novelraw Chapter 335 - 336: If feelings could be won or lost, I would have lost from the very beginning
Chapter 335 - 336: If feelings could be won or lost, I would have lost from the very beginning
Gu Qibao, standing nearby, had widened her eyes with excitement. Could it be that the eldest brother and Di Xiaxia might develop an unexpected spark of romance?
Di Mingchen, who had been sitting by the side with his eyes widened, finally chuckled, "Xiaxia, just give him a kiss. What are you afraid of?"
Di Jinxuan secretly gave Di Mingchen a thumbs-up. He’s just too cool.
Di Xiaxia looked doubtfully at Di Mingchen, not quite understanding. Could it be that Mingzhe didn’t mind?
Or was he just trying to act magnanimous to save face?
Eh, maybe she should just give him a reluctant kiss. At the worst, she thought, she’d get a beating from Mingzhe later.
And she was actually planning to go for it and kiss Di Mingzhe.
But before she had the chance to make her move, Di Mingzhe’s handsome face turned frosty. He glanced at Di Jinxuan and berated her coldly, "Stop this nonsense."
Even though Di Jinxuan wasn’t afraid of Di Mingzhe, his current imposing aura did induce some fear.
After all, he was always stern and strict at home!
Di Jinxuan stuck out her tongue and dared not say another word.
Following this, Di Mingzhe rose and left with a steely gaze, exuding an air of arrogance laced with intense displeasure.
Feeling uncomfortably hot, he irritably removed his tie and threw it aside, before starting to undo the buttons of his dress shirt.
Frowning with a slight headache, a profound sense of loss flashed in his eyes. Was he not hiding his feelings well enough?
Perhaps ever since he saw Di Xiaxia confess to Mingchen in the back garden, he hadn’t been hiding his feelings well enough.
If love were a game, he wasn’t sure if she had won, but he knew that perhaps he had lost from the very beginning.
And he had been losing for twenty years.
Over these twenty years, he had watched as an observer, treating his feelings with indifference.
He lost count of how many times he had watched Di Xiaxia stubbornly pursuing Di Mingjue, causing a ruckus at home.
Each time he saw this, he felt displeased. Given that they were brothers, was he inferior to Mingjue?
That’s why he never engaged with Di Xiaxia, even going as far as to ignore her.
However, the more he tried to ignore her, the harder it became.
When someone has been on your mind for 20 years, they can’t just be plucked out.
He couldn’t pluck her out, could Di Xiaxia remove the man she liked, his brother, from her heart?
As time passed, he got used to it, used to watching them with the detachment of an outsider.
Being indifferent doesn’t mean one doesn’t care. After getting accustomed to solitude and concealing his feelings, he no longer knew how to express them.
Di Jinxuan innocently watched Di Mingzhe’s retreating figure, "Fourth Sister, you’ve really done it this time! You dared to reject the meat skewer Big Brother grilled for you. Didn’t you see? He even started undressing due to his anger. Wait till Big Brother dismembers you into pieces!"
Di Xiaxia, "...!!"
Just because he had removed his tie? Di Jinxuan was sure exaggerating! And, dismembering her into pieces?
Di Xiaxia was simply too exhausted to retort back to Di Jinxuan.
She couldn’t resist stealing a glance at Di Mingzhe’s retreating figure, his large frame overwhelming like a distant king.
A thought slowly surfaced in her heart: Could her Big Brother truly have feelings for her?
If it was true, then the world had definitely turned into a fantasy!
Someone you’d never dared to imagine liking you, does indeed like you. And for twenty years even! Only a strange person could endure such a situation!
And could bear seeing her relentlessly throwing herself at other men for twenty long years?
This truly was both shocking and terrifying!
If it was truly so, then, well, either Big Brother was a weird person, or he was impotent!
Big Brother impotent?
Di Xiaxia shivered. Emma, that couldn’t be possible, right?