I have loved you in my own way

Chapter 808

"Dad, are you coming back? Why didn't you tell me Said the little girl.

"Dad is too tired to work today, so he goes to bed. Go to bed, baby." Gu Qing said more gently.

"Dad won't tell me a story today?" The little girl outside said wrongly.

"Dad is too tired today. He is obedient. He will sleep by himself today." Gu Qingyue said.

There was no more little girl's voice outside the door. I probably went back to my room.

When Sheng heard that there was no movement outside, he got up and dressed himself.

But Gu Qingyue doesn't intend to let Shi Sheng go. He reaches out his hand and wants to take off Shi Sheng's clothes again, but Shi Sheng blocks him back.

"Shisheng, what do you mean?" Gu Qingyue asked.

"Your daughter is here. Do you mean it?" Shi Sheng looks at Gu Qingyue with a sneer.

Gu Qingyue didn't say a word.

"Gu Qingyue, it seems that the past few years have been very good. The children are so old. I hope you don't disturb me any more in the future." Then Sheng came down from the bed.

Gu Qingyue hugs her again.

"Gu Qingyue, let me go." Shi Sheng uses all his strength to push Gu Qingyue away. When Gu Qingyue doesn't respond, he rushes out of the door.

"Pa" a loud noise, let Gu Qing more back to God, also let the first meeting after seven years ended in an unhappy end.

When Sheng ran out of this familiar place, he walked on the street, tears came out of his eyes in the moment he went out.

Everything around Shisheng's eyes are gradually blurred. Shisheng wipes his tears and laughs with self mockery. "I forget that he has been married for so many years and the child should be so old."

"But why didn't I push him away in the end? What else do I have in mind about him?" Shi Sheng is angry. He is angry that he still has some feelings for Gu Qingyue. He is angry that he is useless.

Shi Sheng walks all the way back to Li Guo's home and opens the door to find that Xi Xi is still waiting for him at home. Shi Sheng's lost mood finally sees hope.

Xi Xi sees Shi Sheng in a state of depression and comes over, "Mom, what's the matter with you?"

Shi Sheng tried to squeeze out a smile, "Mom's OK, mom went out to work and came back late. Why don't you go to bed first?"

"I'm not sleepy. I'm just waiting for my mother to come back." She said with a smile.

The existence of Xi Xi is a great comfort to Shi Sheng, "it's OK, mom is back, mom will sleep with you."

Heathy nodded, "well."

Shi Sheng can't sleep when he listens to the even breathing next to him. He thinks about meeting Gu Qingyue this evening and about the man he is hiding in the bottom of his heart.

But Shi Sheng knew clearly that there was no possibility for them.

After persuading himself, Shi Sheng forces himself to close his eyes and go to sleep.

Early the next morning, Shi Sheng wanted to go to Xi Xi's home and transfer Xi Xi's account to his account book.

As soon as I took Xi Xi out of the door, I saw that Gu Qing was already at the door.

Seeing Xi Xi's Gu Qingyue's face, he couldn't restrain his joy.

"Xi Xi." Gu Qing called Xi Xi more and more, "Xi Xi, dad has finally met you."

The more Gu Qing talks, the more he hugs Xi Xi, but Xi Xi hides him. Gu Qing feels that he has no face.

"Xixi, I'm my father. I haven't seen you for so many years. Don't you remember me?" Gu Qing asks Xi Xi more anxiously.

"Don't ask him any more. He lost his memory after he was rescued from the river." Shi Sheng said coldly.

"How could that be?" Gu Qingyue looks at Xi Xi's face, and his heart is full of heartache.

Shi Sheng snorted, "tell me why it happened."

Then Sheng pulls Xi Xi to leave.

"Where are you going?" Gu Qing stopped in front of them and asked.

"Gu Qingyue, don't disturb us, will you?" Shi Sheng said with a frown.

"I'm Xixi's father. The relationship will never change no matter what." Gu Qingyue will never give in.

"You're not just Xixi's father now. We'll live better without you." Shi Sheng stares at Gu Qingyue stubbornly.

But Gu Qingyue didn't plan to let them leave like this. Gu Qingyue squatted down and touched Xixi's face. "Xixi, think about it again. I'm dad."

Xixi frowned, "Dad?"

Xi Xi's face was full of regret.

"Well, dad will take you with him." Then Gu Qingyue pulls Xi Xi to get on the bus.

When Sheng to Gu Qingyue this kind of dogged way is really no way, also had to rely on him.

Along the way, Gu Qing was more and more there. He told Xixi something about his childhood. The more wary Xixi was of Gu Qing, the more relaxed he was.

"You said you were my father, but why did you leave my mother?" Asked Xi Xi.

Gu Qingyue doesn't know how to answer for a moment, and Shi Sheng doesn't interrupt Xi Xi's question. She also wants to know how Gu Qingyue explains this to her child.

The car was quiet for a long time, you can hear each other's breathing.

For a long time, Gu Qing more open mouth, "at the beginning of my father did not do 100% trust in my mother, even when she was most vulnerable, my father as a man did not protect her."

"Does Dad want to protect mom when he comes to us now?" Xixi asked again.

"Yes, it's not just mom. I'll protect you in the future. I'll try my best to protect your mother and son." Gu Qingyue replied.

Shi Sheng turned his head and looked at the traffic outside the window. He didn't say a word. His thoughts had already reached the days of a family of three a few years ago.

"But I can't go back, because I can't be a family of three." Shi Sheng thought.

Xixi didn't ask any more questions, and the car began to be quiet again.

Gu Qingyue accompanies Shi Sheng to do a good job of his household registration. He is ready to take them back to his home, but Shi Sheng refuses. "Gu Qingyue, I still hope you understand that we have nothing to do with each other and send us back to Li Guo's home."

Gu Qing more see when Sheng has reached the limit of patience, also not good again reluctantly, turned back to Li Guo's home.

When he got home, Li Guo came to ask Shi Sheng, "did you see Gu Qingyue?"

Shi Sheng nodded.

Li Guo sighed and sat opposite Shi Sheng. "Shi Sheng, I have something to tell you."

Shi Sheng raised his head and looked at Li Guo, "if it's to persuade me to make peace with Gu Qing, then you don't have to. Li Guo, you know me. It's impossible for us."

"Listen to me before you decide." Li Guo tightly clenched his fingers.

Shi Sheng is all ears.

"In the years after you left, Gu Qingyue never gave up looking for you. When you changed your mobile phone number and deleted your contact information, he came to me from time to time." What Gu Qingyue has done over the years is in the eyes of Li Guo.

"Naturally, I won't tell him where you are or what your contact information is, so every time he drives, he will be disappointed and come back." Li Guo said.

"Isn't he married, and Anyi let him do it?" Shi Sheng asked.

"In fact, he is not married at all. I lied to you." Li Guo said with his head down.

"At the beginning, you were determined to leave. In order to make you feel at ease to go abroad, I had to say so. Shisheng, you know, I'm also for you." Li Guo said.

After hearing this news, Shi Sheng was shocked, because for so many years she thought Gu Qingyue had been married.

"Shi Sheng, this is my mistake, but what Gu Qing has done is a fact. The person in his heart is still you. He was and is now." Li Guo is afraid to let two people miss because of his own fault.

"Guoguo, why have you cheated for so many years?" Shi Sheng felt his heart hurt.

"Because I think your life abroad is very good, and I didn't expect that Gu Qingyue would be such a persistent person." Li Guo is really sorry for what he did.

"I'm sorry, Shisheng." Li Guo apologizes to Shi Sheng from the bottom of his heart.

"Guoguo, don't apologize. You all say it's for my good, but you never ask me what I mean." Shi Sheng sighed.

"Guoguo, I'm going to leave with Xixi. It's time for us to live our own lives." Shi Sheng got up and went back to the bedroom.

Li Guo is about to cry in situ, but he has no face to persuade Shisheng to stay.

Shi Sheng went back to his room and had no love for everything in China. He planned to leave with Xi Xi and read the plane ticket. The earliest ticket would be three days later, so Shi Sheng had to book that flight ticket.

Li Guo in the living room thinks that he can't let Shi Sheng leave. This time, he may not see him for a lifetime, so he secretly contacts Gu Qingyue.

"Hello, Gu Qingyue." Li guohei and Gu Qingyue call.

"You said Gu Qing recognized Li Guo's voice more and more.

"Shi Sheng is going to leave. He is going abroad with Xi Xi." Li Guo said.

"When?" Gu Qingyue asked. The tone is a little anxious.

"To be specific, I have no face to ask. Take a look at the earliest flight you can buy to fly to the United States. It should be that flight." Li Guo said to Gu Qingyue.

Gu Qingyue hung up at that time and found out the earliest flight Shisheng could take. Three days later, he decided to keep Shisheng and Xixi by any means.

But among all the people, only Duze is the happiest to hear that he is going back to the United States. Shisheng has found Xixi and untied his heart knot for so many years. When he comes back to the United States, Shisheng will live his own life again. "Then I will definitely have more opportunities." Thought Duzer.

But the day before leaving, the weather forecast said that there was a heavy rain these days, and the flight Shisheng took was temporarily cancelled.

When Sheng heard the news, no matter how anxious he was, there was no way, "it's really an accident."

This news is very good news for Gu Qingyue and Li Guo.

"Gu Qingyue, since God is helping you, you must not regret this time." Gu Qingyue quietly cheers for himself.