novelraw Chapter 230 Main Story Ending - Daoist
Chapter 230 Main Story Ending - Daoist
[Would you like to go back? 】
Qu Lingyin stared blankly at the young man floating not far above her, and suddenly wanted to ask him, can she really go back?
[As long as it is your wish, as long as the energy is still sufficient. 】
The light curtain behind the translucent boy gradually turned into photons and dissipated. It slowly descended from the air, and he could vaguely see glowing silk threads flying out of his back, connecting the entire space.
"If only I had known about this option sooner."
Qu Lingyin raised her hand to cover her eyes, so that people could not see her expression clearly.It would be great if she had this choice when she first transmigrated, if she could see this choice when she was being hunted down to nowhere, if she was in Dihua Palace...
It's a pity that one of the most difficult things in the world is if, and most things in this world are without if.
"Why didn't you give me this choice?"
Facing Qu Lingyin's question, the snow-haired boy, who had always been responsive, remained silent and did not answer her.
Adiran's Law made it impossible to lie to her. In fact, it had never understood the meaning of human lying. At this moment, it seemed to understand a little bit.The reason is actually nothing to say, but it feels that if it is said, the host will be more alienated from it.
Why didn't I say it at the beginning was because of selfishness.Evolving towards a higher level of human-like evolution, it has self-awareness, and at the same time, it also has selfishness.
Egoism and selfishness are the first instincts of every creature.It just doesn't want to separate.
"Forget it, it's pointless to ask these questions now."
Qu Lingyin lowered her hands covering her eyes, her light-colored eyes were filled with deep tiredness:
"How did you send me back?"
[At midnight tonight, follow the coordinates I gave. 】
When the consciousness exited the white space, Qu Lingyin looked around, the sun was still in its original position, and even the number of fallen leaves on the ground had not changed at all.
It seems that the time passing in that space is only a moment in consciousness.
It will be midnight to be able to escape from this unreal world, but now the sun has not yet set, and the golden sunlight shines on the water surface, sparkling, like a crushed star.
Qu Lingyin was sitting by the river quietly waiting for the sun to set. The sun, which used to set quickly in the past, went slower and slower during this deliberate waiting. During this period of waiting, the time was terrifyingly long, and the sun seemed to be forever It's all in that one position on the horizon, and it won't fall again.The lingering sun was like a furnace burning her heart, and despair spread more and more during this tormented waiting.Especially now that she is in a state where her mind is free to look at a scene, she dare not think too much or look at it, for fear that any scene will open up the torrent of memory, and she dare not bet on finding it again in the torrent of memory. back to your own probability.
However, the rippling river took away some of her thoughts after all, and she couldn't help but think of the water in Changge, the corridor on the water, the trees beside the corridor, and the people under the trees.In the ten years of Changge, the sound of reading in Zhuxian Hall is like the faint sound of the piano from the distant sky. The sound of the piano can always bring some peace in the sleepless nights.Under the night, the man's white gauze coat fluttered slightly in the night wind, appearing ethereal and distant.
Qu Lingyin suddenly remembered that there seemed to be very little Zhu Chongxiao in those memories, only one or two sporadic memories about him, and "she" had never met this person after the war in Chang'an.
"What will happen to them when I leave?"
Qu Lingyin faced the water and suddenly made a sound. There was no one in front of her, but she knew that the existence she asked could hear.
[Continue to their original fate. 】
A cold, electronically synthesized voice sounded in her mind.
Qu Lingyin looked at the sun that never set in front of her eyes, the fine sunlight scattered on the river, and slowly closed her eyes:
"Will they all die in their original fate?"
Those blood-stained swords in those chaotic memories, the back of leaving, the snow and ice of Kunlun falling, someone holding a sword and drifting away; in the flames of gas, a man in scarlet clothes dancing sword in the fire The beautiful face of the fire light is like the flowers in the mirror and the moon in the water, it shatters at the touch; the arrows are dense like rain, someone spreads his wings and breaks through the encirclement, but falls under the dead tree, and the sharp feather arrows fall on him one by one on the back...
Can no longer think about it, can no longer look at it.Qu Lingyin rubbed her temples, trying to calm down the emotions that were gradually spreading in her heart.
[Humans will eventually die. 】
The system didn't know the meaning of Qu Lingyin asking such a question.The fact is, nothing lasts forever, after a hundred years, these people will all be dead.
"... So everyone will die?"
Qu Lingyin looked at the river, unable to show any expression on her face.So why is she still struggling with this doomed tragedy?
File back?I feel unwilling and regretful because of my painful fate or because I don’t accept such an ending, so I want to change again.But what has changed over and over again?Destiny is never perfect, no one's life will be perfect, obsessive pursuit of non-existent perfection will only fall into an endless loop.
So, she doesn't want to go back to the file anymore.
It doesn't matter if you say you are tired or think clearly, you don't want to repeat it anymore, this kind of endless loop should have jumped out long ago.
After all, a tragic movie has an end. When the movie ends with joys and sorrows, there is only a sigh of regret, and such a repeated fate, such a world doomed to tragedy, when will this endless cycle of life end?
The sun was close to the horizon, and the west was glowing. The person who had been sitting quietly by the river for a long time finally stood up. She felt a little uncomfortable because she stood up suddenly after sitting for a long time. She stood still for a while before moving towards Go in the direction of Chang'an.
She was about to bid farewell to this world, and she decided to regard everything here as a dream.Now, she wants to meet some people and say her last goodbyes.
Heaven's Absolute Gu was activated without any scruples, and Qu Lingyin's light-colored eyes turned into deep dark blue again. Her skin was terribly white, almost transparent, giving people the feeling of fragile crystals.
A translucent boy like a snowfield elf appeared behind her, floating in the air like a dream, the twinkling crystal blue eyes flashed with light, and the light passed quickly, turning the color of those eyes into a light gray. Ice blue, like two nameless crystals burning, trying to burn out the strong color.He opened his arms and made a posture similar to a hug. The fingers at the end of his arms glowed with a faint light. If someone observes carefully, he will find that the light at his fingers is gradually moving upwards, and the position after the light becomes even brighter. Transparent, he's like some kind of fuel burning.
Unscrupulously burning her last vitality, Qu Lingyin's speed was so fast, she leaped from the ground, stepped over the treetops, and crossed the abandoned camp. A warm color, but this light cannot warm her color, she is as pale as ice and snow like the boy floating behind her.
She crossed the gate of Chang'an city with scars and the bustling crowd. An invisible force was wrapping her around and burning the rest of her life. The body exposed outside the clothes was already somewhat transparent...
She shuttles through the crowd, pedestrians pass through her body, the burning life cannot be touched, and the illusion of fascination prevents people from seeing her.The elf-like boy in the snow field floats in the air, and no one can see it.
There is a wind blowing, rolling in pieces of yellowish sycamore leaves.Qu Lingyin raised her head and looked up at the sycamore tree with most of its leaves turned yellow in the high wall. She jumped lightly and entered the courtyard.
This small courtyard is a bit deserted at the moment, except for the person sweeping the fallen leaves under the tree, there is only one person covered with a thin blanket sitting at the stone table in the courtyard.
That man's handsome face carried a bit of the coldness of the past, but the fine lines around his eyes and the few strands of silver in his hair showed that he was no longer young.The light-colored pupils were covered with thin ice, and his eyes seemed to be always so cold and without warmth.He watched the falling sycamore leaves without any movement or words, as if he had fallen into his own lonely world.Always lonely and arrogant, he rejects the closeness of others, and he builds a world for himself, independent of others.
Qu Lingyin stood behind him, watching him quietly until the last rays of the sun shining on his white clothes disappeared.
She bent down slightly to check, to see his weather-stained face that was no longer young, to see the graying of his temples...
The outstretched hand couldn't touch the man's eyebrows, and she tried to bend the corners of her mouth as if trying to smile.
In the past 30 years, Zhu Chongxiao has been sorry to Qu Lanqing and Qu Lingyin, but in the last ten years, he has done the best he can.He had worked hard to bring her a safe and worry-free life, even though some of his good intentions were a bit unpleasantly tough...but in the end he was trying hard to be a good father.
In the cycle of 75 times, the ten years of Changge really made her feel safe and worry-free, the indulgence hidden under the cold expression:
【What are you afraid of?For the father is still there. 】
Even if the sky falls, you don't need to worry about it, because your father is still alive.
"Father, you are old."
This was probably the first time in so many years that she called Zhu Chongxiao Daddy, but the strange thing was that she didn't feel anything special in her heart, it was as plain as a gust of wind, a cloud.
In the past, even if Zhu Chongxiao stood with Qin Zhengyu, he would not look inferior. His youthful face could easily make people misunderstand that he was the same age as his disciple.However, during the period of time that she could not see, he had aged too much, and that face that seemed to be stuck in the past began to decline rapidly, as if he had passed through a long time from youth and began to age.
"The righteousness of the family and the country or other things don't always think about carrying them yourself, you are not a god."
Qu Lingyin looked at Zhu Chongxiao's suddenly sharp eyes, and softly whispered the last sentence in his ear:
"Please cherish it from now on."
Her voice was indistinct under the wrapping of the mist, like an auditory hallucination.The person sitting on the chair coughed a few times, and tentatively called out:
"Yuyan?"
However, after looking around and finding no one, he just sighed faintly and thought it was an auditory hallucination.
Qu Lingyin took a few steps back and put her translucent hand on her heart. The beating of the heart was getting weaker and weaker, but there was a strong feeling calling her, as if something was about to break out of the cocoon.
[Host, your Phoenix Gu is ready. 】
The burning vitality gave birth to everything, and the Life Gu, which could not be raised for a long time, finally took shape.
She took out the firefly-like light ball from her heart, and then gently placed it on the body of the person in front of her. The light spots that shone slightly in the night quickly penetrated into his skin.
[Phoenix Gu is only given to the person you love the most. 】
Qing Niang had always wanted to give Zhu Chongxiao her Gu, but in the end the Gu couldn't be sent, leaving it to Qu Lingyin.Although the Gu left for her is at her disposal, Qu Lingyin still knows that what Qingniang wants most is to plant this Gu on Zhu Chongxiao's body, preferably in her heart.
[I gave Xiao Yi the mother's Gu, so let me keep my Gu as a replacement. 】
The author has something to say:
I'm a bit stuck at the end, sorry, little angels...
There is still a big ppt homework this week...
Thank you for Mitujiang’s long comment~ I like it very much~