novelraw Chapter 208: Childhood Experience
Chapter 208: Childhood Experience
Bian Boxian's car drove all the way to Zhang Yixing's research institute. The car was very quiet on the way. Neither of them spoke. Bian Boxian was driving intently, while Casey leaned against the window and looked at the side of the road. The shop and the trees are as far away, and the tears in the corners of the eyes just fell silently.
Bian Boxian, he never knew how much she loved him!Casey loves Baekhyun without asking for anything in return, regardless of the cost, as long as Baekhyun is good, even if he wants her life, she will give it to him.After all, he gave their lives, although he no longer remembers those distant memories in his childhood that he can't remember the distance.
But for Casey, it was their most precious thing, none of them.
Meeting Baekhyun is the redemption of Choi Jiyun, the birth of Casey, and the rebirth of all personalities!
The car drove into the urban area from the outer suburbs, and finally stopped at the gate of Zhang Yixing's research institute.Bian Baekhyun stepped on the brakes and parked the car at the door, looked at the co-pilot leaning against the window, and said slowly in a magnetic voice: "Have you decided?"
"What? Do you want to repent?" Casey leaned against the car window without moving, and said with a light touch of her upper and lower lips.
"Me? Of course I don't want to." Bian Baekhyun replied a little flustered and stammered in his words.
Casey found it kind of funny how he looked, how...
Undoubtedly, Bian Boxian softened his heart.He will be soft-hearted towards any personality, any personality in Cui Zhiyun's body, that inexplicable emotion
thread.
"Since they're all here, there's no hesitation." Casey sat up straight, but was much more magnanimous than Bian Baekhyun.
Now that it has been decided, since this is what Bian Boxian wants, why should she do this?Pretentious behavior is a dying struggle, since Bian Boxian hopes that they can leave and discard those things.She is what he wants.
This is the last time in Bian Baekhyun's life, the last time I, Casey, can move forward for you regardless of the consequences, even if there are mountains of swords and seas of fire.
Casey pushed the car door and got out of the car and walked straight to the gate of the institute. Her steps were firm without any hesitation, and she didn't look back.
Looking at Casey like that, Baekhyun was full of emotions, will everything be solved this time?
Kathy, who strode into the research institute, just walked in the corridor with his head upright, walked directly towards Zhang Yixing's office, and pushed open the door of the office.
Zhang Yixing inside was surprised because someone suddenly pushed the door and broke in. He looked up at that person, her wrist still had dried blood covered with mud and dirt, and the clothes on her body were also wrinkled and dusty to varying degrees.
Zhang Yixing frowned and asked, "Did you fight or were you robbed? How did you make it like this?"
Casey shrugged and spread his hands and looked down: "I didn't do this."
"Why are you here? Is there something wrong?" Zhang Yixing put down the pen and leaned against the back of the chair.
"Didn't you always want to know the cause of Cui Zhiyun? Today I will tell you." Casey said relaxedly, leaning against the side of the locker and gently patting the dust on his hands.
"What's the matter, you actually want to tell me this today?" Zhang Yixing looked at Casey in disbelief.
"Can't I be happy?" Casey replied calmly.
Zhang Yixing smiled and looked at Casey's face jokingly. At this moment, Baekhyun opened the door and walked in, nodding to Zhang Yixing.Looking at Bian Boxian, Zhang Yixing suddenly understood that there is no other person besides Bian Boxian who can make these personalities obedient and make Casey tell the secret automatically.
"Do you have disinfection supplies here?" Bian Baekhyun asked.
"Yes, there." Zhang Yixing pointed to a small locker next to the bookcase on the left and replied.
Bian Boxian walked to that place automatically, opened the cabinet door, and took out a tray with gauze, alcohol, and medical cotton swabs on it.Bian Boxian closed the cabinet door, and casually took a new bottle of mineral water from the box next to it.
"Sit down and talk!" Zhang Yixing stood up and walked out from behind the desk.
Casey walked up to the chair and sat down naturally. Baekhyun squatted beside her.
The spring water was turned on, and he took Casey's hand and stretched it out in front of him, and washed the dirt on it with mineral water.
"Don't worry, I'm fine!" Casey looked at Baekhyun and said.
"You don't need this body, she still needs it." Bian Baekhyun replied coldly, without even raising his head, the movements of his hands continued.
Pick up a cotton swab dipped in alcohol and disinfect it little by little. It looks like a tiny sculpture in earnest.
Zhang Yixing saw Bian Boxian's smile deepened and said, "Then let's start!"
Casey leaned on the diagnosis chair and twitched the corner of his mouth: "Tell me, what do you want to know?"
"Your birth."
"My birth? This is really a long time ago. It's been so long that I almost can't remember whether I have always known that the personality exists in Cui Zhiyun, or is it our common memory." Casey smiled. laugh.
The time is too long. If she didn't exist specifically to carry that period of historical memory, she might not remember so clearly what happened so many years ago.
Zhang Yixing smiled and listened to Kathy's talk.
"At that time, there were only Cui Zhiyun and her mother Weng Meihua in that old mansion."
"That woman?" Zhang Yixing sensitively grasped the different words in Casey's mouth.
"It's that woman, that woman who is not normal at all." Casey's eyes were so hateful when he mentioned Weng Meihua. "Cui Zhiyun is an illegitimate child, so he is not recognized at all. This is something we have known since we were young. From the time we can remember, we know that she came to this world and no one welcomed her at all."
When Casey mentioned the word "illegitimate child", Zhang Yixing was a little surprised. He always thought that Cui Zhiyun was just an orphan and that's all, but he didn't expect that Cui Zhiyun was an illegitimate child.
But from the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Baekhyun Bian preparing to wrap gauze for Casey as if he didn't hear it, and Zhang Yixing knew that Baekhyun Bian knew it, and he knew that Cui Zhiyun was an illegitimate child.
But seeing Bian Boxian's appearance, Zhang Yixing inevitably smiled distractedly and speechlessly: "Mr. Bian, it seems that her hands don't need to be wrapped in gauze."
"Ah? Do you understand this as a psychiatrist?" Bian Boxian had a look of distrust.
"A psychiatrist is also a doctor, and I have learned basic first aid." Zhang Yixing said with a helpless smile.
"But it's all broken!" Bian Baekhyun said looking at the scratched skin on Casey's hands.
"As an aikido champion, can't you see that it's just some scratches? Just put a band-aid on it." Zhang Yixing reached out and took out two band-aids from the small storage box on the desk and handed them to Baekhyun Bian .
Baekhyun took the Band-Aid and frowned. Casey kept looking at Baekhyun's expression, he was making too much of a fuss.However, both Casey and Zhang Yixing admitted that Bian Boxian was wary of Cui Zhiyun.
"Okay, go on, you go on. What about after that? That's your common memory. You mean that at that time you or Cui Zhiyun still couldn't tell if you were separated?" Zhang Yixing asked.
"Yes, we were still a whole at that time, without Minyan, without Yunxi and without He Xian." Casey said with some sarcasm. "Bastard, we didn't know what that was at the time. We knew it was part of our misery, or half of the reason we were beaten."
beaten?Choi Ji Yoon Suffered Childhood Abuse?
Both Zhang Yixing and Bian Boxian were shocked at the same time, and they looked at each other.
"The other half of the reason is Choi Ji Yoon's gender! That crazy woman blamed Choi Ji Yoon being a girl for her unpopularity. She said that if Choi Ji Yoon was a boy, she wouldn't be so miserable. What about a crazy woman like her? Maybe it will be popular? Who would be willing to marry such a woman back home, she is a lunatic!" When talking about Weng Meihua, Casey's face was hideous and terrifying, and the feeling of hatred at the roots of the teeth was itching to cut Weng Meihua into pieces.
Typical patriarchal, sexist!
Zhang Yixing and Bian Boxian became more and more shocked the more they heard it, but Zhang Yixing still didn't change his face.
"Does that mean you've been abused?"
Casey nodded: "The woman would hit us whenever she was out of order or in a bad mood, once every two or three days on average. I don't remember the things that fell on Cui Zhiyun, mops, brooms, feather dusters or vases. "
Casey said it quite lightly, as if it was just a story, but it was indeed terrifying to Bian Baekhyun.He couldn't imagine what kind of hell such a child went through. Is this why Cui Zhiyun would have hallucinations as soon as he returned to that place?
That figure curled up in the corner begging for mercy is still lingering in Bian Boxian's mind, Cui Zhiyun like that, at that time, she must be scared to death, but what?Who will help her?Will go to save her?And who will let her go?
"Is there anything else besides violence against you?" Zhang Yixing asked tentatively. A psychiatrist's intuition told him that there must be more than this, otherwise it would not be able to cause such a serious illness as Cui Zhiyun.
"In addition to beating us, that crazy woman will also lock us up. You should know about the colorful glazed glass place!" Casey smiled, with the despair and shudder of hell ghosts in his smile.
The colorful glazed glass is the edge of Cui Zhiyun's memory, as long as she touches it, she will start to be abnormal.
"That's the innermost room in the whole western building, it's a pile of..."
"The storage room full of cardboard boxes is dark." Before Casey finished speaking, Bian Baekhyun stood up from the ground, with angry eyes
Angry and serious.His gaze was so cold as to die, it turned out that that place was the beginning of Cui Zhiyun's nightmare!
Bian Boxian went into that room, that room was dirty, dark and damp, it was the backlight of the whole western-style building, and what came through the colorful glazed glass would only be the ghostly reflection on the ground.
"Did she rape you and then imprison you in that room?" Zhang Yixing is still learning about the situation, and at the same time admires Kathy's psychological quality. Even when talking about such horrible memories, she can calm down like Telling a story that has absolutely nothing to do with her!
Zhang Yixing believes that if he is asked to hypnotize Casey, he will not be sure. Her inner quality is too strong, so is this the reason why Casey became an all-knowing personality?Her personality will can be strong enough to coexist with each personality.
"Yes, throw it into that room, or hit us directly in that room. Then we don't know when we stayed in that room. Byun Baekhyun, you know the 'birthmark' on Choi Jiyun's waist!" Kai Xi turned his head and looked at Baekhyun who was sitting next to him and asked with a smile.
Bian Baekhyun nodded, he remembered that the birthmark was in the shape of a cross star, it was located on the back of Cui Zhiyun's waist, it was discovered when he was teaching Cui Zhiyun how to swim, at that time he felt that the birthmark was very special like a painting .Later, it was because of this birthmark that Bian Boxian discovered that Cui Zhiyun and Cui Yunxi had similarities.
"What kind of birthmark is that!" Casey smiled a little 'brilliantly'. "That's obviously a scar, a scar that was hit by a sharp weapon."
scar?That turned out to be a scar!
Bian Boxian was as surprised as he heard that Cui Zhiyun was abused.How could she still laugh like this?How can you still laugh?
"That's the mark of the pen holder, that kind of square pen holder. Cui Zhiyun was sleeping when it hit it. The corner just hit her waist, and the blood flowed continuously. Cui Zhiyun just stiffened like that until it knotted The scab left a scar, no one took care of it at all, we are very lucky that there is no inflammation and ulceration."
"When did you become independent?" Zhang Yixing's expression also became serious.
"When I met him." Casey looked at Baekhyun next to him and said affectionately. If it wasn't for Baekhyun, she might not have been born, nor would she be called Casey.
"Meet him? Bian Baekhyun?" Zhang Yixing asked, he knew it was like this, there must be Bian Baekhyun in Cui Zhiyun's memory, otherwise how could she rely on Bian Baekhyun so much, otherwise how could Bian Baekhyun be the trigger.
"Me? You really met me? Before you were seven years old? Before you came to Bian's house?" Bian Boxian still couldn't believe it.
"Yes, we have known each other before. The day you met me at Bian's house was not the first time we met at all." Casey replied affirmatively.
Bian Baekhyun could hear the key point of Casey's words: "I saw you that day at Bian's house? Wasn't it Cui Zhiyun?"
"Yes, it was me. I was the one who hid behind the godmother that day, not Cui Zhiyun. At that time, Cui Zhiyun didn't dare to face the outside world at all." In order to start their different lives and meet Baekhyun, Kai Xi followed Bian's mother to Bian's house, and met Bian Boxian, who he hadn't seen for many years.
"But why didn't you show up again?" Bian Baekhyun continued to ask, when did Cui Zhiyun belong to Cui Zhiyun?
"Because we all want our life to be brand new, and I carry the memories of the past, so naturally I can't start over. Besides..." Casey looked at Baekhyun with a sad smile: "Besides, you prefer Cui Zhiyun who is quiet and kind. We are cold and stubborn, aren't we?"
It was Baekhyun who chose them as the protagonist, and Baekhyun fell in love with Choi Jiyun, so Kathy chose to be Kathy and then backed down.
"When did you first meet?" Zhang Yixing continued his consultation.
Things are surfacing bit by bit, with bigger secrets...