Love You for the Rest of My Life

Chapter 489 - 490: The more I think, the angrier I get

Anyway, the more I thought about it, the angrier I became.

But, no matter how furious I was, I couldn’t find a way to vent it with Di Mingzhe acting like this. It felt like punching cotton, an incredibly frustrating and exasperating feeling!

If he wasn’t responding, how could I make the first move?

If he yelled at me, perhaps I would blurt out everything in anger, but he wasn’t yelling!

So what can I say?

Can I tell him ’Brother, are you doing this because you like me? Or you think I’m cheap and you can bully me as you please? You can kiss me and sleep with me as you wish?

What do you take me for?

Should I voice these out?

Perhaps I shouldn’t, or maybe I was just too scared. Because at this moment, even after I had kicked him twice, he was still as calm as ever.

I’m afraid if I asked, he would dismiss me just like he did in the past, telling me ’Di Xiaxia, you’re overthinking.’

’Di Xiaxia, I don’t like you.’

But why did I want to ask these questions? Why did I want to know the answers, to know what Di Mingzhe was really thinking?

All of a sudden, Di Xiaxia felt lost, extremely lost.

As she looked at Di Mingzhe’s calm face, gazing into his seductive deep black eyes, she slowly lowered her eyelids. With her anger having found no outlet, she calmly said, "If you think you are right, that’s your perspective, not mine. But I don’t think you are. Please, step aside and don’t block my way. I want to go home."

Saying that, she shrugged off Di Mingzhe’s hand and reached for the door handle.

Di Mingzhe quickly grabbed her hand which was on the handle, his voice now sounding not so calm, "Di Xiaxia, are you disobeying me? You’re leaving for home in the middle of the night? Dressed like that, how can you go home? You were fine just now, why suddenly throw a tantrum? Just tell me if I did something wrong. Is throwing a tantrum really helpful?"

As he spoke, his hand still held her small one on the door handle tightly.

Feeling frustrated, Di Xiaxia couldn’t help but glare at him, screaming, "What did you do right? You did nothing right!"

At her words, Di Mingzhe’s hand, which was on hers, seemed to tremble slightly.

His eyes, somewhat surprised, gaped at her helplessly, falling silent.

Di Xiaxia was almost driven crazy by his silence and grew increasingly impatient. In her hurry, she broke free from his grip, flung open the door, and hobbled outside.

Caught off guard, Di Mingzhe was not able to respond in time, and by the time he did, Di Xiaxia had already hopped out barefoot.

"Xiaxia!" Crying her name, Di Mingzhe ran after her, also barefoot.

Although Di Xiaxia couldn’t use her feet properly, her hopping was defter than a rabbit’s, bounding straight towards the stairwell.

"Di Xiaxia, stop!"

Di Mingzhe shouted anxiously, reaching out to grab her. But she shrugged him off and continued hobbling away.

Despite this, Di Xiaxia still couldn’t outrun him and was quickly caught.

Struggling, Di Xiaxia resorted to punching him, "Let me go, let me go!"

Di Mingzhe was about to lose his patience, holding her punching hand and asking somewhat angrily, "Di Xiaxia, exactly what has got into you?"

His question utterly infuriated Di Xiaxia – her eyes grew redder in an instant, glaring at him, "Yes, I am going crazy! I must have been insane to share a bed with you, and pretend it’s nothing! I must have been insane not to resist when you kissed me!