I, soft girl, really fragrant warning!

Chapter 351 I love you, and from now on

No wonder Junna can see through all his emotions, except for his liking; no wonder Junna can't grasp the proportion between men and women; no wonder Junna has no shyness at all when approaching and touching men reaction; no wonder Junna can be so determined to say that she will never fall in love in high school.

So it turns out that she can't feel love feelings, and Junnai's problem is more serious than he imagined.

Looking at the fragile and beautiful girl who was about to fall, Akashi's eyes became dark.

"Zheng, I can't do things that everyone can do, but I don't have the feelings that everyone has." Before Akashi's answer, Junna didn't care.She smiled slightly, and said in a soft and sweet voice, "Zheng, I'm a monster."

Akashi's pupils shrank suddenly. Although he didn't lose his composure, the smile on his face faded a lot.

"I envy Ryota so much, it hurts so much. At the same time, I am even more grateful for Ryota's confession and love. It is he who made me understand that in addition to rejection and fear, I can also have the emotion of 'envy' when dealing with love." Junnai smiled like a delicate flower, and there seemed to be stars twinkling in her eyes.

Akashi remained silent.

exclusion?fear?It turns out that this is how you viewed love and affection before. What ordinary people desire is pain for you.

He looked at the pair of impeccable eyes that were crystal clear, looked at the weak but heart-pounding smile, looked at the helpless trembling of the thin shoulders, and restrained himself from embracing her again. idea.

Because, even in such pain, Junna's back is still straight.She doesn't need hugs, words of persuasion and comfort.At this time, Akashi could do nothing but listen quietly.

"However, how can I avoid hurting my valued friends? Zheng, what do you think of me studying abroad?" Junnai's teeth chattered uncontrollably, and her voice trembled timidly.Coming to this world and meeting, acquainting and getting to know her favorite Two-dimensional idols is the happiest and proudest thing for her.However, if her presence would only bring them harm, Junna would rather stay away.

"Study abroad?" Akashi repeated very calmly.

"Yes, yes." Junna's body trembled, and her fingers unconsciously tightened her skirt.

"Juna, do you really think so? Don't rush to answer me, ask your heart, is this choice really the most sincere thought in your heart?" Vulnerabilities deep within others.

"..."

"Do you really want to leave here? Leave your friends behind?" Akashi asked again.

"…………In no mood."

"Then don't make a decision that goes against your will."

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Woohoo, I want to learn tennis from Uncle Minamijiro, I want to play tennis with Ryoma, I want to go to the supermarket with Kunimitsu to buy specials in the lounge time! I want to cook with Aunt Ayana, and I want to hug Karu with Aunt Rinko Bin chat!"

"When I was in school, I wanted to see Yumi, Kuroko-kun, Koike who was stubborn, Ogata who couldn't speak, Fire God-kun who hated me, and Kuto-senpai, Xiaolu-senpai, and everyone in the club. I want to see you on weekends. Yuu, mom, dad, Erina, Aki-nee, Shotaro, Eri... I want to be with everyone."

"I finally got a part-time job as a reporter. I want to cover the Tachikai Tennis Club, Shitenhoji Tennis Club, and Himei Tennis Club. I want to cover the Otokoma Volleyball Club, Aoba Josai Volleyball Club, and Shiratorizawa Volleyball Club. I have made an appointment with Xiangyang to interview the Karasuno volleyball club, woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! I didn’t see it last time , and, there is also the Luoshan basketball club where you are! I want to interview the school where 'Generation of Miracles' is!"

"I still have the unfulfilled dream of being a director, and %￥#*&%￥# of a professional tennis player." The following words were gradually blurred by the sound of crying. Junna raised her head and cried like a child Come out, crying loudly, "Ahhhhh, I like this place so much! I like everyone so much!"

The girl cried and mourned, like a trapped animal facing despair.

Akashi reached out and pulled Junna into his arms again.

"Sorry, Junna, let me hug you." His apology meant something.

"I don't want to leave, I like this place the most. Sign, sign, sign." Amid the crying, Junna called Akashi's name over and over again.

"I'm here, Junna, I'm here." Akashi replied over and over again.Holding her thin shoulders tightly with one hand, and gently stroking her head with the other, her eyes were dim.I'm sorry, Junna, even if you are in such pain, even knowing that my emotions will make you more painful, I can't give up liking you.This is his apology.

After about 10 minutes, Junna stopped crying and regained her composure.

She left Akashi's embrace, thanked him politely, cleaned her face with a wet tissue, and then took a small sip of the grape-flavored Ponta with both hands.Her eyes were red and swollen like a bunny, and her beautiful and flawless face was like a flower branch that had been hit by heavy rain. She was pitiful, fragile and helpless.

Junna slowly finished a can of Ponta.

Akashi handed over his bottle of Ponta, and still carefully opened the tab.

Junna stopped drinking halfway this time.

"Junna, I was the one who listened to you just now, and now I want to share my opinion on what you just said."

"Okay." The red lips parted slightly, and the soft voice was fluttering, revealing a sense of bewilderment.

"I don't think your troubles are a big deal." Akashi's words were quite blunt, and his demeanor was still restrained and gentle.Unlike Junna who valued his speech as something precious, he used the exact opposite.

Junna's eyes were full of confusion at first, and then she looked at Akashi with a little anxiety.

"Junna, you look at the world with your greatest kindness, and treat the people around you with the same attitude. This is your attitude in life. You have principles, so I won't make any comments." Akashi's voice was calm, and his eyes were sharp , "However, I have to admit that this is something that most people cannot do, and neither can I. What's even more rare is that you have no sympathy, and you have your own bottom line. I admire you from the bottom of my heart."

"When you are gentle, you are more gentle than anyone else, and when you are strong, you are stronger than anyone else." Gentle enough to silently disintegrate all his defenses, making him willingly indulge in this love; strong enough for him to rely on, let him confide in him I don't want to be known about my childhood past.Akashi's eyebrows stretched, "You blame yourself, suffer, and despair because the people around you were injured by you, but what do those people think?"

"What is your refusal and the harm you have done to them?"

"It's nothing! Don't think too highly of yourself! Junna Ninzu, maybe you don't have to wait until you graduate from high school, the scars on their hearts will heal automatically, and you can still use this incident to make fun of it in the future."

"Junnai, I don't agree with the idea of ​​empathy, and I don't like it. Everyone is an independent, complex and unique individual. Just imagination can make up for identity, gender, experience, personality, growth environment, family environment, Differences caused by factors such as education level, and then put yourself in thinking? Is this kind of thinking really the same as the other person’s feelings?”

"It can't be done. How can different people have 100% the same thinking. It is the same person who treats things differently at different stages of his growth."

"Just by imagining, you can become another person? How can you understand the other person's pain by thinking in your own shoes? What an arrogant idea, it's just the self-comfort of the weak. You are not yourself, and you can never understand the other person's mood 100% .Not 100% understanding, so what's the use?"

"but."

"Juna, you might as well use 'empathy' to think about it carefully." Akashi looked friendly and at ease.

"Zheng, what do you mean, if a friend around me encountered such a thing and knew that the friend would hurt me, then what would I do?" Junna said with some difficulty.

Akashi did not give an affirmative answer, but asked, "Will you dodge?" Junnai's reading comprehension must be perfect.

"No." Junna replied decisively.

"Even if you know how to get along with the other party, you will be hurt by the other party?"

"Yes, because we are friends."

Akashi stopped talking and looked deeply at Junna.That look that says "Since you think so, do you think your friends will run away from you knowing you'll hurt them?"

Junna shook her head firmly and slowly.

"Congratulations, you answered correctly." Akashi said calmly.

"……Um."

"Because of my own fault, my friend was injured. It's okay to think about it occasionally. The most important thing is to act. Both parties insist on their own choices. Friction is inevitable because of disagreements. The important thing is how to deal with it afterwards. To be honest, Junna, even if someone gets hurt because of your existence, so what? You have rejected many people, including your valued friends."

Junna bit her pink lips lightly, and nodded.

"So, how are those people now? Are they broken? Or are they coming out and picking themselves up?"

"..." Junna thought of Cirou, who already had other girls who cared about her.

Akashi got the answer from Junna's expression, and said lightly: "Go back and think about it yourself, don't give up easily. Junna, think hard, and find out the most suitable path for you."

"it is good."

"Ninzu Junna, I don't know what other people think, your existence is a wonderful thing to me, I feel from the bottom of my heart, it's great to meet you! Really, don't let me say this over and over again Words! Please remember, okay?" Akashi tilted his head slightly, the tips of his ears turned red.

He didn't use a decent and elegant smile to hide his discomfort.Of course, maybe past experience told him that it was useless to cover up, and Akashi could only avoid it in a clumsy way, with those crystal clear eyes.

He can praise anyone without repetition or interruption for 10 minutes, but he can't say a lot in front of Junna.

"Okay, okay." This is the answer with vibrato and joy.Although Junnai's heart knots were not completely untied because of these words, in her rainy heart, the rain stopped, and the sun shone through the gaps in the dark clouds.Junna's voice was soft, "I will not say things like 'Why did I come to this world', nor will I question my own existence, because that kind of thinking is disrespecting the signs of believing in me and liking me. "

"..." Akashi's entire face flushed red.Don't say the word "like" suddenly!Even if he knows that you are referring to the "like" between friends, his heart can't bear it.

"Zheng, thank you, I really want to say many thanks to you."

"One is enough." I hope that the relationship between us can become a relationship without saying "thank you".

"Okay, I got it." Sure enough, Zheng would feel annoyed if he talked too much.

"One more thing, you, no, yes, monster, thing." Akashi turned his head to look at Junna, finished speaking every word, and continued, "It's rare not to feel love, but it's rare and Not equal to a monster. I am a rare dual personality, do you think I am a monster?"

"Of course Zheng is not a monster!" Junna shouted without thinking.

"So, don't be prejudiced against yourself, it's okay, it's not a big deal, you're just a little bit special, have more confidence in yourself." It's okay, no matter what happens, no matter what you become, I will be by your side.

"Zheng, your situation is different from mine, you still have the possibility of recovery." Huh?Is it because of the light and position? What color is Zheng's left eye now?crimson?Warm orange?Junna squinted her eyes, the feeling of trance just now was gone, and she clearly saw that Akashi's left eye was orange.

"This answer is not what I expected."

"...I will try my best." Junna Shixiang changed the answer.Although she knows that she will never have a relationship in her life, Akashi will recover in the near future.

"Junna, I have a dual personality, you can't feel love feelings." It's a good match, isn't it?

"Yes."

"It's no big deal, we're just special, learn to accept our imperfect selves, and we can become better selves, isn't it?"

"... Hmm." Oops, my eyes are a little hot again.

"Junna."

"I'm da~" the soft voice, the ending is still lively and cute.

"In addition to envy, there are many different emotions towards love. As long as you explore, you will definitely find new things. Even if you don't understand, don't reject and fear it. How about treating love with a positive, positive, and equal heart?" said Miracles may not happen.

"Treat it positively, positively, and with an equal heart?" Chun Nai was taken aback, she had never thought about it this way, and she had always only rejected and feared love and affection.Hey, the attitude of Vulcan-kun towards her seems to be the same. Thinking about it this way, it seems that the relationship is really not scary... When Junna wakes up from the distraction, she notices that Akashi is staring at her stubbornly, and there seems to be a thousand words in her firm eyes Thousands of languages.She paused, pursed her lips, "I will try hard, I will understand love and feelings, and study it as a major topic!"

"There is no need for research, just treat them as equals." Junnai, to me, you are a ray of light piercing the endless darkness.

"I can only say that I try my best to do it, but I don't know if I can do it."

"As long as you are willing to try, we will tell you whether the result is successful or not." Anyway, it doesn't matter if it succeeds or fails.

"Yeah!" Hearing Akashi say this, Junna felt much more relaxed.

"Come on." I love you, and from now on.

"Okay!" Junna was full of vitality.After this day, she began to learn to accept herself without love feelings.

Then the atmosphere between the two became cheerful, and Akashi asked a few random questions, such as carrying such a heavy tennis bag, wouldn't it be tiring?Junna replied that it was just a matter of exercising.Speaking of this, Junna enthusiastically took out some anti-wolf equipment and distributed them to Akashi.

Akashi: "..." The mood is delicate.

Was he underestimated?Could it be that he is a weak image in Junnai's eyes?Is it the kind of image that needs girls to protect?Akashi pondered, in the future, in dealings with Junna, how to quietly let the other party know that his level of self-defense is actually very good.

Just when Akashi explained lightly, he has no business to do next, but very!I was very free, and successfully invited Junna to the amusement park, and I was planning to ride the Ferris wheel with Junna later.

"Bang!" There was a loud noise from the glass wall outside, and I saw a handsome boy with blond hair and golden eyes, with his head against the glass wall, and his smile was exceptionally bright.

"Ryota!" Junna was surprised, full of joy.

"Ryota." Akashi had no expression on his face, only an ominous premonition in his heart.

"Junna, I went back to school just now. After thinking about it, I still feel that it is wrong. Junna, you came to Kanagawa to find me. How can I not be a landlord. So, Kasamatsu-senpai and I asked for leave and changed Just put on your clothes and rushed over." Huang Lai walked into the coffee shop.

You are not at the level of changing clothes!Akashi's excellent eyesight and observation ability told him that Kise had changed from head to toe!

The messy short hair was styled with gel cream.The slightly long short hair is tied into a ponytail, and some hair strands from the left bangs are specially fixed to make oblique bangs. It is fashionable and refreshing, highlighting the advantages of three-dimensional and exquisite facial features. The silver earring on the left ear is really shining!

The crumpled basketball jersey was completely changed.Lemon yellow long-sleeved loose T-shirt. From the hollowed-out neckline, you can see the black lining inside. There is a fashionable necklace on the neck, and blue-gray slim-fit trousers underneath. The two long legs are particularly slender. The above is SODA's latest blue sneakers.Even the satchel is not spared, I chose the classic item of FIREWORKS!

She also sprayed perfume on her body.This kind of fresh citrus fruit fragrance at the first smell, and the delicate amber fragrance at the end, is the BLEUAIR of the GEMSTONE sky series.Akashi clearly remembers that the introductory text of this men's fragrance reads "It gives people a clean, bright and youthful feeling, with a mature charm, suitable for leisurely dating (emphasis added) and other occasions."

yellow!Seto!cold!too, what are you doing?

Akashi kept a polite smile.

What's the matter with you trying your best to dress up?What means!Do you think you are that flamboyant peacock?Do you remember that you were rejected by Junna?It's the kind of complete rejection!You never have another chance!Or, are you provoking me?

Although Junna is not the kind of girl who judges people by their appearance, Akashi is still super upset.

Especially looking at Junna who quickly stood up and walked out of the booth to say hello. The petite and sweet girl stood beside the tall and handsome Kise.The former has a primrose-colored dress with sneakers, and the latter has a lemon-yellow long-sleeved T-shirt with sneakers. The faint look of a couple's outfit is both visual... White sportswear with blood stains Akashi's indifferent face.jpg.

"Junnai, this dress is very suitable for you. Your cuteness has increased again, and my heartbeat has become faster and faster." Kise has a tall and straight figure, a bright smile without any haze, and an enthusiastic attitude. sense of proportion.

"Thank you for the compliment, Ryota, you are also very handsome." Junna's eyebrows and eyes curved.

Very good!Ryota looks very energetic!What's more, Junna's perception told her that Ryota didn't force her spirits up, but really revived herself!Although she was not as energetic as before she was rejected, she was still very happy!I am so happy that I am about to cry!Ryota, can I think that the wound I brought to you can be completely healed someday in the future?

"You're cuter, Junna, you're so cute." Kise's eyebrows and eyes were full of sincerity, he praised, and immediately changed the subject, "Junna, what are you going to do now?"

If Kise knew what Junna was thinking at this time, she would definitely roll her eyes and answer like this.He doesn't know if he will be healed, but of course he needs to be refreshed!He is going to fight little Akashi with an eye for an eye!An eye for an eye!Do you think he is an idiot in front of you!It's too much!Actually use him!Are there any brothers like you!

Woohoo, it's too much, before leaving, Akashi didn't even give him a comforting hug!

After returning to school, Kise became more and more angry because he was so moved by Akashi!Worried about Junna's state, after some hesitation, she still came over.

That's great, Junna is still there, her eyes look like she's been crying, but she's in good spirits!It's great that you're okay!However, the smile is so cute that it's a foul!And what's with this sweet dress?Nima!I really want to confess again!Take people home!Kise Minato shamelessly (crossed out) unilaterally decided that he and Junna are now in a couple costume.

After being healed by Junna's smile, Kise felt relieved and finally remembered his other purpose!He narrowed his eyes and glanced at Akashi, his eyes were sharp and full of provocation, while talking to Junna in a gentle and soft voice.

"We made an appointment with Zheng to go to the amusement park." Junna said the next itinerary unprepared.

"Good arrangement." Kise gave a thumbs up.I was thinking in my heart, good little Akashi, I can't see that you are quite good at flirting, and you have something wrong in your heart!He can't just watch the cute little Chunna fall into the hands of the big tail wolf!So, he said with a smile, "I have three free tickets to the amusement park here. It just so happens that the three of us go together."

"Can you use it for us?" Junna was so pleasantly surprised that she could go to the amusement park with Zheng and Ryota!look forward to!

"Of course, this is the coupon my manager gave me. I have been busy with club activities and didn't use it up. If I don't go now, it will expire. You and Akashi can accompany me. I'm just wishing for it."

"Great! Sei, Ryota is going to the amusement park with us too!" Junna Hoshi looked at Akashi.

"Yeah, me too." Kise's voice was gentle, but he looked at Akashi and said, "This is something Junna is looking forward to. If you refuse, she will definitely be disappointed."

Akashi: "..."