I have loved you in my own way

Chapter 978

Although Shi Sheng has always been thinking about Xiao AI in her heart, which has also brought her great psychological influence, Gu Yueqing has been comforting Shi Sheng, so that she is no longer worried.

"Well, don't think so much all the time. Just like our Xixi, there are many kind-hearted children." Gu Yueqing mentioned that he had been with Shisheng's children, which really moved Shisheng. He didn't have so much sentimentality.

"Well, the clearer I know, I won't think too much." Shi Sheng sips his lips and smiles. Shi Sheng recalls the time when he was with Xi Xi. Unconsciously, it has been a long time.

When Sheng secretly hurt, but fleeting, back to the room early rest, Gu Yueqing looked at when Sheng lonely figure, sighed, followed when Sheng back to the room.

Shi Sheng didn't fall asleep all night. Looking at Gu Yueqing who is sleeping peacefully beside him, he thinks that Gu Yueqing likes his children so much, and Xixi... Shi Sheng decides to go to the hospital to check his physical condition.

After all, I've experienced so much in recent years, and with the growth of age, I don't know whether my body is still not suitable for giving birth, and I don't know whether I can stand the hardship and hardship of having a baby in October.

Shi Sheng quietly gets up at night and orders an obstetrician and gynaecologist on the Internet. He decides to have a check-up at dawn. If his body is OK, he will work hard for Gu Yueqing again and for himself.

The next day, when Sheng arrived at the maternity hospital according to the scheduled time, when Sheng, who had just entered the hospital and was still looking for a department, suddenly met his former colleagues.

"Shisheng? Is it really you A woman's voice came from behind Shi Sheng. The woman patted Shi Sheng on the shoulder, "Chen Yan? What a coincidence that you are here. "

Shi Sheng instinctively looks at the person who photographed him. Shi Sheng is surprised that he has resigned for many years. He did not expect that his former colleagues would remember him. After so many things, even if Shi Sheng forgot his former colleagues, they would not forget him.

"What's the matter with you? Pregnant? " Chen Yan greets with Shi Sheng. Then she remembers that she is in the obstetrics and Gynecology Hospital, and Shi Sheng is here. Chen Yan thinks that Shi Sheng is pregnant and has some surprises. She is very happy.

When it comes to the topic of children, Shi Sheng quietly changed his face. "I want to have a physical examination. I want to have another child. I don't know how he is."

Shisheng whispers to Chen Yan about the purpose of her visit. Chen Yan doesn't say much. She takes Shisheng to her clinic. Chen Yan is now the director of Obstetrics and gynecology. She doesn't need Chen Yan to check this situation, but because of her old colleagues, Chen Yan decides to go to her own clinic.

"I'll check it for you, and you'll feel at ease." Chen Yan whispers, and Shi Sheng agrees that as long as she can check, but since she is an acquaintance, she is more at ease.

Chen Yan personally took Shi Sheng to do a series of checks. The time passed by half in an instant. She just had to wait for the results to come out. Fortunately, Chen Yan arranged a quick service for Shi Sheng, and didn't have to wait for a long time.

In the afternoon, when the examination results come out, Chen Yan calls Shi Sheng back to the consulting room again, "Shi Sheng, we are all acquaintances, so I won't beat around the bush with you."

Chen Yan looks at the examination results and looks at Sheng anxiously. She tries to open her mouth carefully. "It's OK. Just tell me. How's my health?" Shi Sheng has a feeling that it's not very good, but his heart beats faster than he can control. Shi Sheng prays silently in his heart not to be bad news.

However, everything is unsatisfactory, "Shisheng, you can't be pregnant any more." Chen Yan's words make Shi Sheng's mood fall to the bottom, and there is no way to get pregnant again.

Shi Sheng couldn't accept it for a long time. He thought he had heard it wrong. He couldn't believe it and asked repeatedly, "what did you say? I, I can't be pregnant anymore? "

Shi Sheng doesn't want to believe it, but the tears in her eyes and the pain in her nose can't deceive her heart. Chen Yan doesn't speak, but nods with deep regret.

When Sheng suddenly all the strength seems to be pulled away, hands lying on the table, trying to open his body, "your uterus early years received trauma, and your uterus has begun to shrink, the number of eggs is too small, so there is no way."

Chen Yan turns over the examination results and puts them in front of Shi Sheng, because sooner or later she wants to see the examination. It's better to let Shi Sheng accept the fact at this time.

Shi Sheng was exhausted. She found that her body was abnormal early in the morning. But she was so busy that she ignored her body. This is the reason why she is sorry now. It's all her fault.

Shi Sheng silently closes her eyes and tears slide down her face. Chen Yan understands Shi Sheng '.

Every day in the face of countless girls to abortion, but also met many want to have children but powerless middle-aged women, the world has too much helplessness and sorrow.

"Shisheng, don't be too sad." Chen Yan doesn't know how to comfort Shi Sheng. For a moment, it's hard to open her mouth. Shi Sheng waves her hand and says it's OK. Let Chen Yan not worry.

But in order not to let Gu Yueqing worry, Shi Sheng asks Chen Yan not to tell anyone about her before going out, especially Gu Yueqing. After Chen Yan agrees, Shi Sheng gets up and leaves powerlessly. Shi Sheng didn't know how he came out of the hospital. He didn't come back until he got out of the hospital and was exposed to the strong sunlight.

Shi Sheng stands at the gate of the hospital, blaming himself in his heart: Shi Sheng, why are you so useless? You can't even have a child. Gu Yueqing is so eager to have another child, but you can't give it to her. What else can you bring to Gu Yueqing? You bring him only worry, fear, and now may be more like, lost it.

When Sheng came home with despair, he saw Gu Yue cleaning up at home, "what are you cleaning up?" When Sheng asked instinctively, Gu Yueqing looked at Shi Sheng and showed her the toy in his hand.

After learning that Shisheng wanted to have children, Gu Yueqing went to the mall early this morning and bought many toys for children, including boys and girls, dolls and remote-controlled cars.

Shi Sheng took the toy in Gu Yueqing's hand and kept rubbing it in his hand. The tears in his eyes dropped uncontrollably. "What's the matter, Shi Sheng? What's the matter? "

Gu Yueqing is in a panic. When he sees Shi Sheng crying, he is distressed. Every time when Shi Sheng cries or is sad, Gu Yueqing always feels that he has to be negligent. The reason why he doesn't take good care of Shi Sheng makes her cry and sad.

Gu Yueqing is busy wiping away his tears. Looking at him with concern, he says, "it's OK. I'm nothing. I just want to be grateful." Shi Sheng doesn't know how to answer, but in any case, he can't tell Gu Yueqing the results of today's inspection. Especially when he sees Gu Yueqing's happy appearance when he comes home, Shi Sheng feels guilty for Gu Yueqing.

"Don't cry, Shisheng. I want another child, OK? In this way, we also have a company Gu Yueqing didn't think so much. After all, Gu Yueqing understood how to think about her.

Gu Yueqing and Shi Sheng discuss having another child, but Shi Sheng chooses to be silent, "how about a good wife?" Gu Yueqing hugs Shi Sheng and talks to him in a coquettish tone.

Shi Sheng doesn't speak. She doesn't know what to say. She doesn't even know how to face Gu Yueqing. She can't have a baby any more, which means Gu Yueqing will be disappointed. She can't have a baby, which means she is no longer a complete woman.

Such a blow to Shi Sheng is really too big and hard to accept. Shi Sheng gets out of Gu Yueqing's arms and says, "I'm going to cook first. You can clean up." When Sheng turned and went to the kitchen, Gu Yueqing was in the same place, looking at the back of Shi Sheng. Maybe Shi Sheng thought too much.

Gu Yueqing thinks that it's because he misses Shisheng that he cries. He doesn't know what Shisheng is going to do today. He doesn't know that Shisheng can't get pregnant any more. He has no way to comfort Shisheng, and no one can. He can only let her ease her heart knot slowly.

When Sheng came to the kitchen alone, his tears finally poured down uncontrollably. He squatted on the ground and covered his mouth and began to cry until he was tired. His eyes were already swollen.

At night, Shi Sheng couldn't sleep. What he was thinking about was the results of the examination in the hospital today. In the middle of the night, Shi Sheng got out of bed and went out of the living room.

Walking back and forth, looking at Gu Yueqing's toys in the afternoon, Shi Sheng has figured out the scene of Gu Yueqing sitting in the living room with his children playing with toys. Although Gu Yueqing missed it in his childhood, he thought he could do it all over again, but reality slapped Shi Sheng heavily.

"Yueqing, I'm sorry. It seems that I'm going to let you down. We won't have any more children. I'm sorry. It's all my fault." Shi Sheng tries to keep his voice down, but his emotions can't be covered up.

Shi Sheng sits quietly in the living room for a long time. Looking at these toys, he remembers Gu Yueqing's expression and wish of wanting a child. Shi Sheng feels guilty. At this time, he can't have a child, just like an investment without return.

Nothing, but also a lot of investment, such a fact let Shisheng can't accept, in the face of his tangled heart, Shisheng ruthlessly made a decision.

Shi Sheng goes back to the room again, goes to Gu Yueqing's side, squats by the bed and looks at Gu Yueqing's face quietly. Shi Sheng is too thin and caresses Gu Yueqing's face lightly, and tears flow down again.

"Yueqing, I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive my selfishness." Shi Sheng makes a decision that she wants to leave Gu Yueqing. Now she is useless to Gu Yueqing. Even if she wants to have another child for him, she will never be able to do it.