I have loved you in my own way

Chapter 981

When going to bed at night, Shi Sheng takes the initiative to go to the guest room, "Xiaoyi, you can go to my room tonight and sleep with Yueqing." When Sheng whispers to Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi also understands her task.

"Well, sister Shisheng, don't be angry." Although Xiaoyi is for her own task, Shi Sheng is very kind to her, just like her sister. She doesn't want to make Shi Sheng sad because of this.

Although she is a woman, she knows the feeling and grievance in Shi Sheng's heart. She is just like a dumb person eating Coptis. She can't tell the pain, but Shi Sheng is also pitiful. She loves Gu Yueqing and wants to inherit his family, but she can only find another woman to realize this idea for her.

"I'm angry. I found you. I've thought about the consequences. It's OK." Shisheng comforts Xiaoyi, but she is also comforting her heart. But... Do you really not mind? She doesn't know now. From the beginning of looking for surrogacy to now, her mind is in chaos.

However, her only idea is to have a child for Gu Yueqing. Since her chance of having a child is very small, it's better to find an excellent surrogate as soon as possible to replace her. She also hopes that she won't mind if she really gets there.

"Shi Sheng... Do you really want this?" Xiaoyi sees that Shisheng still insists, so she has to do her part. She goes into Gu Yueqing's and Shisheng's room and waits for Gu Yueqing. Gu Yueqing comes out of the bathroom and holds her in her arms from behind Shisheng. The smell of Fragrant Shower Gel fills Shisheng's whole nose.

"I think you have a son. Don't worry about me. I do it for you. It doesn't matter." Shi Sheng shakes his head and tries to show Gu Yueqing a safe smile, but he can't smile at all.

Gu Yueqing didn't speak any more. He turned Shi Sheng's body to face him and gave him a domineering and rude kiss, declaring his sovereignty. This kiss made Shi Sheng addicted and attached to him. But this evening, Gu Yueqing was going to sleep with another woman, who sent her to his room by herself.

For a long time, Gu Yueqing released Shi Sheng and looked at him affectionately. Shi Sheng pushed Gu Yueqing away in a hurry. "You go to bed quickly. It's too late. Don't let Xiaoyi wait." Finish saying, when Sheng flurried into the room next to Gu Yueqing, the door locked.

Gu Yueqing looks at the closed room next door. He sighs silently. When he enters the room, he sees Xiaoyi, who is confined to sitting by the bed. Gu Yueqing gently closes the door of the room, but he doesn't want to pay attention to Xiaoyi. He takes off his clothes and goes to bed.

Xiaoyi saw that she quickly got up and wanted to take off her clothes for Gu Yueqing, but was stopped by Gu Yueqing, "don't hurry, have a rest, I won't touch you." Gu Yueqing made it clear to Xiaoyi that Xiaoyi would not be so restrained, and he would not choose to betray Shisheng.

Xiaoyi stays in the same place and looks at Gu Yueqing. She has her own sense of mission in her heart, but this kind of thing can't force the other party too much. Xiaoyi tangles with herself secretly, "but... I'm the surrogate that Miss Shi found. If you don't touch me, what can I do?" Xiaoyi said timidly.

Gu Yueqing also understands that Shi Sheng only wants to have a child for himself. Even if she gives herself up to another woman, she still accepts the grievance and endures it silently. However, it can't go against her heart and love for Shi Sheng. Shi Sheng can bear it, but he can't accept it safely.

"It's OK. I'm doing this to keep Shisheng from being sad. She's already very sad. If you and I really have children, I can't imagine what she will do." Gu Yueqing hangs his clothes in the closet and confides his true thoughts in his heart with his back to Xiaoyi.

Although Shi Sheng's heart is how to arrange, Gu Yueqing will unconditionally agree and comply, but, do or not depends on him, especially in this matter, no matter tomorrow Shi Sheng will blame himself, he will not choose to completely listen to Shi Sheng's arrangement to touch small art.

"But, how can I tell sister Shisheng? She's my boss, anyway..." Xiaoyi didn't expect that Gu Yueqing and Shisheng really agreed, but she didn't want to. Gu Yueqing just promised Shisheng to find a surrogate and didn't agree to have a baby with him.

Xiaoyi is in trouble, and Gu Yueqing is also worried. If Shi Sheng knows that he has not touched Xiaoyi and will not have children with her, will Shi Sheng leave him again because of such things? Once he thinks of Shi Sheng's leaving every time, Gu Yueqing feels scared. He often dares not recall his feelings after such things happen.

"It doesn't matter. She won't do anything for you. Let's do it first. You can sleep in peace and I won't touch you. This is what I promised her. Since I have promised, I will do it. If I can't do the most basic promises, it's better not to say so well." Gu Yueqing thinks a little, persuades Xiaoyi, and takes the initiative to take out a quilt from the cupboard and spread it on the floor.

"Mr. Gu, what are you doing? You can't sleep on the ground." When Gu Yueqing is about to lie down, Xiaoyi comes forward to stop him. What kind of identity is Gu Yueqing? No one does not know, how can because of her and wronged Gu Yueqing sleep on the ground.

This kind of thing spread out, will certainly let people surprise, "it's OK, I'm worried that I will think at night when Sheng in my side to do something bad to you." Gu Yueqing stops Xiaoyi with a smile and comforts her. He arranges the floor and closes his eyes.

Xiaoyi stands in the same place and looks at Gu Yueqing sleeping on the ground. She recalls what Gu Yueqing said to herself just now. No matter which girl she is, if she knows that her beloved is doing this for her, she will be moved. Gu Yueqing and Shi Sheng have experienced too much for each other.

But now in Xiaoyi's opinion, at least as I saw with my own eyes, Gu Yueqing's love for Shi Sheng is really deep and firm, even more inseparable than what is described on the Internet. Xiaoyi suddenly feels guilty, but since Gu Yueqing insists on it, it's hard for him to say anything, so he has to do it first.

While Shisheng is alone in the next room with the door closed. There is no light in the dark room. He sits by the bed and faces the window. The cool wind blows in along the slightly staggered gap of the window. It covers Shisheng's face and looks at the distant moonlight outside.

His face is already covered with tears unconsciously. Shi Sheng looks out of the window dully, but he can't help thinking about the next room. He doesn't know what happened to Gu Yueqing and Xiaoyi. Shi Sheng gently wipes the tears on his face. "This is... How did I cry? It's obvious that I sent him by myself."

Shisheng sobs, but his heart aches quietly. Shisheng covers his heart with his hands. I don't know why his heart is so uncomfortable. Now, they should have a rest. I don't know when Xiaoyi will be pregnant with Gu Yueqing's child.

However, if Xiaoyi is really pregnant with Gu Yueqing's child, will she really be happy and not sad at all? Shi Sheng didn't know. He was very tangled in his heart. He didn't know what he was thinking. However, in a word, it is necessary to carry on the family line.

She has no way to give birth to a boy for Gu Yueqing, but for the sake of caring for her family and Gu Yueqing, she can only choose to endure. As long as Gu Yueqing can have a child who can be inherited from her family, she is not wronged by these grievances. Shi Sheng doesn't know when, lying on the bed and quietly weeping to sleep.

It was not until the next day when the door was knocked that Sheng was numb and cold, that he found that he fell asleep last night and the window was not closed.

"Sister Shi Sheng, are you awake?" Xiaoyi's voice comes from outside the door. Shi Sheng simply stretches his body, no longer so numb. He gets up and opens the door, "what's the matter, Xiaoyi?" When Sheng sees Xiaoyi packing up all her things, she still stands in front of her room with her bag on her back.

Let when Sheng some don't understand, "elder sister, I return money to you, this task I don't do, Gu Zong he really love you, so let me also have no way, I also was moved."

Xiaoyi slept very uneasily last night. Although her tasks and responsibilities are like this, she doesn't know why she can't do it in the face of Gu Yueqing. Instead, she feels a sense of guilt lingering on her body.

Xiaoyi made a decision early in the morning. She didn't do this task. Even if she broke the rules and couldn't get a refund, she didn't want to go on doing it. It was a matter of willingness rather than being forced to agree. Therefore, Xiaoyi had to choose her own initiative to quit. Only in this way could she let Shisheng get rid of the idea of surrogacy and let Gu Yueqing settle down.

"What's the matter? Did Yueqing bully you last night? " But Shi Sheng doesn't understand what Xiaoyi means by saying these words. Instead, he thinks that Gu Yueqing scares Xiaoyi and makes her say so.

"No elder sister, what Gu said to me last night touched me. He really loved you. He said that he promised you that he just didn't want you to have psychological pressure and burden, and he was worried that you would leave him again. But he chose not to do it because he didn't want to betray you, and he didn't want to go against his heart and love."

Xiaoyi explains quickly, pulls Shisheng to sit on the sofa and tells Shisheng what Gu Yueqing said to Xiaoyi last night. After listening, Shisheng is silent. Her heart is already full of mixed feelings. Xiaoyi's words moved Shi Sheng. It turns out that Gu Yueqing was worried about his feelings, but he didn't consider whether he was willing to accept such an arrangement.

"Elder sister, money will be back to your card soon. You can treat Mr. Gu well. He really loves you. His love can't tolerate a little gravel or a little stain." Xiaoyi gets up and gives the last advice to Shi Sheng. Don't let Shi Sheng forget the essence of love and Gu Yueqing's complete heart because of his temporary frustration.