novelraw Chapter 174 Dear You, Goodbye
Chapter 174 Dear You, Goodbye
After the night is over, the sun will still slowly rise from the horizon after all, getting brighter and brighter as its height changes, and finally illuminate the entire earth, driving away all the coldness and darkness that breeds in the night.
Just like after a storm and a strong wind, the sun hidden by the dark clouds will still appear after all.
Sunset.From night to sunrise.This is a natural law.People also get used to it day by day.
but.If one day, the sun will never rise again, and the sun will never come to the world again.The world fell into a cold and dark.It's like death.
What happens after death?
Boundless darkness, icy cold.The moment of death pain, even when she thinks about it until now, her nerves are still tense to the point of pain, and her bones seem to be corroded by the pain.
No matter how bright and scorching the sun is, it cannot be driven away...forever...
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The sun gradually approached as the sun rose, and finally leaped into the house from the window, and fell softly on Yuan Ye's side face like a golden feather, the golden halo reflected her skin as if it were transparent , as if it would turn into golden light and dissipate when touched.
Seeing this scene, Yuji Ninata stopped involuntarily.
The plain white hospital gown was like an angel's white robe in the sunshine, and her long blue hair was gathered together and tied behind her head with a rubber band. She was sitting on a chair by the window, holding a She was flipping through the book carefully, and occasionally took a sip of water from the glass placed aside, but her eyes never left the pages for half a second. Such a focused appearance made people wish they could turn into a book in her hand.
If he could, he hoped that he could be the book in her hand, the glass of water by the table, the rubber band in his hair... Unfortunately, he can't be anything.He will just be him.It's her elder brother, her closest relative's elder brother, her former admiration, from now on... Thinking of this, Ninzu Yushi's nails stabbed hard into the skin, sinking deep.
At this time.Yuan Ye suddenly raised his head, as if he saw something, he quickly put down the book in his hand, and walked towards the door.His gaze also followed, and then his pupils shrank fiercely.
It's Hoshino Sand.The gaze under Yushi Shinozu's lens involuntarily became darker, like the deep sea under the night.He stared closely at the overlapping hands of Toha and Saya.I really want to chop off that hand.
Yuan Ye helped Saya to the bed, then carefully opened his sleeves.After seeing the abrasions on it, he frowned, and the large and small scars on his pale skin were extremely dazzling.She dug out the ointment in the drawer, rolled up Saya's sleeve to the top of her arm, and began to carefully apply it on the scars.
The air in the room was immediately filled with the smell of this ointment.
Even Yuji Ninzu who was standing outside the window could smell this smell.
"Hey, what were you thinking when the little leaf fell?"
In the room, Saya's voice sounded without warning.He just tilted his head and looked at Yuan Ye. He was obviously an adult, but he acted like a child who didn't know the world. Just like many years ago, it seemed that the years hadn't left a trace on him .
Yuan Ye's fingers stopped for a moment, she raised her eyes and smiled slightly, "I think of the time when we first met." When he said this, Yuan Ye's eyes were filled with smiles .At the moment of falling, she thought a lot.Nana's mother, older brother, mother, older sister, father, Yuki, Sayuri, Naya-san, etc...but in the end they stayed at the first meeting between her and Saya.
That day.She came home from school as usual.As soon as he left the school gate, he found Saya following him.So she deliberately turned into a remote and deserted place, and when she was about to see what this little tail was going to do, she was accidentally pushed down.He was sitting on top of her, choking her neck.He wants to kill her.That kind of pure joy and killing intent made all the cells in her body tremble uncontrollably.How long has it been since I felt that way.Saya's appearance was like throwing a boulder into her life that was about to stagnate.It turns out that Saya may be more than just a boulder.
"The first time we met, it was really impressive."
To Yuan Ye's answer, Saya smiled brightly, like the bright light after the dark clouds were lifted.
"Is Little Leaf afraid of falling?"
"Saya won't let me get hurt, right?" Yuan Ye lowered his head and wiped the ointment, and said with a faint smile on the corner of his lips.No hesitation and the slightest hesitation.She did believe so.Always so confident.
"That's right. I will never let Xiao Yezi get hurt in my whole life~ So Xiao Yezi shouldn't make Saya too sad~"
Saya just opened his arms and hugged Yuan Ye, and the girl in his arms didn't resist at all, and was embraced by him obediently.
The intimate figure of the two overlapping each other, like a sharp arrow, ruthlessly pierced Yushi Ninzu who was peeping outside.
That guy definitely did it on purpose! !Ninja Yuuji came to a conclusion without doubt.In the next second, Saya's actions also confirmed his thoughts.Because Saya was facing him, his eyes full of provocation.
What a bastard indeed!Ninja Yuuji was about to rush forward, but in the end he took it back abruptly.It can't go on like this.Knowing that it is wrong, but still doing it, isn't it stupid.Ridiculously, he'd rather be stupid than that if he could.But can't.It can't go on like this anymore, it can't go on like this anymore.
he knows.If he insists on going on like this and insists on being with Yuan Ye, then with Yuan Ye's personality, he will definitely not be able to resist him.Whether it's the parents or the older sister, those who know the 'truth' will hide it for them.They will live happily ever after.
but!
That will not work.
It is impossible for reality to allow him to continue his imagination like this.
Such a relationship is simply not allowed to be exposed to the sun.It can only be hidden in a dark, rotten and smelly ditch for a lifetime.Any unexpected fluctuations will be thoroughly cleaned up and wiped out.As long as he thought of what happened in the dream, the moment when Toyo fell down the stairs, and Saya's joking threat, he couldn't stop his heart throbbing and shivering.
"Hey. Brother bt seems to be stupid." Saya tilted her head and said with a smile.
"Really." Yuan Ye replied lightly, and then changed the subject, "Is that person dead?" As he spoke, Yuan Ye frowned slightly.Falling from the upstairs like that, there should be no way to kidnap her lively and frantically.
Saya rubbed Yuan Ye like a puppy, "No~ Sensei-san is indeed very powerful. Whether he was stabbed by a knife, thrown into the sea to feed fish, or jumped off a building, he is still alive~ But even his spine, hands and feet are damaged. A broken person can’t catch up to Xiao Yezi no matter how he climbs.” So, that person just needs to lie on the hospital bed and stay in the dark for the rest of his life, watching the happiness of him and Xiao Yezi~ Although the kind of people who are peeping at Xiao Yezi It looks really disgusting.Ha ha.Just lock him next door to that woman~ Would you like to make a 'couple' of people who look disgusted with each other~~ah, what a good idea.
Boom boom boom.There was a knock on the door at an inopportune time.
Yuan Ye tilted his head and saw that there was no one outside the window, so he knew who was outside.Saya also let her go with satisfaction.
No surprises.When I opened the door, I saw the face of Yuji Ninata.
When seeing him, Yuan Ye's eyes lit up, but they were blocked by the drooping eyelashes so that he couldn't see any emotion.
Toha... Shinobu Yushi said with mixed feelings, "Can we go for a walk together? Toha. It's still early and it's very comfortable outside. I've already bought breakfast." As he spoke, he held up the bag in his hand .
Seeing the mark on the bag, Toha looked back at Saya again, and then nodded.Seeing Toha's insignificant gesture, Saya smiled brightly at Ninzu Yuuji.
Shinobu walked out together with Toha quietly, as if he didn't see Saya.
outdoor.
Although the sun is already very bright.But the stone chair in the shade of the tree can still feel the coolness of the night that has not been subsided by the sun.
Probably because he was afraid that Yuanye would catch cold, Renzu borrowed a blanket from the nurse to make the stone chair warm and soft for her.
Taking small sips of the warm milk in the cup, Toha and Yushi Shinozu sat very quietly, eating breakfast slowly, without speaking, just sitting so quietly, like a quiet picture scroll.
After seeing Toha finished the last bite of toast, Ninzu Yushi said the first words between the two, "In the United States, you have to take good care of yourself, you know?" Looking at himself in surprise, staring into her surprised eyes, he couldn't help but reach out and stroke her hair, then retracted his hand self-control.
Can't hurt her anymore.She couldn't be surprised any more.It can't be like that again...he swore in his heart.God knows that the moment he saw Yuan Ye fall down the stairs, his heart was about to explode.Is the dream coming true?His heart was screaming and cursing wildly.Just when he was about to lose control, Hoshinosha brought Yuan Ye back to the roof of the building.
'Great', 'Yuye is fine', 'Just frightened', 'No scratches' A group of people surrounded them with concern and greetings, he also wanted to go forward, but he couldn't take a step no matter what.He could only look at Yuan Ye in the crowd, and Saya was beside her.She couldn't see him... huh.This is normal isn't it?Hoshinosha can jump straight down without any pause for the sake of Toha, can leave all the lives behind for the sake of Toha, can do any crazy thing for the sake of Toyo, and does not care about any life for the sake of Toyo .In the eyes of that person, there is only one Yuanye, there is no one else, not even himself.This kind of feeling is unique, so strong and crazy that he doesn't want to go forward.
Hoshino Sha can do that.And he couldn't.Ninja Yushi can't.So, at that moment, he silently retreated to the side, watching Yuan Ye anxious for Saya, worried for Saya, nervous for Saya... I can't say anything more, because it will cause people to misunderstand.
Can't do anything more, that will only hurt Yuan Ye.Unlike him, although Takano Naia and others are hiding it, Toha is still a public figure.Many people like her, if there is any scandal, he will only face a scene like a dream.
At that time, there would no longer be words like 'angel' or 'pure' in Yuan Ye's body, instead, there would only be words like 'disgusting' and 'dirty'.
no.Just thinking about that situation, my chest felt like it was about to be split open, and my ribs were shattered and pierced into my chest cavity and lungs. Every time I took a breath, every hair trembled in pain.
Just look at it like this...Look, as her dearest brother, a family member with the same blood in her body, will always love her, accompany her forever, and always... humblely long for her.In the dark night, only in dreams, in fantasies, where no one knows and no one can see, desecrate her and miss her.
These will become his memories and dreams buried deep in his heart.his dear girl...
"If someone bullies you outside, remember to come back and sue me." In Toha's clear and crystal eyes, Ninzu Yuji got closer, staring deeply at the face in front of him, as if just looking at this one, you will It's like I don't need to miss it anymore.
Toba frowned delicately, and the faint creases were condensed between the brows, and Yuji Ninzu stretched out his fingers to smooth them out pitifully.
"I'm fine, and you're fine too. Yuan Ye, my favorite, favorite, favorite... I'll be happy every day from now on." He closed his eyes and put his forehead on top of her head, There is a smile on the corner of his mouth.
It was a smile that no one could understand.
But inexplicably uncomfortable.
This is his final farewell.
The brilliant golden sunlight finally leaped over the thick leaves and fell on them scatteredly, flickering like bright lights focused on them.
Everything looks so beautiful.
Like a fairytale ending...