Love You for the Rest of My Life

Chapter 1401: Don’t Let Me Lose Even When I Can’t Afford to Lose

"How is it so fast?" Bo Chenghe blurted out, suddenly stunned; it was too fast, too sudden for him to react.

"It is quite fast." Di Jinxuan nodded, slightly embarrassed she smiled, then turned to look at Bo Chenghe, "But some people, once they’ve made up their mind, no longer care about the speed."

At the moment he heard her words, Bo Chenghe couldn’t avoid the sharp pain in his heart, and it hurt deeply.

She was about to get married.

Bo Chenghe fell silent, probably for a full minute, before he finally spoke, "That’s also good, are all the details settled?"

"Not yet." Di Jinxuan shook her head, "It’s just an idea for now."

Bo Chenghe nodded, "Okay, I got it. Remember to invite me to the wedding, I will attend."

"Sure." Di Jinxuan also nodded.

"Then I’ll go in first." At this moment, Bo Chenghe wanted to flee in panic; after hearing this news, he couldn’t sit here calmly anymore.

He wanted to hide away alone and let his sadness out.

But unexpectedly, Di Jinxuan called out to him.

He had no choice but to turn around, forcing a slight smile, "Is there anything else?"

"I don’t know how to tell you this." Di Jinxuan looked somewhat troubled, "But I still want to say it. In this world, there are many people, those who’ve started, those who haven’t, those missed, those who are being missed, all kinds of people in their thousands and millions. I’m not sure if missed things can be chased back, but what’s missed is surely missed. Hehe, I just hope you won’t be too sad.

Your person might not have appeared yet, and I, I’m just an interlude."

Bo Chenghe knew what Di Jinxuan was trying to express, and at this moment his heart ached to the extreme.

"You’re not an interlude." Bo Chenghe looked at her, stepping forward, extending his hand, his slender fingers trembling slightly beside her face, yet never touching.

He gazed at her lovely face, whispering, "You’re not an interlude, you’re my only one, but all the mistakes are mine. Since it’s my fault, I shall bear the consequences. You don’t have to feel guilty; there’s no need for guilt or apologies with me, you just need to enjoy happiness, let me see your happiness, that to me is the greatest joy.

You don’t need to worry about me being sad, as long as you are happy, I won’t be sad. You being well-cared for, both of you being happy, that will keep me from sadness. I’ll say it again, no matter what the future holds, no matter where you go, I’ll always be me, unswerving in my dedication to you.

No matter when, if you ever need me, I’ll always be here, waiting in my place, waiting for you to look back, whether you’re married or facing setbacks, this place will always be your ultimate refuge, any time I’ll want you, and treat you with the same care and reverence as when we first met.

Don’t feel bad on my behalf, because I’m not sad, guarding you has been my wish since I was young. Don’t pity me for my mistakes, I’ll shoulder them, it’s my decision.

Di Jinxuan, all I want is for you to be happy. You can be a little selfish, you don’t need to worry about what will happen to me or where I will go, these are not your concerns. As I said, all you need is happiness, and I, just need to watch you be happy, even if the happiness isn’t provided by me."

Bo Chenghe’s words completely left Di Jinxuan speechless, and deeply moved. Can one’s love be so selfless?

"But this isn’t fair." Di Jinxuan eventually said.

"There’s nothing unfair about it." Bo Chenghe interrupted her, "There’s no fairness in love. Some give and receive, others give and gain nothing. Love has never been about fairness, it’s just that those who fall in love first are inevitably the losers. I’m the loser, but I can afford to lose. Xuanxuan, don’t stop me, let me have this loss, okay?"