novelraw Chapter 11
Chapter 11
She couldn't figure it out, what is there to be happy about, seeing someone else's aunt, what is there to be so happy about, wouldn't every woman in this world have something like this,
She thought of the obscene notes that had been pasted on her back, dead fat pigs, dead fat men, and more,
She stuck the note and walked home, no one told her, no one tore it off for her, and Cui Ran helped her take it off in the end,
She remembered that they passed the test papers she had handed out after the previous monthly exams to each other, and laughed at her for working hard, getting up early and working late at night, and still not getting the sixty or seventy points.
She remembered that when she went to the bathroom, she was locked in the cubicle, and finally the cleaning aunt found her and let her out.
She remembered that they blocked her in an alley, cut her long-growth hair with scissors, and sold it online for money. She didn't dare to go home, so she went to the barber shop to have her hair cut short, and was complained by Cui's mother for wasting money when she returned home.
She remembered that they ripped her clothes, just to witness how such a fat person grows with their own eyes, and they raised the needles to puncture scars on her flesh, just to make a perfect tattoo,
She is so fat, she can't hide, she can't escape, she can't escape, she can't fight, the head teacher is Yuan Lei's mother, she told the teacher, the teacher can only say one thing,
Why don't they bully others, only bully you, why don't you think about your own reasons,
If one day, when she jumped down from the eighth floor, Cui Jing looked back at the students blocking the stairs, then these people are all murderers, none of them can escape, and none of them can escape.
Every face, every person, different facial features, the same expression, they are so indifferent, so unscrupulous ridicule, it is extremely cold-blooded,
She believed that even if she stepped on the top of the building, Yuan Lei and the others would think that she couldn't afford it, and would stand at the bottom of the building and kowtow melon seeds to watch the excitement, and someone would raise their heads and shout loudly at the bottom of the building,
"It's just to scare people, it's all for attention, she dare not dance",
"Jump off if you have the ability! Coward!"
"Another person who wants to be on the trending list, thinks he looks beautiful, but a fat pig is ugly",
The teacher would just say,
"Don't make trouble anymore, as for what, the students are just joking with you, you are already a student in the first grade of junior high school, you can be regarded as a small adult, don't make a child's temper",
"This child is too narrow-minded, and he probably has no future in the future."
"It will cause trouble for the teacher. If every student feels a little wronged and thinks about jumping off the building, then can the school still be opened and the class can still be taught",
"I have to write a thought report after I come down, this child is mentally unhealthy",
But she won't, maybe she thought about suicide before, but she won't now, because the world has always been indifferent,
Even if you jumped from a tall building, few people would remember that there was once a girl who fell to her death on the ground below the teaching building of No. [-] Middle School.
Cui Jing looked at Zhao Li's smiling face calmly, until he closed his mouth,
"What you want to see is not what I am like now",
Cui Jing stretched out her hand, tilted her head,
"Now you can return the doll to me",
Her tone seemed to be coaxing a spoiled brat, Zhao Li was stunned for a moment, feeling that he seemed to be intimidated, which was too embarrassing,
He stood up holding the doll, took a few steps back, and looked for Yuan Lei, wanting to get instructions on the next step. Behind him was the iron gate leading to the rooftop.
Seeing that he was distracted, Cui Jing stretched out her hand to grab it quickly. Boys are stronger than girls, and they bumped into the iron gate during the dispute.
The door was not locked, and both of them fell to the ground. The doll was thrown out, rolled a few times, and finally stopped in front of a pair of white sneakers.
Zhao Li reacted the fastest. This rooftop has always been Lu Yang's territory. He can't afford to offend this great god. It's better to leave first. He hurriedly stood up and kicked Cui Jing, cursing,
"Fatty, crush me to death"!
Cui Jing kept staring at the doll, saw a hand with sharp bones planning to pick it up, and immediately stopped it,
"That doll is mine"!
That hand paused for a moment, and finally picked up the doll,
She would never hand over the silly girl to others, Cui Jing got up from the ground, looked up viciously at the person who picked up the silly girl,
It's Lu Yang,
I heard that only Lu Yang can come to this rooftop, no wonder Zhao Li left so soon, she thought of her blood-stained school uniform pants, suddenly felt a little embarrassed, a thin layer of red appeared on her cheeks,
"As a girl, how can you make yourself so embarrassed",
His voice was a little weak, Cui Jing secretly observed Lu Yang's face, he looked a little pale, his lips were all bloodless,
Is he sick?
I want to ask the silly girl to check it out, but that guy lost the chain at a critical moment, so I can only look at it next time,
However, even though he is a little weak, his voice is still so gentle and pleasant to hear, the nympho cells in Cui Jing's body are multiplying crazily,
Lu Yang returned the doll to this classmate who looked very embarrassed. He is not a person who takes other people's things as his own.
The tense tone and expression of the classmate just now made him feel very uncomfortable, as if he was regarded as a villain who intends to steal things,
He glanced at her blood-stained school uniform and pants. The biology class in the first grade of junior high school had already popularized this knowledge, so he naturally knew what happened.
Lu Yang looked at the half-sleeves of the school uniform she was wearing, thought for a while, took off his school uniform jacket, wrapped it around Cui Jing's waist, and tied a knot carefully.
Boys' school uniforms are already bigger, just to cover them,
Cui Jing lowered her head the whole time, wishing to find a crack in the ground to sneak in, looking forward to seeing it tomorrow, but when she really met, she was too ashamed to lift her head, her cheeks almost burned through her heart,
She couldn't help but think of a sentence she once read in Mr. Lao She's book, there was no rouge in the past, and the girl's face was only red for the sweetheart.
Cui Jing pinched the doll in her hand, picking it back and forth like picking a rubber, but not as refreshing as picking a rubber. When she finally calmed down, there was no one in front of her eyes.
Lu Yang stood on the edge of the roof, not knowing what he was looking at, Cui Jing looked at his slender and slightly slender back,
This kind of him is not the same as the wanton and free-spirited teenager on the basketball court. There seems to be a faint atmosphere of alienation around him, but people can't help approaching him, can't help but explore his thoughts,
"By the way, close the door for me",
The boy's characteristic clear voice sounded, and Cui Jing was stunned for a moment, before realizing that he was talking to her, he faltered and answered yes, then stumbled out like sleepwalking,