novelraw Chapter 61 Adding Bricks Day 61
Chapter 61 Adding Bricks Day 61
Shen Sui's silence was too long, Jin Qing couldn't see his complicated expression when he was hugged in front of him, and thought that it was because he couldn't remember the scene behind.
The Adam's apple slipped a few times, and Shen Sui's wrist around his waist was so tight that it was difficult to turn it.
The other party has always been someone I care about. Ever since we got together, he has been reluctant to say serious things. Who would have thought that after losing his memory, he would have the courage to propose a divorce. If Jin Qing did not directly refuse but agreed in a hurry What his bastard suggested... Shen Sui's eyes gradually darkened, and he buried his face on the shoulder of the man in his arms, and the neckline of the other party softly rubbed against his ear, and the abnormal heartbeat did not calm down for a long time.
He was terrified.
Of course I am also very fortunate.
I hesitated for a long time between skipping this topic and admitting my mistake obediently, and finally chose the latter.
"I never considered divorcing you, and you are not allowed to." Mr. Shen said the most embarrassing words in the most cowardly tone.
Jin Qing was startled, smiled silently, and gently opened his hand on his waist.Shen Sui was stunned by his movements, his brows were a little hurt, and he was almost powerless to stop him. He completely let go of his strength and let Jin Qing pull his hand away. This was the moment when he regretted the most. The meaning of Jin Qing's every move In his heart, he began to magnify infinitely, and he imagined a lot of miserable lives in the future almost instantly.
When Jin Qing is angry with him, he will not put on a cold face directly but will alienate himself, there is no good morning kiss, no fluffy coquettishness, maybe he won't even give him a hug in the future, and his arms are empty at night without anyone he knows for sure could not sleep well……
As a matter of fact, if one day Jin Qing took the initiative to propose a divorce to him, Shen Sui couldn't even imagine what it would be like, but he not only did it, but also tried to push the other party further with cold and hard words, some unspeakable sourness Spread along the bone seam all the way to the whole body.
At that time, Jin Qing must have suffered too.
The confusion of memory made Shen Sui ignore what happened later, he couldn't remember that he had apologized and regretted it, let alone that Jin Qing had forgiven him for not caring much about this matter long ago, the guilt of doing something wrong Feelings and lingering fears have been lingering.
When he was in a trance thinking about what apologetic gesture he should use to save him, Jin Qing stretched out his hands and shook hands with him, inserting his fingers into his, and the cold sweat on his palm could not be concealed.
Jin Qing turned his head, raised his chin slightly due to the inconvenient posture, and kissed Shen Sui's chin reassuringly, "Of course we won't divorce, have you forgotten? Excuse me, what are you worried about, I'm never angry with you." He pulled away the other's hand just to hold his fingers together, and after feeling Shen Sui's strangeness, he could only hope that saying this would make him feel more at ease.
"Then you..." Shen Sui's voice was dry.
Before he could say it, Jin Qing understood what he meant, and leaned over to kiss him on the lips, holding back her embarrassment and gently licking it as proof that she calmed down.
"is this OK."
Shen Sui's expression eased a lot, he pressed his forehead, and said duplicity: "Probably."
Jin Qing also kissed again as he expected, still with a gentle tone, "Is it okay now?" After asking, he was hugged around the waist and kissed for a long time. Shen Sui seemed to be extra patient this time, There was no sign of urgency in the movement, he explored deeper carefully, grinding the wet and soft lips, his unhurried movements aroused some emotion, Jin Qing grabbed the fabric of his chest, did not hide his body The reaction was a soft snort.
His face flushed instantly, but he didn't push him away, and obediently accepted the excruciating kiss.
After parting, Jin Qing panted lightly, lowered his eyes without looking at Shen Sui, and waited for his breathing to ease.
"Don't you just think of these things? We have had a lot of things happen during this time." He intended to let Shen Sui recall the later getting along, obviously there were so many warm experiences.
Shen Sui did as he wanted, but the focus was totally off, and he only remembered how he was jealous of himself for no reason after the two reconciled.
He even recalled some of the disdain in his heart at that time. When he lost his memory, he often thought of bad things about himself, and he almost said in front of Jin Qing that he is really not good in five years. Don't like him anymore. This experience of being disgusted by oneself really makes people feel delicate.
Besides, Jin Qing should have known his naive thoughts later, and Shen Sui couldn't say without guilt that these thoughts had nothing to do with him.
... The mood seems to be not clear at all.
On the contrary, it was even more uncomfortable.
During this period, Shen Sui struggled to maintain a calm face, Jin Qing didn't see anything, he was worried that Shen Sui would feel uncomfortable after the operation.
"But you need rest the most after the operation. Don't think too much all of a sudden. If you're tired, take a nap, okay?"
"Ah."
Shen Sui responded, hugged him and lay down, covered him with the quilt and stared at the hair on top of his head.
After a long time, I said, "I have thought about never remembering it, because it is ridiculous to think that the person you love is not me at the time, and even jealous of the past self, wanting to have no connection with the past. These thoughts are too selfish, I'm sorry , I think I simply ignored your feelings."
Jin Qing was silent for a moment, then smiled at him, "Five years ago you were definitely not as mature as you are now, I understand."
"Is this an excuse you made for me?" Shen Sui smiled wryly.
Jin Qing didn't know how to answer, he carefully avoided the gauze on Shen Sui's head and then pillowed on his shoulder, his eye circles turned red at some point, "I'm very happy if you can remember it, but I don't actually want to Only I remember everything by myself, how can you bear to forget what happened when we were together." Only at this time did he show a little grievance.
"My fault." Shen Sui rubbed the soft flesh on the side of his face distressedly, sighed very inconspicuously, and coaxed him in a low voice, "Just let me kneel down on the durian when I go back, okay?"
Jin Qing pursed her lips, "I don't like durian, so don't buy it."
"There should be extra keyboards at home, and the kneeling keyboard is the same."
"Not at home." The other party then retorted softly.
Shen Sui smiled a little, and looked down at him, "Then what should we do?"
After all, Jin Qing just didn't want to punish him, and Shen Sui didn't know whether to be sad or happy, his dark eyes were bottomless, and he almost greedily copied everything about the person in front of him with his eyes, his chest was filled with admiration.
Jin Qing looked at his open neckline, his eyes fell on the exposed half of his collarbone, and he quietly hooked his clothes corner, "It's fine if you apologize, and I'm not particularly angry with you."
"Don't be so nice to me," Shen Sui sighed, "This will only make people get bigger."
He hugged him tightly, pinched Jin Qing's chin and raised his eyes, and explained to him very solemnly, "You are easily bullied by bastards if you are so short-tempered." Especially for someone like him.
Jin Qing let out a long "Oh", "But you are not, and you have never bullied me."
"...Is it not often that I bully you?" When did I intentionally bully someone on the bed.
It took a long time for Jin Qing to understand what he was referring to. With red ears and a serious face, he said seriously: "Speaking less will help the wound heal."