Chapter 162 Close Your Eyes
Chapter 162 Close Your Eyes
Some things will not disappear with the passage of time, it will just quietly hide in a corner of your mind, staring at you, and rush out when you relax Give someone a hard blow.
The soft heart might be torn open a gap.
This is a polluted memory, it is a polluted wound, it cannot be healed, it cannot be isolated, the only thing I can do is to watch helplessly, watching myself being polluted by these corrupted memories and wounds to the point of decay until it stinks.
At this time, besides howling... what else should I do?
——When was the first time you saw your father cry?There is no need to think about it carefully, or even to find its existence in the corner of memory.It's there, whether you close your eyes or open your eyes, you can see it at a glance, maybe you don't even need to look to know it.
Yes, she just knew.The father who cried for the first time, just like this time, in front of her, the tears flowed straight from the eye sockets, those tears that maybe even the father himself did not realize.
When the mother was lying there not far away covered in blood and her face was damaged, when the people around were screaming and shouting, and when she was looking at her hands in disbelief, the father sadly put down his mother's cold body and walked to In front of her, with tears streaming down his face, he slapped her.
Even if she doesn't close her eyes and try to think back, she can still clearly see the poster characters on the billboard over there at that time, the weather at that time, the words of passers-by on the roadside, and... the wet and sticky touch in her hands, Still fresh in my memory.
Maybe if you lower your head and smell it now, you can still smell the bloody smell.Maybe that's why she was able to hug Saya who said she killed her mother with a peaceful smile~ Because, they are the same~ Painful... Ah~ Isn't it ridiculous to ask such a question~ If you have to answer, then Of course ~ no ~ ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.
hate it?Is this word used to describe the relationship between family members too serious?I don't hate it~ How could I hate her~ She just wants to imprison them all in a prison called 'love' in this life.Even a day of ventilation is not allowed~ Father's tears, seriously, this is the second time.
What?Did she shed tears after she died that time?This is not a big deal~ She is dead, how could she see it~ Therefore.It’s really a picture worth cherishing~ Father’s tears~ I really want to take a picture of this scene, so that I can save it and enjoy it at any time.whee.The father she respects.
Cry ~ cry ~ continue to cry ~ it's best to shed all the tears, let the blood flow out, cry until she can't stand up, only in this way, it seems that she can barely fill her stomach ~ the summer wind blows slowly blowing.
Yuan Ye looked at Renzu Yingshi's silent mourning on the opposite side, and sat still, not knowing how to put some hands and feet down. With such an innocent and worried expression, no one would be able to feel even the slightest bit of negative emotion in his heart.
The waiter, who was watching the situation here, could vaguely guess what happened through Ren Zuyingshi's instructions just now.I didn't expect Yuanye sauce to hide such an important matter. If she guessed right, then Yuanye sauce would be too pitiful.
Such a good girl, why is she always having ups and downs!The waiter clenched her hands tightly, and others asked her how the matter was handled, and she just replied that it was fine.Regarding the speculation in her heart, she decided to bury it to the end.The reason why Toba-chan hides this kind of thing is probably because he doesn't want others to worry.
"...Are you okay?"
Toha's voice blew into Ninzu Eiji's ears weakly along with the wind.Ninzu Yingshi only felt that the pain in his heart, which was constantly pounding against him, eased a little.
He rubbed his eyes with a handkerchief, "The wind blows the sand into his eyes." This was the only excuse he could come up with.
It seemed that it was only at this moment that Toha breathed out, and he held the cup with his hand, which he didn't know where to put it. Just as he was about to take a sip of coffee, Eiji Ninzu stopped him with a word, "Don't drink it."
Toyoba stopped moving, and tilted his head incomprehensibly.
"Change to something else. If you drink coffee all the time, you won't be able to sleep well at night." As he spoke, Renzu Yingshi felt his heart aching with dullness.Can't say it, can't say it.I'm afraid that even Ms. Nana doesn't know about it.I'm afraid the kid has been hiding it all along.
Can't taste anything, can't feel anything, this feeling... what kind of pain is it?She can't taste anything that other people think is delicious, but she has to go along with saying that it tastes good and tastes good.This kind of feeling is unimaginable... Ninzu Yingshi secretly clenched his fists, forcibly suppressing his emotions of rolling again.
It's just that letting Yuan Ye go like this won't do.If it is not treated properly, it will only make the situation worse.Thinking of this, Renzu Yingshi's heart became more and more bitter and painful, he really didn't care about Yuan Ye, otherwise, as long as he was careful, he wouldn't have discovered this kind of thing.He is a doctor!It's not like Nana and Kotomi and the others.But as a doctor, not only could he not save his daughter's life, even this... no!Can't go on like this!
Ninzu Eishi's eyes became solemn with the determination in his heart.
Even the air has become a little different from before.Yuan Ye noticed this very sensitively.
"Far leaves."
"Yes." Yuan Ye also sat upright with her hands tied, she waited with bated breath.Waiting~ dear father, what should we do next?Do you want to reprimand?Ha ha ha ha.
Noticing Toha's nervous appearance, Eiji Ninzu teased himself secretly, then softened his expression, "Don't be afraid. I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask something, I hope you can answer me truthfully. "That's what he said, but when he saw the slightly embarrassed look on Yuan Ye's face, he added later, "Of course. If you find it inconvenient to answer, it's okay if you don't say it."
Although Toba was puzzled, he still nodded obediently.
Ninzu Yingshi took a deep breath, the air seemed to be scalded by the sun, which made his respiratory tract ache.
"Is the only aftermath of the car accident amnesia?"
During this question, Yuan Ye's pupils dilated suddenly, but they recovered in the blink of an eye. She seemed to be avoiding something, turned her head away, and looked at other places, her face still had a clear and peaceful expression. Smile, "Well. It's just amnesia, other physical reasons, it's already healed, you see, I'm pretty healthy now."
It's quite...healthy...heh.This sentence, in Renzu Yingshi's ears, was extremely ironic.If it is really healthy, how can it forget the past; if it is really healthy, how can it be weak; if it is really healthy, how can it... how can it not taste the taste.Eiji Ninzu looked at the cup of processed coffee, his heart seemed to be tightly entangled by thorns.
"So how have you been in America these years?" There was an unbearable sense of grief in his voice.
Yuan Ye turned around and looked at the opposite father puzzledly, "Well, everything is very good. I also had a good time."
Ninzu Eishi felt that the thorn shrank even tighter, he closed his eyes, and the smile that was trying to emerge on his face was already stiff.How can it be very good, how can it be very happy, don't remember anything, don't know anything, forget the past, everything is strange, isn't it?In a trance, he remembered what the boy said a few days ago, as well as the other party's unscrupulous ridicule.
'Yuan Ye, who just woke up, doesn't understand anything, doesn't know anything, doesn't remember anything, hehe.Even in a foreign country, Xiao Yezi's appearance is very popular~ Snow-white skin that is almost transparent, blue hair, clear eyes, beautiful like a spotless little angel~ There will always be some sick people Looking forward to such a person~ One day, Xiao Yezi just disappeared... Do you want to know what happened afterwards?You look like you really don't want to know?But I just want to tell you... There is a pervert who has been staring at Xiao Yezi for a long time, and started staring at it when he was in the hospital... Even now, there is still a mark on Xiao Yezi's collarbone~'
His gaze unconsciously swept to Yuan Ye's unopened neckline, and it froze for an instant.
That's...the imprint...
Instantly, dizziness and tinnitus.
Even the chirping of cicadas in summer suddenly became sharp and piercing.
Shinobu Eishi grabbed the table vigorously, trying to balance his imaginary dizziness.
"How are you?" Toha quickly ran over, and quickly supported the swaying Ninzu Eishi.
Aha~ Father's hands are like ice cubes... What is Father thinking at this moment?I really want to knock my head open and have a look ~ "Maybe the weather is too hot." Ninzu Yingshi glanced at the sky beyond the shade of the trees, the sun was so bright that even human eyes could hardly be opened.
Yuan Ye glanced at her neckline indiscriminately, there was a small scar on the collarbone.Just now, my father seemed to lose his composure just after seeing this.I must have thought of what Saya said~ Father is really cute~ Is it so easy to be fooled?This scar was accidentally made by herself~ "Your complexion is very bad, let's go back first." Yuan Ye carefully suggested while supporting Yingshi Ninzu.
Every time he saw Yuan Ye cautiously afraid that he would get angry, Renzu Yingshi felt heavy in his heart.This is his own daughter!Why is it so distant.
"Ok."
As soon as he heard that Eiji Ninzu agreed, and seeing that his face was not as pale as before, Toha withdrew his hand and returned to a place half a meter away from Eishi Ninzu.
Facing Toba's subconscious action, Eishi Ninzu couldn't help but said, "Toha. We are father and daughter, aren't we? You don't need to be so polite." So, don't speak carefully, don't pay attention to your words, and don't need to Carefully observe his face to do things.
"Yeah. I know..." Yuan Ye whispered, his words were full of apology.
Eiji Ninzu knew that it was meaningless to say anything. Ever since he knew his true life experience, Tohha was almost always so polite and reserved to Kotomi and Erina.I don't know what kind of identity to face them with.In fact, it just needs to be the same as before.
As for the matter of taste, I can no longer ask about it.Those pasts, those memories, Yuan Ye doesn't want to remember them either.If you remember, there must be too much unhappiness.This kind of thing will not happen again in the future, and he will not allow this kind of thing to happen again!
After sending Eiji Ninzuzu back to his office, Toha sent an email to Saya.
'Things are done.Sorry, Saya~'
As soon as she sent the email, she received a reply from Saya almost in a second, "It's nothing~ It's just, why did Xiao Yezi do this?"The taste of coffee with salt is wonderful~'
"Saya, what do you think~"
When seeing Yuan Ye's message, Saya suddenly realized something, and made a call with a gloomy expression. After hearing the other party's report, she immediately understood why.
Ahhhhhhhh~ Xiao Yezi can't even detect the smell!how so! ! !How can you do this! ! ! !bastard! ! ! !
after a long time.
Yuan Ye just received a message from Saya, and there was only one sentence on it: Can the tongue be replaced?
Staring at the text on the phone screen, Yuanye smiled softly.Sure enough, it belongs to Saya's answer~ It's not important at all if you can't taste it~ Compared with death, isn't that the case~ This time.Father, you can really make up your mind.Toha looked casually at Eiji Ninzue's office behind him.
It's a family, isn't it?Shouldn't he make up for not being by her side for so long?Make up for the poor and sad child, don't you~
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