Love You for the Rest of My Life

Chapter 1057: Love, You Can Give Up Dignity, But You Cannot Give Up Yourself

"Damn it, this guy is shamelessly bold, isn’t he? He clearly instructed Alvin to give him an autograph just now; now how has it turned into begging?"

But it’s true that his waist was injured, what with drumming and drinking, and he had even stood at the door for so long with her earlier. Thinking about this, Di Jinxuan did feel a twinge of guilt.

She couldn’t be bothered with it anymore and let him hug her and walk towards the front hall.

Nangong Jin stopped talking as well, still shamelessly hugging and clinging to her.

In truth, his heart was already a mess.

He had come out earlier and just happened to see Bo Chenghe touching her face, asking her if she was doing okay.

He wanted to rush up and punch Bo Chenghe right then and there, but he stopped himself.

Thinking about it, he realized he didn’t really have any right to hit someone, especially since Di Jinxuan hadn’t agreed yet.

If he had hit Bo Chenghe, Di Jinxuan would definitely dislike him and think he was crazy.

After all, Bo Chenghe had grown up with her and they were really good friends.

He didn’t want to be seen as a lunatic by Di Jinxuan, nor did he want her to defend Bo Chenghe and push him away after he hit him.

So, he didn’t move and just stood there, watching and listening.

When he heard Di Jinxuan answering Bo Chenghe’s question, he didn’t know why, but his eyes actually teared up.

Ha, it seemed quite funny.

He couldn’t believe that he was tearing up because of a woman’s words, an uncontrollable emotion; what was this feeling?

He heard Bo Chenghe ask, "Is Nangong Jin good to you?"

He heard Di Jinxuan’s answer, "There’s no good or bad, we are just acquaintances."

At that moment, he really felt heartbroken.

So, all this time in her heart, everything he did was just ’no good or bad,’ just because they were acquaintances?

For a moment, he really wanted to go up and ask, ask her what it meant to be good to her?

What does it mean to treat her well?

She must have a definition to give him, right?

But in the end, he restrained himself.

No matter what Di Jinxuan thought, he treated her well in the only way he knew, which was his own way.

And not by losing himself, treating her in a way she liked, which if persisted, might eventually make him no longer himself.

If he’s not himself anymore, even if she liked that version, what use would it be?

Could he pretend for a lifetime?

So, he didn’t go question her; he just continued treating her well in his way.

Love can sacrifice dignity, but it must not lose the self.

Alvin and Bo Chenghe both like her too, but he is happier than these two because he can shamelessly stick to Di Jinxuan, so after sadness, he is still happy.

Moreover, he now casually calls her "wife," and doesn’t see much objection from Di Jinxuan; she seems to have silently adapted.

Adapting over time, it should become a habit, right?

So sometimes, emotions don’t necessarily need to be expressed as "I like you," "I love you," "Let’s be together." Often, just two hearts quietly coming together is sweet enough without being spelled out.

He never knew that one could have such thoughts because of a person, and it also made him a bit more sentimental, maybe thinking a bit too much.

Done for, he actually seemed to have gotten deep into it, playing along, speaking along; it seemed like he had tricked himself in first!

But, if he’s played himself into it, so be it; this feeling seems pretty great.

Nangong Jin, elated, pulled Di Jinxuan into the front hall, seeming incredibly proud of himself.

Di Jinxuan glanced at him sideways, finding his smug expression puzzling; this guy is so funny.

Just now, he was acting all aggrieved as if he were going to die, so what was he feeling so proud of now?