novelraw Chapter 138 Who Knows
Chapter 138 Who Knows
Only by being forgiven by her can she truly be relieved.What should she do if she doesn't even want to look at herself again.No, not if anymore.She doesn't want to see herself anymore.Thinking of this scene, thinking of her drifting away like a stranger, no, even worse than a stranger, he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to tear his throat open for air.How many minutes had it been since I had spoken to her face to face?How many hours has it been since she smiled at him?Only she, only her, only she can save him!Only she can fill his stomach and fill that hollowed out heart.
Yuan Ye... I'm sorry... I can't help but want to see you... But after seeing you secretly... I can't help but want to hear your voice... I want to call your phone... But I'm worried that you will be bored ...What should I do, what should I do... Toyo...really...can't do without you...it is with despair...that I come to see you...even if you hate me... Annoying me...that's okay...as long as...with you...
In the dim street lights, in the silent night.
When the short sentence of "OK" came from the microphone, Yushi Shinozu found that all the pain in recent days was instantly melted away. He unconsciously grasped the receiver tightly with his hand and inhaled so hard that his lungs felt like they were going to explode. But even so, he didn't dare to exhale, as if as long as he exhaled, Yuan Ye's promise would be blown away.
"The location and time will trouble you... It's getting late, it's time for good night." It was still a slightly distant and polite voice, but there was still no way to cover up the little hidden softness inside.
However, this little softness easily warmed Ninzu Yushi's heart to the extreme of tenderness, "Well, then you go to bed first. I will send you the location and time." Then, he immediately added , "It doesn't matter if you don't have time."
Looking at the microphone that had already heard the busy tone, Yushi Ninzu's expression was filled with an indescribable sense of satisfaction under the dim light.He believed that this meeting would definitely change something.As long as you can change the status quo, it doesn't matter what you do.I don't want to be excluded from life by Yuan Ye anymore.
I don't want to be such a person.Obviously they should be the closest people, shouldn't they?No one can separate them!Absolutely not! !
buzz-
Yuan Ye opened the new email, and saw the time and address above.It also comes with the phrase 'good dream'.There seems to be a kind of cautiousness in every character, as if she is not careful, she will be bumped and fled in a hurry.
Hahahahahaha, a brother who looks like this~ Even when typing, his movements are light and soft~ It’s really interesting~ It’s so interesting~ The former Shinobu Toyo gave everything, even his life Presented together, this time, brother and lord have to do a good job~ It’s right like this now~ How can you treat the 'kind and gentle' sister sauce rudely~ Only with careful love and watering can you bloom delicate beauty Isn't it flowers~ The act of offering "love and heart" on one's own initiative is something that is "looked down" by others and will be "scorned".Just like Ninja Toha back then.hehe.Now, my elder brother has volunteered to offer it~ It's just... Do I have to accept what is given to her?Who stipulated it~' I have received it. 'Yuan Ye quickly wrote such a reply and sent it directly.Then, he sent another text message to Saya, which roughly meant to 'take' someone to that address, and then he washed up, turned off the lights, and fell asleep soundly.
However, Yushi Ninzu who received that brief reply fell into another kind of low ebb.Anxiety, anticipation, waiting, uneasiness, panic, and a series of emotions entangled his nerves, making him deeply trapped in the whirlpool named 'Far Leaf'.However, even if it was a swamp with a cliff that never sees the sun, he would jump off without hesitation.
There was no longer any choice.He liked her so much that he had no choice.I want to see her, I want to see her smile, I want her to smile at me, I want her to rely on myself, I want to think about it, I want to see her smile, I want to see her, I want to see her smile, I want her to rely on myself, I want to think about it, I want to think about it... I have already thought about it, and I am so painful that I can't make any sound.Therefore, even if the other party handed him poison, he would swallow it without hesitation.
The absence of seeing each other for several days, as well as the indifferent imagination, are shattering Yushi Ninzu's original thoughts and determination little by little.
How ridiculous!But he deserves it!Smiling as if mocking himself, Renzu's eyes gently turned to the diary that had been kept next to his pillow, as if Yuan Ye was by his side.
"Yuye. I'm sorry." He lowered his eyes and said inaudibly.
Reach out, turn off the light, it's pitch black.Also like his world.
If one day, he can no longer control himself, I'm afraid they will be destroyed together.Even so, please forgive him.
the next morning.
There are still two hours left before the appointed time.
Ninja Yuuji had already changed his clothes and tied his shoelaces.
When Renzu Kotomi came out and saw that he was about to go out, she jokingly said, "I'm going to help you clean up the house. There is nothing in the room that mom can't see." Although there are helpers, most of them Time, Kotomi Ninzu will still do it herself.
"No. Maybe I won't be back at noon. I don't need to prepare my lunch." Yuji Shinozu said in a spirited manner.
It seems that something is different.As a mother, Ninazu Kotomi keenly felt that her son seemed to have changed, probably because of Toha.Thinking of the day when she and her husband went to look for Yuan Ye but was rejected by Nana, Ninzu Kotomi felt upset and irritable, and some black things were surging in her heart.It's all Nana's fault!If it wasn't for Nana, how could Toha treat her like that!Yuan Ye's character is both kind and well-behaved, it must be Nana who is sowing discord inside, otherwise, with Yuan Ye's character, how could he not answer the phone so impolitely!
If only Haiyinji Nana disappeared!This idea popped up like a cloud.
Renzu Kotomi was stunned.
"What's the matter? Mother?"
"It's okay. Let's go out." Ninzu Kotomi smiled reassuringly, and sent Ninzu Yushi out the door.
She didn't know that there was a meaningful smile on the corner of Yuji Shinobu's mouth when he turned around.After watching Yushi Ninzu leave, Kotomi Ninzu closed the door, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, as if she was about to smash her chest ribs and jump out.
If Kaiyinji Nana disappears!If... Haiyin Temple Nana disappears!So would she have a chance to bring Yuan Ye home?
As soon as this thought popped up, it sprung up like mushrooms after rain, and I couldn't restrain it anymore.
That's right!Without Haiyinji Nana, the relationship between her and Toha would definitely not be what it is now!If Kaiyinji Nana disappears, she can let Toha return to this house.In this way, even if you don't need to tell Yuan Ye the truth, you can let Yuan Ye stay by your side, right?
Shinobu Kotomi was so excited about this thought that she couldn't help but gasp.She clenched her fists and walked back and forth excitedly in Ninzu Yushi's room, the haze of recent days was blown away instantly.
As long as Haiyin Temple Nana disappears!All obstacles are resolved!Shinobu Kotomi looked very excited, like a child who was encouraged.
Huh?what is that?Just when she was so excited that she couldn't see anything, Ninzu Kotomi accidentally caught a glimpse of the diary with a corner exposed under the pillow.
As if bewildered, Ninzu Kotomi approached step by step, then lifted the pillow, and a diary that was yellowed and diary came into view.This is... this is...
Can't open it!There was such a voice screaming in my heart.However, she couldn't help stretching her hand towards the diary.Don't open it!Don't open it!Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...they've opened it...it turned out to be Yuan Ye's diary!
Shinobu Kotomi stared at the immature font on the diary with a stiff expression.
In an instant, it seemed that only she and this diary were left in the whole world.
— 27 minutes left.
This was already the first time or dozens of times he looked at his watch. Yuji Ninata sat in a slightly remote corner and waited quietly.He chose a good location, not easy to be found, and not easy to be overheard.After all, Yuan Ye is no longer an ordinary person.
Titles like 'Angel's Smile' are still printed on magazine covers.Even if it has been stated that he will not become an actor, it cannot stop the enthusiasm of the public.Especially the recent events of Mizuno Anri.
There is new news today.What Mizuno Anri's former friends complained bitterly, and why friends parted ways due to drug addiction.Heh, Sayuri's distressed expression printed on the paper can deceive others, but it will definitely not deceive him.He looks sad on the surface, but he is actually elated.The three-year layout finally drove Mizuno Anri to the point of no return.
Casually putting these newspapers and magazines aside, Yuji Shinozu raised his head and looked outside the French window, and there happened to be a poster of Toha in front of him.A pure smile shines brightly in the sunlight.
This kind of smile... really no one can refuse.
Playing with the phone reluctantly, he looked at his watch again. It was only 10 minutes.
Then... Mother should have found that diary too.Feel sorry.Mother, he just needs them to have more love and guilt for Yuan Ye.
"Ninzu-kun?"
It was Toba's voice.His heart tightened, and he stood up quickly.His girl... finally came.
He only saw Toha's Shinobu with all his heart, and didn't notice the disguised Mizuno Anri who was there a long time ago.
Aha~ Mizuno-san, the eyes of jealousy are going to be broken~ This way, it’s not beautiful at all~
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