looks at Gu Nanfeng. She reads her insistence from his words. If she just sits outside and chats, there is nothing wrong with it. It's better than having a room with only one man and one daughter.
So Su Yan nodded, walked toward Gu Nanfeng, and sat down beside him in silence.
At this time, the moon has come out. Under the reflection of street lamp, Su Yan's face is a little pale.
Gu Nanfeng glanced at her slightly and said, "Su Yan, do you regret it?"
Regret it?
Since Shen Qingyue appeared, Su Yan has asked herself countless times.
Not without a trace of regret, but really want her to do it again, maybe she will be the choice now.
Su Yan looked up at the moon, her mouth showed a bleak smile, a light way: "in fact, we all know, a lot of times we can't help it. In particular, this kind of thing is not knowing that the result is doomed to be bad, so you can choose to avoid it without hesitation. Who can hold the heart down and keep it from moving when you are in a heartbeat? "
Gu Nanfeng quietly listened to every word Su Yan said. He knew that Su Yan at the moment did not have any precautions, nor any perfunctory. He was really honest with his own heart.
So Gu Nanfeng suddenly had an impulse. He wanted to tell Su Yan all his emotions, including his views on Ji Yuran.
Gu Nanfeng pondered for a moment before slowly opening his mouth: "I know that you have always wanted to match me up with Ji Yuran."
Hearing Gu Nanfeng take the initiative to mention Ji Yuran, Su Yan can't help but turn her eyes to him. At this moment, she really wants to know why Gu Nanfeng has refused to accept such a beautiful season.
As if she knew what Su Yan was thinking, Gu Nanfeng gave a little bitter smile, and then she went on: "as you said just now, many things are involuntarily. Even though I know that Ji Yuran is indeed a very good girl, she appears at the wrong time, so I can't accept her completely."
Speaking of this, Gu Nanfeng looks at Su Yan's eyes. The two people's four eyes are relative, and they all see each other's concentration in each other's eyes.
Gu Nanfeng chuckled and continued: "what's more, if I take another person's nostalgia to accept a person who likes me wholeheartedly, is it unfair to her?"Su Yan is not stupid. She naturally knows who is haunted by Gu Nan's wind. But at the moment, both of them are pure in their eyes, without any trace of emotion.
So Su Yan directly skipped the topic and asked, "if one day you forget this, will you accept Ji Yuran? Or will you fall in love with her? "
Gu Nanfeng did not immediately answer, but seriously thought, and suddenly nodded with a smile: "in fact, she is really good, good let people heart."
It was not until this moment that Su Yan understood that Gu Nanfeng did not have a heart for Ji Yuran, but because he had a deeper rooted existence in his heart. If Gu Nanfeng's heart knot was untied one day, it would be the time when he and Ji Yuran could really start.
Understand this, Su Yan sincerely smile.
She took a deep breath and felt her restless mood calmed down a lot. She looked at Gu Nanfeng and said with a smile, "I hope you can remove all the shackles one day and look back at the person who has been following you."
Su Yan finished this sentence, then walked toward her own residence, for her, to see the happiness of the people around her is also a kind of happiness.
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