novelraw Chapter 54 The Deep and Dark Sea of Regret
Chapter 54 The Deep and Dark Sea of Regret
——There will always be some things in life that make people have to make changes.It's like standing on a road that is constantly collapsing, except for moving forward, you can only go forward.At this time, something may happen that completely subverts a person's thinking.Just like a scalpel, it can not only save people, but also kill people.
As a doctor, the scalpel should only be a tool for saving people, and must not be reduced to the crime of murder.His parents have always taught him this way.From the day he studied medicine and accepted his family's mission to become a doctor, he has worked hard to save lives with the scalpel.But, why in the end, he couldn't save the lives of his beloved wife and daughter.Whether it was his gentle and generous wife or his lovely and straightforward little daughter, he could only watch them turn into a corpse and lie under the white cloth.Why should he be punished like this, what did he do wrong.
He always feels lucky to be able to live with Qinmei and have three children.The three children are very good. Although the eldest daughter, Hui Rina, has embarked on a path that he completely disagrees with, even his father admires the child's achievements.His son, Yushi, is very talented in medicine and is well-known in academic research. Although he is very popular with girls, the relationship between men and women is not chaotic.This satisfied him the most.As for the youngest daughter Yuanye, probably because she is the youngest child, she has been pampered and grown up since she was a child, so she will naturally have a somewhat willful personality.But this is not a big problem. With Erina and Yushi here, this child will have a bright future.
Everything should be fine, everything should be heading in the direction he thinks it should be.When did it go wrong.After Toha came back from America?Or when she started taking drugs without telling her family?Or... the moment when she pushed her mother to death with her own hands.Before he could fully react, his home collapsed like this.
There is no way to forgive Yuan Ye, even if he knows that she did such a thing because of the erosion of drugs, he still has no way to forgive the child he loved the most.Whether she knelt in front of him until she fainted, or kowtowed until her head was bleeding, there was no way to forgive him.Hasn't he and Kotomi done enough and not good enough?Why are you doing this to Kotomi?Qin Mei obviously loved that child the most... With such uncontrollable resentment, he gradually alienated that child and moved away from that home.Until one day, news of her death was suddenly received.At that moment, he felt as if his whole body was blown to pieces by this information bomb, and his head was buzzing, obviously in pain, but he didn't feel the slightest bit.After losing his wife he lost his daughter.Is the world crazy?
Like many corpses in car accidents, Yuan Ye's body was beyond recognition.But Yushi still held her in his arms, rejected the undertaker and everyone, and chose to clean himself.Hui Li Nai had been crying for a long time, and completely lost the strength to stand under the spotlight.His proud home must have been completely destroyed.
In the third week after Yuan Ye's death, he submitted his resignation letter. There was no way to save his wife and daughter's scalpel. What's the point of holding it in his hand again?Rejecting everyone's persuasion, he moved back home, and Hui Rina, who had lived outside for a long time, came back at the same time.The color of the newly replaced furniture in the past two years has not completely changed, and this home is no longer a home.For the rest of the time, he didn't want to go anywhere else, he just wanted to stay in this home that was once full of happy memories.He originally planned to wait until Hui Rina found his own happiness, and he planned to use the reserved medicine to end his life to find his wife and daughter who had already gone to heaven.
But now he doesn't think so.What changed his mind was the news he got by accident.It turns out that these misfortunes are not arrangements of fate, but someone is operating behind the scenes.How could this be!How could this be!Lured Yuan Ye to take drugs, framed Yuan Ye, and made Yuan Ye lose their trust. Such a good child was ruined just like that.He committed suicide because of drug addiction and lost his sanity. Hehe, he thought it was the same at first, but the reality gave him a hard blow. No, it was not like this at all. He mixed drugs in her diet, which made the child unable to get rid of drug addiction.Why?He doesn't understand why?Why can people who love Yuan Ye so much on the surface do such things, take advantage of them, and betray them.Now, he has to clean up those painful emotions and sort out those nostalgic feelings first.If you continue to wallow in grief, you may no longer have the motivation to move forward.
Every time he saw that woman calling him 'Father' with a bright expression, he had the urge to cut her up with a scalpel.But he can't do that.You can't let that woman die too easily, and you must return all the pain Yuan Ye has suffered.Therefore, Yushi, father can only apologize.When these things are over, my father will make up for it.And Hui Rina stop.The cycle for those drugs to erode the human body is too long.Don't worry, Dad will take care of all these things.
Yuan Ye, please forgive father for failing to trust his child.And Qinmei, please forgive him for failing to protect their children.He'll come to see them when he's done with things, so wait, wait, wait.
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Nights after rain, even summer nights, can look a little chilly.
The cool evening breeze gently blows the curtains and flutters them. If it was before, Ninzu Yingshi would have stepped forward to close the windows or tie the curtains, but at this moment, he is sitting on the chair in front of the desk , Pressing the patient's medical record with his arm, holding a pen without knowing what to think, and maintaining that posture for 1 minute, 3 minutes, 5 minutes... At about 10 minutes, the phone rang.
He glanced at the screen, which showed an incoming call from home.After a moment of hesitation, he didn't answer.He just sat there looking at the ringing phone, and just when he decided to answer the call, the ringing stopped again.But almost at the same moment, the bell rang again, this time, it was a completely unfamiliar number.Without any hesitation, Yingshi Ninzu answered the phone, "Hello... yes. Okay. The reward will be transferred to your account after I confirm it."
After finishing the call, he held his hand in the air for a while, then took it back, and turned his gaze to the computer, which was displaying new emails.The mouse stayed on it for a long time, Ninzu Yingshi took off his glasses and pinched the bridge of his nose, then clicked to open, downloaded the attachment, and double-clicked to open.
The entire computer screen was enveloped by a photo.The figure of the blue-haired girl busy at the kitchen window, shopping in the supermarket, chatting with other people on the road, filming, taking a break, one by one photos fly by, There is only one protagonist in it.When flipping to the next few photos, his movements suddenly stopped, and he looked at the two people chatting in the photo in surprise. The two people with the same hair color stood together, looking at each other and smiling, like a A young couple was photographed during the daytime.
Shinobu Eishi's hand let go of the mouse and let it hang down slightly. He leaned against the back of the chair, closing his eyes and looking extremely tired.It turns out that Yushi and Toha have met again.too.When he saw Yuan Ye in the hospital, he was ready for such a day.Those two children are like fate, no matter how many times, they will see each other again and fall in love with each other again.
Looking at Toha's smiling face in the photo, Renzu Eishi's calm eyes gradually became undulating, his child.This is the youngest child of him and Qinmei.She was supposed to be pampered and raised in Ninzu's house, but she grew up alone in an orphanage, and was adopted in a single mother's house, growing into a kind and sensible girl.Knowing his parentage, he was still filial to his adoptive mother and lived an ordinary life.Really good boy.Maybe the only thing she did wrong was falling in love with her own brother.But, can this be her fault?no.This is his fault.If only his medical skills were better back then.That kid never did anything wrong.
In order not to irritate Kotomi, he entrusts the baby who died young to others.In order to let Qin Mei vent her inner darkness, he did not stop her thoughts.In order not to make Qinmei suffer too much, he concealed and smashed the paternity test between Qinmei and Yuanye.It wasn't until he heard the news of Yuan Ye's death in a car accident three years ago that he regretted it so much that he couldn't help himself.Unfortunately it was too late.The child he owed for many years left early.It so happened that at this time, Qin Mei learned the truth and was so painful that she wanted to commit suicide.He was wrong.He was wrong.So, if you want to punish, please punish him.If he could return Yuan Ye in exchange for his life, then he would be willing.
Perhaps God heard his prayer and returned Yuan Ye back.However, the moment he saw Yuan Ye, her brisk smile made him hesitate.He didn't know if he should be involved in her life again.In the information sent by some people, Yuan Ye seems to be happier than he imagined without them.Haiyin Temple Nana took good care of her and loved her very much.That's good.
Ninzu Yingshi frowned slightly and relaxed slightly, holding his glasses, his eyes were painful.After an unknown period of time, he grabbed the phone and was about to call back the number at home when the phone rang suddenly, showing that it was still a call from a stranger.
"Hello. Hello." Eiji Ninzu answered the phone calmly.
There was a silent silence over the phone.
"Hello. Who is it?" Eishi Ninzu asked again in doubt, but there was still no voice from there.
Might be a prank call.Thinking this way, when he was about to hang up, a middle-aged woman's voice came from over there, "Mr. Renzu?"
Eiji Ninzu felt a little familiar with that unsure voice, but he still couldn't remember who it was.
"Yes. Are you—"
"I'm Nana Kaiyinji. Mr. Shinozu, it's normal if you don't remember."
The voice on the phone said very peacefully.She had no idea that when Ninzu Eishi heard these words, he suddenly stopped breathing and had a stiff expression.
Suddenly, gusts of wind blew into the room, blowing away all the medical records and materials on the table, and they fell to the ground profusely, like a heavy snowfall.One of them had a photo of Yuan Ye's youth printed on it.