Love You for the Rest of My Life

Chapter 1249 Not Really Wanting to Share One’s Innermost Feelings

Di Jinxuan turned and sat on the soft bed, her eyes drifting to the spot where he had slept last night. She reached out; her pretty, fair fingertips gently touched it, still retaining his warmth, warm like his presence.

Di Jinxuan hugged her legs, curled up on the bed, staring unblinkingly at that spot, her heart filled with indescribable feelings.

Her pretty little face looked somewhat desolate. It’s not easy for a person to give their heart away, yet it’s so easily lost, isn’t it?

Especially for a man like Nangong Jin, how many women could resist his charm?

She had held out for quite long enough.

But she still fell irresistibly, despite being extremely cautious, she still fell for him.

Because she couldn’t think of any way to refuse him, to resist this man whose every action was captivating.

This was the first time she liked someone, so carefully and nervously, the other’s excellence inevitably made her feel intimidated.

Even though her family background was strong, the path of love was something she had to walk on her own, just as one feels hot and cold by oneself.

As a girl whose emotions were just beginning to blossom, she had been careful enough in this relationship, but what use was caution? She still liked him.

Sometimes he was straightforward, other times he was like a mystery, truly alluring because of that mystery, making her want to discover who he really was.

Women are simple; they don’t want to conquer the world or men, they just want a man in this world who can love, cherish, and treat them well willingly.

Perhaps it’s their inherent vulnerability that makes women sensitive to the term "cherish."

No woman likes a man who treats her poorly, no matter how excellent or handsome he is, because over time the heart grows cold, and love cannot endure indifference nor waits.

Even if you love him dearly, unrequited love ultimately only leads nowhere.

So what was Di Jinxuan afraid of? She feared that he only wanted a "girlfriend" or a "wife"; just someone to keep him company and stave off loneliness.

He wasn’t truly sharing his feelings. To put it plainly, his heart was still guarded.

True or false, his words and actions were sometimes really confusing.

You say he isn’t serious, and yet, he openly pursued her in front of everyone; their relationship now isn’t much different from any ordinary couple.

You say he is serious, but why does he always evade substantial personal issues and his past when they come up?

Di Jinxuan felt mildly depressed, somewhat perplexed.

But she was also conflicted.

Hadn’t they agreed not to dwell on the past?

If he chose not to speak, she wouldn’t ask.

A person’s past sometimes really isn’t that important; humans are multifaceted, and the experiences one goes through are unique and personal.

So what use is understanding, then?

Di Jinxuan pondered on the bed for a long time; she finally decided to adhere to one principle: not to dwell on his past.

She just needed to care about his present.

Now he was with her, he chose to be with her, everyone was willing to be with her; the heart would follow soon enough.