love not love

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Zhan Tan and Su Mu sat on the stone bench in front of the church and waited for the sunrise. This church is built on the top of the mountain, so watching the sunrise here is also a good idea.Su Mu played with Zhan Tan's fingers and said, "Brother, why are you acting like a stunned young man, watching the sunrise is not something we should do at our age."

Zhan Tan hugged Su Mu even tighter and said, "Why, you think my brother is old."

Su Mu hurriedly said, "No, I mean us, including myself. Besides, you are old, and now you go out, there are still a large number of girls who are fascinated by you, which always makes me worry."

Zhan Tan said with a low smile, "If I'm not old, then Mumu in our family is even younger. Mumu is four years younger than me."

Su Mu leaned into Zhan Tan's arms and said, "Brother, do you know that when I saw you for the first time, I thought you were a very cold person. And the first time I saw you was also the most embarrassing time for me. I haven't cried a few times in my life, especially since I was an adult, but that time I cried, and you just saw me."

Zhan Tan straightened Su Mu's hair and said, "Speaking of meeting you for the first time, it was really unforgettable, because I saw that there are not many men who can cry, and you are one of the few, so I feel sorry for you." I was very impressed. At that time, I thought that men should not cry, so I thought you were like a woman."

Su Mu glared at Zhan Tan as soon as he heard it, and began to pinch Zhan Tan's waist with his hands, and said with a bright smile, "Then do you still think it now? Do you want to be like this, so that you, a policeman, are obedient?" man".

Zhan Tan endured the pain and said, "No, because since I got to know you, I think you are very manly."

After listening to Zhan Tan's words, Su Mu touched his nose and changed the hand pinching Zhan Tan's waist to helping Zhan Tan massage and said, "Brother, I was really helpless at that time, you don't know, at that time in this city I don’t have anything to rely on here, I have to rely on myself for everything, and Yu Ning is all I have. At the moment when Yu Ning lost it, I really felt that the sky was falling, I had no friends, and I had to go alone Looking for Yu Ning. When I chased to the crossroads, I thought I had a few more friends, so that there would be people chasing at every intersection. But at that time, I was alone, and I could only choose a random road. Chasing, I am doomed to give up the remaining [-]/[-] chances. I don’t want to cry, but Yu Ning is too important to me, so I can’t help it.”

Zhan Tan said distressedly, "Mumu, that's in the past. It's all my fault that I didn't meet you sooner and caused you to suffer so much. My brother will be your lifelong support. You can cry when you want to cry and laugh when you want to laugh." , no matter what you do, I will treat you the same. Now I hope you cry a few more times, your pretended strong brother looks distressed."

Su Mu smiled and said, "Brother, who do you think we fell in love with first?"

Zhan Tan said, "I don't need to ask this question, I chased you, of course I fell in love with you first."

Su Mu tilted his head and looked at Zhan Tan behind him and said, "I think I should have fallen in love with you first. I still remember the first time you brought your girlfriend to my store to buy tiramisu, and I thought It was very sad, and I didn’t know what it was for at the time.”

Zhan Tan said with a look of surprise, "Well, then why didn't I notice it."

Su Mu said, "At that time, you were busy dating your girlfriend, so of course you wouldn't notice that something was wrong with me. You don't know that I was terrified at that time, and I didn't know why I had such a strong possession of you. desire, and I had a crush on girls before, but at that time I had stronger feelings for you than my crush, just wanted to take you as my own, my original world was broken, and I still do It's something I regret very much."

Zhan Tan said with great interest, "Why, our good baby also does bad things? Let's hear it?".

Su Mu said to Zhan Tan with evasive eyes, "Brother, I think we are married now, so we should be honest with each other, so I will tell you about it, and I can't guarantee that you will not be angry, but I think It’s better to let you know about this matter, after all, this matter concerns you.”

Zhan Tan said generously, "Well, I promise that from now on, no matter what Mu Mu said, I, Zhan Tan, would smile at each other and never be angry. Mu Mu, you can start talking now."

Su Mu looked at Zhan Tan, closed his eyes and said, "It was at that time that I saw that you and Sister Huang were very good, and I finally figured out that I like you, so I think I should be with Sister Huang. Fair competition. So once I confessed to sister Huang when she came to the store alone, and then she suddenly said that the person you like is me. After a few days, I heard that you broke up. I wondered if it was because of me What caused her to misunderstand. I think if I explained to Sister Huang in time, maybe you wouldn’t end up breaking up, but because of my selfishness, I didn’t say anything, just when you broke up I will be by your side all the time. Do you also think I am mean now, bro."

Zhan Tan looked at Su Mu with downcast eyes and said with a light smile, "So you are struggling with this problem, but this problem is not a problem at all, okay? Do you know that the sister Huang you mentioned is not mine at all?" Girlfriend, just a friend I invited to help me test you. So you tell her that you like me, that is the answer we want, then there is no need for us to continue acting, after all, we are not actors."