I have loved you in my own way

Chapter 774

"But he should die." Gu Tianlin's mother is biting her lips.

"I don't want to do anything. I want to enjoy myself. I even want to snatch what I've worked out. Do you think I'll be willing to do it, aunt?"

"If he didn't have other thoughts, how could he drive into the water?" Gu Qingyue put his hand into his pocket, "if he didn't die that day, it might be me."

The more Gu Qing thought about his brother, he felt hateful and pitiful.

"Gu Tianlin also killed my unborn child." Shi Sheng clenched his fist.

"And you, Gu Tianlin's mother, our aunt, killed our son."

"Do you still think our family owes you today?"

"Do you think it's my fault that Xi Xi died?" She gave a ferocious look.

"Is there no reason for Gu Qingyue?" Gu Tianlin's mother points to Gu Qingyue.

"Shisheng, did you forget that you died two sons for him?"

When Sheng Meng's stunned.

"Don't talk about it, you woman." Gu Qing stares at Gu Tianlin's mother.

"Why, are you not responsible? If you didn't do this to your brother, how could your brother touch Shisheng's child? If you and your mother didn't leave me in your house, how could Xixi die? " Gu Tianlin's mother is pulling her lips.

"You Gu Qingyue gave me the chance. Where were you when Shisheng had an accident for the first time? Why didn't you save her at the first time? Do you love her and let her go through these dangers when you love her?"

"You didn't protect her. Oh no, you didn't take the initiative to protect her." Gu Tianlin's mother wanted to say something else, but she was taken away by the judge.

The air has solidified.

"I lost two children for Gu Qingyue..."

"If Gu Qing cared about me enough, I would not forget Gu Tianlin's kidnapping..."

"I know that their family has done so much harm to me, but I still accept her, and I don't even have Xixi..."

"Shisheng, Shisheng." Next to Gu Qing more and more constantly calling her.

When Sheng suddenly back to God, looking at the face in front of this nervous man, "this is the man I love."

Gu Qing is more and more afraid. Now Shi Sheng's psychological endurance is very poor. His death makes him distrust anyone in the world except Gu Qingyue. But at this moment, Gu Qingyue himself can no longer make Shi Sheng feel safe.

After a long time, Shi Sheng slowly stretched out his hand from his sleeve and gently held Gu Qingyue, "so nervous that he was already sweating."

The group returned home after the trial.

Shi Sheng enters the door and looks at the huge house. Shi Sheng feels in a trance that Xi Xi can run out of the bedroom and call her "Mom" in her arms

But in this room, I can't see anything about Xi Xi, a piece of clothes, a toy, even the special tableware for Xi Xi.

"Have you ever cleaned up the house?" Xi Xi asked Gu's mother and Gu Shisheng.

Gu mother embarrassed smile, "yes, this is not too messy at home, you have not come back for a long time, a lot of useless things I throw away."

Gu's mother faltered, "it's also very good."

Shi Sheng doesn't speak any more. He goes straight to the stairs and pushes his bedroom door open. Gu Qing wants to go in with Shi Sheng, but he is stopped outside the door. "I want to sleep by myself during this time."

"That's fine." Gu Qing was rejected more and more, and turned back.

Shisheng locks the door from the inside, opens the wardrobe and takes out a box sealed in the innermost corner of the wardrobe. Shisheng gently pats the thin layer of dust falling from it.

Inside the box were all kinds of certificates, as well as several contracts signed in black and white, one of which was Xixi's adoption registration certificate.

A Baby Bracelet wrapped in plastic paper and a dog doll.

Seeing that these things are still there, Shi Sheng sighed softly, "this is the proof that Xi Xi once came to me."

Shi Sheng folded these things and put them back into the box, leaving the little dog doll. "Xi Xi loved this toy most when she was a child. She would hold it every day when she slept, or she would cry and make a lot of noise."

When Sheng flustered, "when does Xi Xi no longer need it?"

Memories of the past bit by bit, as if still yesterday, as if yesterday Xixi was still in his arms coquetry.

In this way, Shi Sheng fell asleep with the toy dog in his arms, and there were tears on his face.

Gu Qingyue gradually fell asleep in the next room. Recently, everyone was silent in the event of Xi Xi's death. Everyone was too tired. Gu Qingyue didn't even close his eyes to accompany Shi Sheng for several days and nights.

Suddenly, a tragic cry broke the silence of the night.

"What's the matter, Shisheng? Shisheng, open the door." Gu Qingyue kept beating the bedroom door outside the door. The door was locked from the inside and couldn't be opened.

Gu Qing more anxious bad, almost with the body hit open the door, when Sheng that cry to Gu Qing more scared of the whole body cells are nervous.

For a long time, the sound of screwing the door handle came from the room, and Gu Qingyue immediately "broke into the door"

When Sheng opened the door, he turned and sat on the bed again. His face was pale, and there were dense small beads of sweat. His back was also soaked in a large area, and his lips were white and trembling slightly.

"Nightmare again?" Gu Qing lowered his voice more and more.

"Yes, I dreamed that heathy was pushed into the river again." When Sheng painful holding his head, "I clearly witnessed once, why in the dream also don't let me go."

Gu Qingyue rushed over to hold Shi Sheng. Shi Sheng buried his head in Gu Qingyue's arms. "It's too painful..."

Shi Sheng, such a patient person, is really hard to survive this time.

"Shisheng..." Gu Qing more don't know what to say, can only quietly hold her, let Shisheng tears wet his clothes.

After a while, there was only a faint sob. When Shisheng was tired, he went to sleep again. Gu Qing gently laid Shisheng flat on the bed, and then with him, he lay beside Shisheng and put his arms around his waist to go to bed.

But Shi Sheng turned his back to Gu Qingyue.

Shi Sheng is like this every day. He wakes up with nightmares and then goes to sleep after crying. Especially at night, Shi Sheng's mood will become more depressed.

But everything changed in a different nightmare.

Since Shi Sheng has been having nightmares every day, Gu's mother has bought many sleeping pills for her. In addition to three meals a day, she has to drink different tonics every day.

But in order to sleep soundly without having nightmares or waking up, Shi Sheng secretly takes some sleeping pills, but the sleeping pills don't have much effect. Shi Sheng still has the same nightmares every day. When Shi Sheng wants to produce antibodies to this dream, everything changes again.

"Where am I?" Shi Sheng is in a big room. He opens a big French window and looks down to see the traffic on the road. Pedestrians are busy doing their own things.

"Mom." In the distance came the sound of children.

After a while, Sheng saw Xi Xi come in from the outside living room, "Mom, is your baby brother or sister?"

With that, Xi Xi touched her mother's stomach and circled her fingers on her stomach.

When Sheng looked down and saw his round stomach, he could already feel the feeling of the child kicking himself in it. "It turned out that he was still pregnant with one."

"Dad said he would take us out for a walk when he came back from work." Xi Xi nestles up to Shi Sheng's calf.

Shi Sheng knows that he is dreaming, but he has never had such a beautiful dream, so he is always reluctant to wake up.

But all of a sudden, earth shaking changes have taken place, and all the beauty around has changed. Shi Sheng suddenly stands by the river, facing the bitter cold wind, and Xi Xi also stands beside him.

When Sheng's brain consciousness detects something wrong, he tries to wake up, but he can't get out of the dream.

The person standing opposite them in the dream is not Gu Tianlin's mother, but Gu Qingyue.

Shi Sheng thought that Gu Qing came to save them. "The faster Gu Qing came, the colder we were."

The next Xi Xi kept running this nose.

But Gu Qingyue slowly goes to their roots and reaches out a hand. Gu Qingyue's handsome face suddenly turns ferocious, as if he doesn't see Shisheng and Xixi's helpless eyes.

Shi Sheng feels the power of a hand pushing him. This time, Shi Sheng is pushed into the sea with Xi Xi.

When Shi Sheng wakes up from his dream, his whole body is numb.

It's dark in the room again. Shi Sheng doesn't shout out this time, nor does he attract Gu Qingyue. The whole room is just Shi Sheng himself. The gap between the curtains reveals a little light from the street lamp, which makes Shi Sheng know that he is still living in this world.

It's too quiet around. When it's quiet, only Gu Tianlin's mother's words are in Sheng's mind.

"Where were you when Shisheng had an accident..."

"If you don't protect her, she will lose your own flesh and blood..."

"You also led me to your house..."

"You are also responsible..."

“……”

When Sheng mind constantly meeting repeat these words.

"Gu Qingyue killed my child." When Sheng Meng opened his eyes, "is Gu Qingyue killed Xixi."

In fact, after the separation from Gu Tianlin's mother that day, Shi Sheng deeply engraved those words in her mind, but Gu Qingyue's company made her gradually forget these words.

But this night's dream made Shi Sheng pick up again, "that woman is right. If Gu Qingyue promised them money at that time, they would not kidnap me and I would not lose my baby. If Gu Qingyue didn't take her in, she would not kidnap Xi, so my Xi Xi is still my smart son."

Shi Sheng has no choice but to blame Gu Qingyue. All these things are due to Gu Qingyue's family, and only he and Xi Xi are truly innocent and hurt.