novelraw Chapter 150 To ~
Chapter 150 To ~
——Do you want to give up?
This question comes from the darkest place in my heart.He sat on the edge of the bed, the darker and darker shadow reflected on the clean bed sheet.He sat quietly like a puppet, expressionless, as if all the nerves in that face had been dead.
——Do you want to give up?This question comes from the bottom of my heart again and again.But this time, it sounded like a mockery of unknown meaning.
Have you given up?Did you give up? Did you give up?Over and over and over and over again.Repeatedly and over and over again is annoying.
Oh~ also.Give up, this is the easiest solution.
No one needs to worry anymore, neither father nor mother, even... Yuan Ye, there is no need to worry or worry anymore.
After giving up, everything will return to normal life, just like before, and he will continue to live step by step, like all adults.
The kind of life that can see the end of one's own life at a glance.
Next, he will graduate from the University of Tokyo with honors, take over his father's family business, and work as a doctor. When his career gradually rises steadily, he will find a woman to fall in love with, and then get married when he reaches the right age. Have a baby, a boy or a girl, maybe twins...
Thinking of this, my brain is like a machine that suddenly malfunctioned, and it got stuck all of a sudden.
It’s okay, heh, it’s okay, let’s think about it again, first graduate, then work, and after stability, fall in love, get married, have children...
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! !no more! !Not at all! !Not at all! ! !He covered his head with a splitting headache.There is no way to go on, even just imagining it is painful.
That being the case!Then why did he have to make himself suffer so much!can't do it!He can't do it at all!There is no way to give up!Just like three years ago, knowing that it is wrong, this kind of thinking is wrong and should be despised.Knowing that what awaits him in front of him may be hell.No!That's hell!Losing Yuan Ye... Just thinking about it, his heart hurts so much that he can't stand up.
Can't let this go!
He looked down at the phone, as if just looking at it, he could see through the 'sorry' sent by Yuan Ye inside.
hehe.Feel sorry?Feel sorry.sorry?He doesn't accept it!Never accept it! !Do you want to erase everything with just an apology?Can you throw them away if you don't like them?
How can you be so irresponsible~ Now that you have made a decision, even if you forget it, you must keep your promise, right?His dear sister ~ his intimate sister ~ they have the same blood in their bodies... This is not a hindrance, it is a closer existence, isn't it?
Seems to have thought of something interesting.His lips, which had always been tightly pressed, raised their curves little by little.The recent haze gradually dissipated with his steps, and the mist in his eyes seemed to be blown away by the wind, revealing the confident look of the past, but there seemed to be a special meaning looming, and finally he was deeply moved. Deeply hidden in it, undetectable.
Putting on his glasses, he walked out of the room with a smile on his face, and saw Toba holding a suitcase and preparing to enter the room.
He is ready.So, dear Toha, how about you——
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"You don't like the feeling that you don't remember anything, do you? Right, Yuan Ye."
He approached step by step the pure and flawless girl in front of him like a white sheep, as if bewitched, Yuan Ye nodded.
That's right~ Really obedient~ Just be obedient like this all the time, wouldn't it be good to obediently follow in his footsteps?Shinobi Yushi continued with a smile, "We are just looking for your memories. Nothing else." Yes~ just looking for memories.Heh~ Of course it was at the beginning~ As for the future, who knows.
"Are the silk scarves and bracelets I gave you still there?" He asked knowingly, without giving Yuan Ye any time to think.Seeing Toha's hesitant look, Shinobu showed a slightly disappointed look, "Could it be lost? That's right. Something like that..."
Before he finished speaking, he saw Yuan Ye hurriedly found two accessories from another bag.
The blue silk scarf with Toha’s name embroidered on it, and the bracelet with his hair braided, it’s really a deep and hot love~ I’m really curious about what brother-sama is going to do next~ How should I do it~ Toha waited for Ninzu Yuuji's actions with deep joy in his heart.Hurry up ~ talk quickly ~ don't be silent, if you want to get something, you must act quickly ~ otherwise you will be snatched away ~ ~ After receiving the two accessories that look brand new, Ninzu Yushi's eyes are not flickering Thinking about what kind of thoughts, after a while, he smiled and took two steps forward, and when he stood at the distance that Yuan Ye was about to retreat, he just stopped.He reached out and took Yuan Ye's hand, and put on the bracelet for her gently and meticulously.
The blue chain and the purple crystal pendant made Yuanye's wrist even paler and more delicate, as if with a little force, the sound of bones breaking apart could be heard.click.Shinobu Yushi fiddled with the bracelet slowly, as if he wanted to make it more beautiful.
What are you thinking, my lord brother~ Such deep eyes, but no matter how deep you are, there is no way to stop the blackness that is constantly pouring out of your lord brother~ It is almost drowning~ "What's the matter..." Tonoha said dryly A little bit of shyness in the voice rang in Ren Zu's ears, and it happened to wake up the raging darkness in his heart.
Shinobu Yushi's pupils trembled slightly, he withdrew his hand, and then gently wrapped the blue silk scarf around that slender and elegant neck like a swan, watching the blue silk scarf slowly sticking to the snow-white skin, Shinobu Yushi trembled in his heart, as if magma was gushing from the bottom of his heart, burning every cell and nerve in his body.
Cold fingers touched the delicate skin.As long as he exerted a little force, this beautiful neck would be broken in his hands, just like that fragile wrist.As long as she exerts force, she will stay by his side no matter what, always by his side, forever, ever, forever... Ren Zuzu's eyes narrowed slightly, and even the breath he exhaled began to heat up.
It was as if something was agitating and urging him in his ears.
"It's beautiful." Yuji Ninzu tied the silk scarf in a knot, then stepped back and said with a gentlemanly smile, "it matches your skin tone." Indeed, the blue is covered with porcelain-like white, which looks exceptionally... tempting.
On the other hand, Yuan Ye lowered his head, fingering the pendant of the bracelet unconsciously with his fingers, and the crystal clear light swayed and swayed.
"Let's go." Ninja Yushi said, "Go to your old school first."
"School?" Yuan Ye raised her head in confusion, and looked at him seriously, as if she wanted to find something from his face, but she didn't seem to find anything, and the other party's eyes were as sincere as he said.
But... is it possible?Under the warm sunshine, what is often covered is the darkness that is nowhere to be found.
"That's right. You used to be in the high school of Youth Academy, and you only studied in our Ice Emperor for a short time. So of course you are going to Qingxue. I remember that Asakawa-san and Furukawa-san are both your classmates. Speaking of which, When I first met you, the girls around you were not the two of them."
Just as Shinozu thought, Toha couldn't resist the temptation of past memories.
Then just accept it~ Is it a romantic trip to find memories?Hahahahaha, I didn't lose my memory at all, what a journey to find memories~ Tohha was just taken out of the Ninzu house by Yushi Ninzu with such a reason, under the eyes of Nana and Kotomi Ninzu.Of course, if Eiji Ninzu is still there, if he is still there, he will never let Yushi Ninzu take Tohha away.
"So, are you really okay?" Kotomi Renzuzu looked at Nana with some concern at the gate.She is worried.Even if Yushi behaved the same as before, she still felt uneasy.
Nana looked heavily at the figure not far ahead, "It should be fine." She said with certainty, but she felt the same uneasiness in her heart. For some reason, she always felt as if something would happen.But after thinking about it carefully, she couldn't figure it out, so she could only smile and comfort Kotomi Ninzu, who was very worried beside her. In the words of Eiji Ninzu, Kotomi's spirit has reached a certain critical point. I'm afraid it will collapse.She didn't hope that Yuan Ye's biological mother would become like this, even if she had many complaints in her heart.
"Will Yushita just take Toha away like this?" Kotomi Ninzu grabbed Nana's arm nervously and asked, "Will they never come back again!!"
Elope?Maybe.Nana glanced at the direction where the two had completely disappeared, and tried her best to appease Kotomi Ninzu, "No." That's possible. "Didn't they say they were looking for Yuan Ye's memory?" Perhaps this was a lie. "Although it may not be useful, but for Yuan Ye, it should be happy." The world belonging to only two people should make Yuan Ye happy.And...if it is Yuan Ye's choice to leave now, she will respect it.
If you can, Toha, please be willful once.Nana couldn't help but have such thoughts.
Under Nana's constant reassurance, Renzu Kotomi's mood slowly calmed down.
"By the way, Qinmei doesn't seem to have seen Erina recently." When Nana half-supported Renzu Qinmei into the room, it seemed that it was at this time that she remembered the other daughter of this family.Thinking about it carefully, it seemed that the girl hadn't come back for a few days.
Shinozu Kotomi said without worry, "She went to deal with Toba's affairs and slept with her friends. They have been in touch these days."
"It's really troublesome for her." Nana sighed without doubt in her heart.
When a person's attention is always focused on one point, he will always inadvertently and very carelessly forget another point.
Just like Kitahara who was hiding near Ninzu's house at this time, he stared at the direction where Toha and Ninzu Yuuji left together, but he didn't know or see that it was 300 meters behind him On the tall building far away, on the railing, Saya was sitting there, dangling his feet, licking the ice cream that was about to melt, wearing a peaked cap, wearing a student uniform, like a child who doesn't understand the world.
Sudden.Saya seemed to feel something, and turned her head suddenly, but there was nothing behind her.After being puzzled for a while, he got up and jumped over the railing, and threw the ice cream in his hand downstairs. I don't know if it was a coincidence, but the ice cream that was about to melt fell into the trash can downstairs.
He couldn't see the man in black robe standing just three meters away from him.