novelraw Chapter 1055 Another Rabbit
Chapter 1055 Another Rabbit
"As long as you are happy with him, I will be happy too," Bo Chenghe said, stretching his hand towards Di Jinxuan’s face, still caressing it tenderly and murmuring, "Xuanxuan, promise me, you must be happy, okay?"
The happiness I can’t give you, someone else must, and you have to be truly happy.
Di Jinxuan trembled sharply, finding herself at a loss for words in response to his.
When a man tells you to be happy, instead of saying I will make you happy, what else can she say?
Di Jinxuan didn’t speak, just looked at Bo Chenghe and finally nodded, replying, "You have to be happy too."
Then she saw Bo Chenghe’s eyes redden even more, like a rabbit’s, and for some reason, she felt an inexplicable discomfort in her heart.
She didn’t know what her feelings towards Bo Chenghe were; was it liking, friendship, pity, or being touched?
It was too complex; she really couldn’t figure it out.
In the end, Bo Chenghe nodded, retracted his hand, grunted in acknowledgment, and stood up to leave.
He left because he feared he could not control his emotions, and he didn’t want Di Jinxuan to see him, a man, cry.
Although he wasn’t quite twenty and might not yet be considered a man, he still had his basic dignity.
He liked Di Jinxuan, he loved Di Jinxuan, he wanted to tell Di Jinxuan that he would provide her happiness in the future, that he would take responsibility for her life.
But after all, he was still young and lacked a certain confidence.
Not particularly outstanding in the first place, he seemed even more insignificant under the shadow of Di Jinxuan’s powerful family background, not to mention the current state of the Bo Family.
What did he have to promise Di Jinxuan happiness with?
What could he use to assure the Di Family to give their daughter to him in marriage?
Besides, Di Jinxuan was already together with Nangong Jin, wasn’t she?
And Nangong Jin was good to her, and he was a dancer to begin with.
They would definitely have more to talk about together.
Moreover, Nangong Jin was more responsible than she was, brave enough to pursue Di Jinxuan.
In short, Nangong Jin was a suitable choice.
For Bo Chenghe, some psychological barriers were too difficult to overcome.
All he could do now was to maintain his blessings for the girl he had liked since childhood.
He couldn’t selfishly ask Di Jinxuan to be with him, to bind her in the name of love.
What’s more important is that Di Jinxuan probably didn’t like him back.
Bo Chenghe, with complicated emotions and a heavy heart, left in a fluster. In the moment he turned his back to Di Jinxuan, he finally couldn’t hold back his tears.
Goodbye, the girl I have loved for nearly twenty years.
Forgive me for not being able to promise you happiness; it’s because I’m too useless.
You shine so brightly; I can only secretly watch you from a corner, loving you, accompanying you.
Don’t be afraid, I haven’t left; I will always be here.
As long as you are happy, I will be happy; as long as you are joyful, I will be joyful.
If one day you are unhappy, you are not joyful anymore, I hope I can still bring you happiness, I can still make you joyful.
Di Jinxuan watched Bo Chenghe’s fading figure, feeling a tinge of pain in her heart.
After all, over ten years of sincere friendship was not a trivial matter, not to mention his rabbit-like red eyes just now, which inexplicably made her feel very heartbroken.
Was it liking?
She asked herself.
But the answer was somewhat uncertain.
Di Jinxuan, unable to sort out her thoughts, took her gaze back, feeling downcast. She turned, ready to walk away, but unexpectedly, she saw another rabbit, Nangong Jin.
Right there he stood at the door of the resting room, not knowing how long he had been out, with a cigarette in his mouth. The cigarette was already half burnt out, all ash, but he hadn’t moved at all, still holding it between his lips.