[Jian 3] Pit father's love game

Chapter 121

There was a small lamp burning in the medical hall, just in front of the window.

Chu Yan carried Luo Shui into the back room, gently put her on the bed, and then sat by the bed to observe her condition:

She closed her eyes tightly, her face was pale, her lips were also pale without much color, and her hair was a little messy against her face, adding a bit of frailty to her already weak appearance...

The white clothes were loosely worn on her body, making her look a little thin...

Chu Yan stared at her, his light blue eyes showed some love and worry.He reached out and gently stroked Luo Shui's face, and couldn't help saying to himself:

"Long time no see, Yin."

haven't seen you for a long time.Why did you make yourself like this?And why did they get mixed up with people from the Red Clothes Sect?

He wanted to ask too much, and even more wanted to ask:

If it's difficult, why don't you come to me?

But in the end, he just looked at the sleeping woman on the bed and sighed slightly.

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Chu Yan moved the oil lamp by the window to the bed in the back room, then gently pulled Luo Shui's right hand, put his fingers on her wrist, felt her pulse, and wanted to know the specific condition of her body.

Not long after putting his finger on Luoshui's wrist, Chu Yan's expression gradually became heavy... He pressed his finger down a little bit, but found that she still couldn't detect her pulse...

"Ayin..."

Chu Yan looked a little panicked, he immediately reached out to check Luoshui's breath...

The expected calm...

He moved his eyes to Luo Shui's face again, seeing her still beautiful but frighteningly pale face, he couldn't help but raise his hand to touch the skin of her face...

The skin under the fingers was soft to the touch, and the temperature was slightly lower than ordinary people, which made Chu Yan couldn't help but feel a little hope in his heart.

He held her face, approached her, slowly lowered his head and pressed his forehead against her cool forehead, and then slowly closed his eyes:

"Ayin...you're still alive, aren't you?"

You must be alive, right?

The Five Poisons have so many Gu with unique effects, you must have used some Gu to do this now, right?

Chu Yan closed her eyes, recalling the scene where she rushed towards him under the moonlight... She had her eyes open at the time:

"You must be alive, right?"

Chu Yan opened his eyes, got up slowly, and slowly pulled Luo Shui's hand into it to hold it. Finally, the pale blue eyes no longer had the indifference and indifference of the past, and there was only a little bit that could not be concealed. panic……

"You must still be alive?"

He closed his eyes again, and held her hand close to his forehead, as if this would calm down the flustered mood.But it didn't seem to have any effect, the strange and strong sense of panic in my heart was still circling...

He is a doctor, and of course he is very clear about the judgment of a person's life and death.But at this moment, he wished that his judgment was wrong, and wished that he could not distinguish these things...

He wished she was still alive...

"Ayin, you just fell asleep..."

Chu Yan could feel the slight tremor in his voice. He held her hand tightly, but he still didn't dare to open his eyes to look at her again...

How does this make him accept it?

It's only been a year since they parted, but this short period of time has allowed him to fully understand what it means to be impermanent in the world...

It's only a short year... It's only a year...

Obviously, she avoided the internal strife of the five poisons. At that time, he felt a little relaxed about it, but he didn't want to meet him by chance in this place...nor did he think that she would turn out to be as pale and thin as she is now, with full breath. none.

All of this has a strong sense of unreality, this absurd feeling has been circling in Chu Yan's heart, how can it not be erased?

How can he believe it? !How can you believe it? !

There is simply no way to believe such absurd things!

As a person who is particularly confident in his medical skills, Chu Yan is proud deep in his heart. He is not as gentle, kind and approachable as he appears.As a person who wants to pursue the ideal medical way, he has seen too much life and death. He thinks that he has long looked down on life and death in this world, and even his own life and death...

Only when he met Qu Lingyin did he realize that the so-called indifference and indifference were just because he hadn't met the person he could care about.After meeting that person, he seemed to start to become a little sentimental.When she was not around, I was always thinking about it, always worried about whether she would take good care of herself, and worried that the person that time would be bad for her...

"Ayin... I've clearly said that, if you have any difficulties, come to me... I will help you."

Why don't you come to me?

I was in the Valley of Thousand Flowers, and I didn't go anywhere.

All I need is a letter to explain, and I will come to you, why don't you ask me for help?

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"Or are you only willing to accept the help of Daoist Ling?"

Chu Yan slowly opened his eyes. He looked at her tightly closed eyes, and wanted to say something more, but in the end he didn't say anything.The corners of his lips were slightly raised, as if he wanted to show a gentle smile as usual, but in the end it turned into a somewhat self-deprecating and desolate smile.

He put her hand on his heart, then lowered his eyes, smiled slightly and said:

"During the year of parting, I have never stopped missing you. Pen and ink can paint your face, but I can't paint my thoughts...

I know that you...have no yearning for me, and I also know that you probably like Ling Daochang.The Chunyang Palace is full of ice and snow all the year round, and Daoist Ling is going to practice Taoism after all... Wanhua Valley has a pleasant climate and good scenery, which is just suitable for mortals like us.

I always thought that time would change everything, that time would make you...understand my longing, connect you with me... There is always some time in a person's life.

I never thought that this would happen...I never thought that your time would be so short..."

Maybe it's because some emotions in my heart are too unbearable, Chu Yan's words are intermittent, and the voice is inaudible, as if speaking to the person on the bed, but more like speaking to himself.

Chu Yan lowered his head and suddenly laughed, the laughter was very low and full of desolation, he took Luo Shui's hand and drew a circle on his heart:

"Ayin, sometimes I feel like you are a trap..."

Surround me, but you retreat quietly...

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Chu Yan covered the woman on the bed with a quilt carefully, then smoothed out the messy hair on her face, and then went out of the back room.

There is a jug of wine and a delicate teacup on the table.

Sitting at the table, Chu Yan slowly picked up the wine jar and poured himself a glass of wine, then raised his head and drank it in a sip. The strong wine entered his throat, and the burning feeling made him cough a few times.As a healer, he naturally knew that drinking was harmful to his body, so he rarely drank alcohol, but suddenly drinking such strong alcohol made him feel very uncomfortable.

The black hair hangs naturally on his shoulders, and a little drink slips down his throat into his collar...

His eyebrows and eyes are soft, and he looks more beautiful in the candlelight, but the expression on his face is a bit strange, it seems that he is smiling but he can't feel the smile at all:

"Cough cough..."

Another glass of wine...

Chu Yan covered his mouth with his hands and lowered his head to cough softly. After the wine was completely drunk, he suddenly laughed:

"Long Lovesickness, Long Lovesickness, Short Lovesickness, Infinity... Hahaha, Infinity..."

Infinity...

One glass of wine, two glasses of wine, three glasses of wine...

Chu Yan didn't know how many glasses he drank. In the end, there was not even half a drop of wine in the wine jar... He half-closed his eyes, propped his head on one hand, and shook the empty wine glass in a drunken state. While pulling a self-deprecating smile:

"It's unbelievable..."

I never thought that I would have such a drunk day...

It is said that wine can intoxicate people, and people can forget everything when they are drunk, whether it is pain or sadness, forget everything... But why is he still sober?Although the body is a bit drunk, the mind is still clear.He remembers everything, what he should remember, what he doesn't want to remember... he also remembers, it's all so clear...

"Heh... Is the so-called solution to a thousand worries when drunk just a joke?"

A joke... a joke indeed.I want to stay with you for a long time and spend this life together... everything is a joke! ! !

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As the sun rose, the streets of the small town began to slowly become lively.One person discovered the condition of Lin's courtyard in the east and notified the local government.The people from the yamen went to the house to check and found no one. The two young ladies of the Lin family, including a maid, were all gone...but there were traces of blood and flames in the courtyard.

There was a lot of discussion about this:

"Could it be that the one from Jiangnan sent someone to get rid of their sisters?"

"I think it's the remnants of the Red Clothes Sect! Didn't the girl from the Zhao family get killed by the Red Clothes Sect just two days ago?"

"Hey! I think that lady is the teacher in red!"

"Hahahaha, what are you guessing about? Hasn't the Yamen not come to a conclusion yet?"

"that's true……"

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Zhao Jingru was completely awake today. After knowing that it was Mr. Chu who saved her, she felt a little trembling in her heart, and she was also a little bit happy.Early in the morning, she prepared a thank you gift, intending to thank Chu Yan, but she didn't expect:

The door of the infirmary is closed.

Jingru looked at the rising sun, feeling a little puzzled:

Usually, Mr. Chu would have opened the door at this time, why is it still closed today?Is something wrong?

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In the medical hall, Chu Yan raised his head from the table. For some reason, he fell asleep lying on the table last night.The hangover made his forehead a little swollen and sore, he frowned and rubbed his forehead slightly, then went into the back room, intending to clean himself up.

The author has something to say:

Damn, Chu Yan stuck me to death! ! ! !I'm always afraid of writing him down..._(:зゝ∠)_

The setting of the heroine is that when the eyes are closed, there will be no vital signs at all, as everyone knows.

At noon today, I took a nap and dreamed about Tanxue... I don't understand... I obviously didn't think of her.

The soundtrack is this:

Draw the Ground as a Prison (Ma Xudong):