novelraw Chapter 136 Tuo Cha Locked
Chapter 136 Tuo Cha Locked
You suddenly feel enlightened.
Even just maintaining the relationship doesn't seem so bad.
It is confirmed that the relationship is only a matter of form, will he care about the form?
If you're really in a relationship—shouldn't you be thinking about getting married next?
But will he really marry someone?You can't imagine it.
What's more, this person is a wanted criminal in this world, and no one will issue him a marriage certificate.
He is a black household in another world, but no one has issued a marriage certificate to him.
Since you can't get married, isn't it the same if you round up and don't confirm the relationship!
Since you thought he was not good at the beginning, wouldn't it be nice to round up Plato!
You no longer know whether this is trying to comfort yourself, or if you really think so.
...Forget it, it doesn't matter.
You see, although he has not responded to you all the time, you are still so happy today, and your relationship seems to have remained unchanged.
You are already very satisfied.
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You thought so.
But when I fell asleep at night, I still couldn't help crying.
You really like him, like him very much, like him very, very, very much. .
You really want to do more with him if you can.
But those are just your extravagant wishes, and they should be some unattainable wishes for you.
He is the devil Dostoevsky.
It was Fei Jiaqin who everyone thought he would never fall in love with anyone.
He still has his own great goals and ideals, how can he be distracted by you, any other individual?
Enough is enough.
You are happy enough.
After all, you are nothing special to him.
...You are not his Bai Yueguang either.
You cried and cried, tired, and fell asleep.
You dreamed of Fedya Kiss.
In the dream, you have never seen Mr. Dostoevsky, and you love him as a paper man just like before.
Talk about him with friends all the time.
Even when he was eating, he was still looking at him.
What he talks about, what he thinks in his heart, and what he sees in his dreams are all from him.
As long as you love him, you can feel happiness.
Even if he is just a cardboard man.
Even if he doesn't exist at all.
You really like him.
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I don't know if it's because you cried until you fell asleep too late, and you woke up very late the next morning.
Tosi woke up earlier than you, he didn't see the breakfast you prepared for himself, so he tried his best to recall - you are still in his memory, it is unlikely that you have gone back.
In order to confirm the situation, he knocked on your door, but no one answered.
It would be better if it was just a sound sleep, but it's better to confirm for the time being.
He opened your door with the spare key, and he was relieved to see that you were still sleeping soundly on the bed.
Just as he was about to close the door, his eyes fell on the notebook you spread out on the table.
"Even if you don't respond to me, I will always love you deeply."
——In the notebook, there is such a line of words.
Seeing this, he smiled.
"...What a silly kid."
He was talking to himself like this, looking at the return gift in his hand, hesitating what to do next.
Should we continue to see how anxious you are, or stop here?
...Although he has always adhered to the principle of "the more entertainment the better", but this time there are really too many.If you continue to play, you are too pitiful.
He still, will have a little bit - really just a little bit - love you.
Until now, he hasn't told you the truth.
Long before you fell in love with him, you were an irreplaceable important existence to him.
Even if you don't know this, even understand his ideals, know most of his shortcomings, and you deliberately delay responding to you for a whole month after he received the love letter, you can still say "Even if you don't respond to me , I will always love you deeply"... No wonder he was so jealous of "someone" when he was young.
You compare "love" to a type of "sin".
So why not "be loved"?
He is like a high-ranking god who has the right to punish evil.
However, in the final analysis, he is only a human being.
No one stipulates that a god can't fall in love with an ordinary human woman.
Even a god is partial to a certain individual who can attract him.
Toss puts the chocolates next to your notebook.
He picked up the pen and wrote the following sentence on the bottom line of the notebook——
"Although individual human beings are insignificant to me and my ideal. However, if I can greedily add one point, it is——I hope that there will be an individual named you in my ideal town."
Then, he left your room and closed the door gently for you.
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You don't wake up until the afternoon.
You woke up hungry.
My stomach screamed from hunger.
You wake up in a daze, smelling a delicious chocolate smell.
You follow the smell to the table and find a box of beautifully packaged things on the table.
Without even thinking about it, you unwrapped the package and found that the gift bag really contained chocolates, or your favorite white chocolates. Don't mention how happy you were, you grabbed the white chocolates and put them in your mouth.
...Let's talk about it after eating, and then go to brush your teeth and rinse your mouth later, it will be bad if you starve to death.
You don't forget to find a valid excuse for your irregular behavior.
Hey, take a closer look, why is there an extra sentence in the notebook?
Did you sleepwalk and write it last night?
"Although individual human beings are insignificant to me and my ideal. However, if I can greedily add one more point, it is——I hope that there will be an individual named you in my ideal town."
...It kind of smells like Fei Jia kissing you. You are a genius who can come up with such words!
You continue to eat white chocolate to replenish your energy.
Then you noticed... Huh, strange, this doesn't seem to be your handwriting? ? ?
Your handwriting looks like a dog ate it, and this handwriting looks like printed handwriting.
... And ... isn't this still Russian script?
You actually understand?
When did you learn Russian so slippery?
...Wait, isn't this something you made up by yourself?
You immediately opened the dictionary and looked it up word by word.
I really didn't get it wrong.
... There is no one else here. If it was not written by you, it may only be left by Tuosi.
Then this chocolate should also be him——
Huh? ? ?
What? ? ?
what! ? ! ? ! ?
You finally came to your senses, subconsciously leaned back, and fell down along with the stool.
"Huh???" You silently put the chocolate back into the box. Fortunately, you only ate a third of it...
Well not this question!
You knew already.
Today must be April Fool's Day! ! !
Hahaha!
Useless Mr. Dostoevsky!It's not that easy to lie to you! ! !
You have to lie back!
So you changed your clothes and rushed to the bathroom to tidy up, then rushed to Dostoevsky's study and slammed open the door——
"Mr. Dostoevsky, let me tell you, I've actually been in a relationship with Mr. Dazai for a long time! I've done all kinds of things!!!"
Tosi who is reading a book and waiting for you to wake up: ……………………………………
Okay, okay, it looks like you've fallen asleep again.Probably because he procrastinated for so long that you subconsciously couldn't accept the reality. You thought it was April Fool's Day. Did he deliberately tease you?
"Really." Tosi wasn't smiling, he closed the book with a sullen face, and approached you, "...May I ask, what are these and other things about?"
He cornered you and didn't forget to lock the door.
"Uh...that's...that and that kind of thing...you see, it's what lovers do...!" You waved your hands and gestured back and forth.
"Then, what are the specific things?" Tuosi didn't stretch out his hand to thump you, he thumped you all by his aura.
"It's just... just... kissing... and... that... the kind of thing that adults will do... stepping on the gas pedal and racing at high speed..." You tilt your head to the left, and then He tilted his head to the right, not knowing where to look.
Hey, isn't this an April Fool's Day joke?Why is he so angry! ?
"You mean, you have done all the above things with him?"
"...Yes, yes!"
"...Are you sure, Chacha?"
"Of course I'm sure!" Isn't it an April Fool's Day joke!Who is afraid of whom!Knock to the end!
"...Since you have been dating Dazai-kun for a long time, why did you write something like this to me?"
"What, what?"
"...This, I don't think you will forget it so quickly." Tosi conjured up the love letter you wrote to him out of nowhere—and was brought back to the original world by him!
"That, that is..." It's over, you can't make it up anymore, who can fight against a devil!
"Just, even if you want to expose my silly April Fool's Day joke, you shouldn't use this to expose me..." You lowered your head and pointed at your fingers. It was clearly a winter-like spring, and you even felt a surge of water on your forehead. Beads of sweat came out.
"...April Fool's Day?"
"Yes, yes...April Fool's Day...otherwise, why would you give me chocolates and write that kind of words in my notebook...Ah! I didn't write that sentence in my notebook for you! Don't get me wrong!!!"
"Today is not that kind of boring day." Tosi didn't even bother to pay attention to your useless excuse later, "Before a thorough investigation is made, you shouldn't come to a conclusion so quickly."
"...Hey, what day is it today? Why did you give me chocolates? You still leave that kind of words?"
"Isn't there such a custom in Japan - on March 3, the party who received the gift in the previous month needs to return the gift and tell the other party his heart."
"...but I'm Chinese!" You retorted subconsciously.
"You've watched too many Japanese animations, your mind has already been taken over, hasn't it?"
"...That's right, as expected of Mr. Dostoevsky, what you said is really reasonable!" You applauded Dostoyevsky.
then.
You are stunned.
……what.
What did he just say?
Today is White Day?
So the person receiving a gift on Valentine's Day needs to tell the other person their heart...? ? ?
What did he tell you—? ? ?
Is it the chocolate, or the message? ? ?
Speaking of which, what was written in that message——
"Although individual human beings are insignificant to me and my ideal. However, if I can greedily add one more point, it is——I hope that there will be an individual named you in my ideal town."
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what! ! ! ! !
Grass, grass! ! ! ! !
You are a fool!
Why didn't you see that it was Mr. Dostoevsky's return and response to your Valentine! ?
Do not--
should say--
Who [*muffled*] would have guessed it! ! !
Looking at you in front of him, Tosi suddenly froze in place.
A full 3 minutes.
After 3 minutes, you leaned back as if waking up from a dream, and hit your head.
Tosi: ……………………
"It hurts..." You clutched the place where your head was hit, still unable to believe the reality, "What... What do you mean...???"
"Didn't I respond clearly?" Tosi tilted his head.
"W-what...but how could you really respond to me!? You are...but...you are Dostoevsky!!!"
"There is no direct connection between the two, Chacha." Tuo Si finally withdrew his terrifying aura of dying, and said to you with a smile, "If you still can't recover from it, I don't mind first Wait until you clear your mind."
"I, I... How am I going to sort out this kind of thing by myself!?" You take half a step forward, if you get any closer, you will be stuck with Dostoevsky, " ...Ha, that means...you agreed to my...my...relationship application?"
"Of course, isn't that what you expected?"
"...I am indeed looking forward to it, but how can you respond to me!?"
"...?"
"You're OOC, Mr. Dostoevsky!"
"...Then, do you need me to respond to you, or not? Please think about it now."
"I...I..." You hesitated for a long time, but couldn't say anything except the syllable "I".
"Well, since you can't say anything now, then..."
"...?" Although you don't know what kind of medicine is sold in Tuo Si's gourd, you have a premonition that something will happen to you next.
"Just let me use this limited Christmas voice ticket." Tosi didn't know where he conjured up the stuff he had drawn in the lottery.
"……what!?"
"Didn't you say before that it can be used at any time?"
"That's right—"
"Then it's fine."
"...I, I know..."
Ha... Thank you very much, Mr. Dostoevsky.
You are so thoughtful, knowing that you can't speak, so using this method will make you less entangled.
"Then please read this to me."
... It's strange! ! !
You looked at the love letter you wrote to him the month before he handed you, and just wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in.
... Bring back the emotion you just felt!In the end, you still suffered, didn't you!
"But, but..." You tried to evade, this is too shameful! ?
"...You are the owner of the milk tea shop, you should lead by example."
"I, I see..." You took the love letter you wrote to him, and tremblingly opened the envelope, only the sense of shame spread infinitely in your heart.
Devil, this man is a devil!Shake S!Crumb rice balls! ! !
"Please start quickly, you can't keep the guests waiting for too long." Tosi urged you on purpose, his brisk tone gave you the illusion that he was about to float into the sky.
"........."
There is no escape.
This is a hole you dug yourself.
He must just like to look at people's embarrassing behavior... He is so hateful...
However, what can be done about this.
Who made you like this scumbag man! ! !
So, you take a deep breath——
"To Mr. Dostoevsky."
"I, I never thought...you, you...you would really, really...appear in front of my eyes one day."
You trembled, not knowing whether it was because of shame, or because of the shock and touch that he agreed to your confession.In short, you can't calm yourself down at all.
"Yes, I showed up."
And that's how he responds to you.
"The day you left for the first time, I was sad for a long time and thought I would never see you again."
"Don't worry, I'm still here until now."
……
"The days and nights spent with you are like a dream to me. I'm afraid that one day when I wake up from the dream, everything will disappear with it."
"Unfortunately, this is not a dream. Since you like the song 'ドリームレス?ドリームス', let me answer you with the lyrics in it—I hope you can continue to love the follow-up of this dream."
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"Mr. Dostoevsky, since long ago, I have always... always... loved... loved you."
"...If this kind of mood is 'love', then I am the same." He didn't give you a chance to grasp the key point of his words, and urged you to say, "...please continue."
So you have to turn to the next one, which is a love letter to Fei Jiaqin——
"Suddenly write you something similar to a letter, I don't know if it will disturb you."
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Unlike the previous one, he never interrupted you while you were reading this one.
"I love you. I'm not expecting anything but simply loving you."
He didn't say a word until you finished reading the last sentence and buried your head with a blushing face.
"...You... What are you talking about! I finally finished reading!"
In the end, you were forced to speak first.
"Okay...good boy, do you need me to reward you with something?"
What?award?
As soon as you hear this sentence, you will be excited. To be honest, you really want to pull him into your private car, step on the accelerator and run to the high speed without stopping, but——
"……Unfortunately."
Tosi poured cold water on you again.
"Because this is me 'exchanging rewards', so there is no way to reward you in return."
... On purpose, he definitely did it on purpose!
"You crumb rice ball! You're just playing with me!!! You did it on purpose!! You bastard!!!"
You stretched out your hand, rushed forward and beat his chest, tears were also squeezed out.
"...But, don't you like me like this?"
"...You shut up! I don't like you! Big liar! Big bastard! Crumb rice balls! The world's number one crumb!!!"
Tired of beating, you simply hugged him directly and buried your head in his chest.
You like the feeling when you hug him.
It's not the same as a pillow.
You can hear his heartbeat.
You can feel his heat.
He is alive.
He is responding to you.
"Since you don't like it, then please let it go. I think you should have heard this Chinese proverb called 'men and women don't give or take each other'."
"...I don't want to let go!"
"But……"
"...It's okay, I just like you! I don't want to let go! I don't want to die!!! Even if you want to punish me right here, I won't let go!!!"
"Please rest assured, I will not do such a thing."
"...can you not beat around the bush and say 'you can keep hugging me'!"
"........." Although Tuosi really wanted to ask you not to dismantle him, but after thinking about it carefully, he was the one who dismantled you first, so he had to give up.
"Also!!! I want to use my precious sea view room in exchange for the chance to realize my wish!"
"...So you still remember this."
"...Of course I remember! That's my precious sea view room!"
"But..." Toss paused, "If you are in a hurry to get a reply, or if you want to get an affirmative answer no matter what, wouldn't it be faster to use this opportunity directly?"
you:…………………………
Yuan, so there is such a trick! ? ! ?
chacha!What a retard you are! ! !
You want to cry in Tuo Si's arms, but you feel so stupid!
But how can you admit it!
"...I, I don't care for the reply obtained by such despicable means!" This is called a dead duck's mouth.
"Okay... then, what kind of wish do you want to achieve?"
"I...I..." You hesitated for a long time, countless options lingered in your mind, but in the end you only squeezed out this sentence: "I hope you can hug me."
"...but now we're hugging."
Yes, yes...that's true...
You just came back to your senses.
You are such a simple child.
Tuo thought.
He obviously wanted to write about his chariot, but at this moment, his reaction was to just want a hug.
"Then...then..." You raised your head and looked at Tuosi from bottom to top, refusing to let go of your hand, "I...I...I want to pick...pick...kiss... May I……?"
"... I see, can I just make this wish?"
"Yeah, yum..." You nodded, and buried your face in his chest shyly.
"You can't kiss like this, Chacha."
Tosi breaks free from your restraint, holds your hand, interlocks your fingers, wraps the other hand around the back of your head, and bends slightly.
And you just closed your eyes nervously, having never kissed anyone before and you have no idea what it's like.
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There was a warm touch from the lips.
Softer than expected.
It was just a kiss like a superficial kiss.
Immediately, he leaves you.
"Is this enough?" You are completely different from the blushing you who can't say a word because of shyness, he looks the same as usual.
"...full, satisfied."
You answered lightly, and your mind was filled with the bullet screen text of "Mr. Dostoevsky and I kissed kissed kissed kissed".
How can you describe your happiness at the moment?
... This level of happiness is simply impossible to express in words.
"Is that so...it's really a pity."
When Tosi said this, the smile on his face disappeared.
"Ok?"
Before you had time to react, he pressed your chin and kissed you again.
"—Unfortunately, I haven't been satisfied yet."
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The days ahead are still long.
One day, you will know the reason why he is partial to you, and you will know the past about him that you have never experienced.
One day, he will also arrive at his ideal land.
That may be tomorrow, or it may be a long, long time.
However, no matter how long it takes, only you will always be by his side.
as his believers.
as his friend.
as his lover.
you love him.
Whether it's Fedya Kiss who is a paper figure, or Mr. Dostoevsky who accompanies you like a friend.
You are all - deeply in love with -
Forever.
Until the gods punish you for your crimes.
you will also-
always--
in love with him--
The author has something to say:
Simple and crude title!
Tuocha is locked, I swallowed the key, it is not easy for you to struggle for so long, I can only cry for my old mother
Next, there will be talks and special episodes in the future!mwah!
I've been thinking for a long time whether I should write a postscript... Although I finished it, I still don't plan to post it because it's too long 23333333
PS. This postscript is similar to writing thoughts, are you sure you want to read 2333? ? ?
If you want to see it, I will put it in the future talk qvq