I have loved you in my own way

Chapter 670

In the spacious office, Gu Qingyue sat on the office chair and kept the same movement for some time.

He also had a medical record with depressive anxiety disorder in his hand.

Followed by a string of messy words, from the doctor's natural and unrestrained handwriting. I can't read it at all.

But this is Gu Qingyue's ward.

Depression, Gu Qingyue never thought he would change into such a disease, just as usual after the physical examination, more such a disease.

Even I didn't find it at all, but it seems that I have found the right reason for my low mood these days.

"Kowtow."

Zhang Ye knocks on the door and sees Gu Qing's stupefied appearance.

"What's the matter with you?"

There are few opportunities to see Gu Qingyue who is not busy with his work. And he still has a gun in his hand. It looks like he is in a daze.

In a daze and fishing during working hours, Zhang Ye doesn't even dare to associate such words with Gu Qingyue.

"Nothing."

Gu Qingyue nimbly put the medical record sheet away and put it in the drawer. Act as if nothing is going on. Cross your fingers under your chin.

"So, what about today's documents?"

"Here it is."

Zhang Ye immediately hands over the document to Gu Qingyue. With that, he can't help looking more in Gu Qingyue's direction.

Then he added, "are you sure it's ok?"

Gu Qingyue gently raised his eyebrows, and his voice sank a lot

"Do you need me to tell you what to do during working hours?"

Zhang Ye immediately became honest and didn't say a word. The two men began to discuss about their work. After finishing the mountain high papers on the desk, the sky sank unconsciously.

"Mr. Gu, I'll pick up the car and take you home."

"No more."

Gu Qingyue stops Zhang Ye, who is ready to take action. He has something else in his heart, and his face is also infected with a heavy emotion.

He needs to go to the hospital for a more detailed examination of his health.

But regarding this matter, Gu Qingyue does not want to let Shi Sheng know. So he chose to hide, and even Zhang Ye was kept in the dark.

"Just go back. I'll go myself tonight."

"Oh, good."

Zhang Ye thinks that the more Gu Qing has other arrangements, he doesn't go further.

Gu Qingyue went to different hospitals alone. Inexplicably, he wanted to know if the previous doctor had misdiagnosed him. It's very unlikely, though.

However, the result is the same.

Gu Qingyue was frustrated. He couldn't figure out why he got such a disease. There is a wish at home, which is enough to make Shisheng upset.

If Shi Sheng knows that he also suffers from this disease, Gu Qing doesn't know how to tell her this cruel fact.

"Mr. Gu, you are suffering from mild depression. Don't worry too much, just calm down. "

"The living environment must be relaxed, not too much pressure. Don't have too much burden in your heart. Communicate with your family. Open your heart and take some medicine. You'll get better. "

"Well, good."

Gu Qingyue promised to be relaxed, but he knew that it was difficult just to be in a comfortable environment.

Just thinking about it, I called in as soon as I got on the phone. Seeing the name shown above, Gu Qing frowned more subconsciously.

This person can be regarded as a major source of stress in his life.

"What's the matter, Ma?"

Since the last time Gu Changhai murdered the old man and wanted to rob the company, a series of ugly features were exposed, Gu's mother was hit hard.

A person at home secretly hurt, for a long time did not contact with Gu Qingyue.

It's not that he thinks about his mother. It's just that Gu Qingyue's brain began to ache when he was found to be depressed.

"Qingyue, I've been thinking of your father these days."

Listening to her mention of her father, Gu Qingyue's heart sank again. He did not rush to make a speech, quietly listening to Gu's mother continue to say.

"He died too miserably. Gu Changhai is not a human being."

The more she said, the more sad she was. Gu's mother couldn't control her emotion, and her tears fell straight down. The following words became ambiguous because of the cry.

Gu Qing listened more quietly. In fact, his patience was being exhausted bit by bit. There is an inexplicable fire in my heart.

Very uncomfortable, Gu Qingyue's nerves become sensitive and fragile. Especially when Gu's mother is still crying.

Gu Qingyue held on for a while, but he finally burst out.

"Mom, what are you trying to say?"

"Qingyue, don't worry." Gu's mother wiped her tears on the other end of the phone and said the purpose of her call.

"I want to give your father a new funeral, a memorial service. Remember him. Then, don't forget to take part. "

"Well, I see."

To handle a new funeral for his father, Gu Qing raised his hands and feet in favor. Gu Changhai was present at the previous funeral, and the man was still pretending at the ceremony.

Just thinking about Gu Changhai's ugly face at that time, Gu Qingyue still feels sick in his stomach.

"Qingyue..."

Gu's mother hesitated and hesitated.

"Well, I'm listening. You said

"Are you still mixing with Sheng at that time?"

When hearing the first half of the sentence, Gu Qingyue couldn't help frowning. In the heart also faintly appeared the bad premonition.

Sure enough, Lu's mother said something that Gu Qingyue hated the next second.

"On the day of the funeral, you can come. But don't bring Shisheng. I don't want to see her. "

"There are so many good girls in the world, why choose her?"

Gu Qingyue's inner flame suddenly jumped up, and the flame was extremely vigorous. fly into a rage.

"Mom, I'm going to spend my whole life with Shisheng. Whether you agree or not. I've made up my mind. "

"If you have to ask me to do that, I'm sorry, I won't attend my father's funeral."

"You didn't even attend your father's funeral."

Gu's mother was so angry that she felt dizzy in front of her eyes, and the dense star dots kept spinning.

She covered her chest and kept breathing deeply, so that she would not be fainted by Gu Qing.

"Mom, you didn't let me in. If I join, I have to bring Shisheng. So as not to upset people, we have to stop all of them. "

"Yes, you can bring her. Just piss your mother off. "

See Gu Qingyue tone without the slightest compromise, Gu mother was angry, also put down the cruel words.

After finishing these, Gu's mother simply hung up the phone.

Gu Qingyue turned off his mobile phone and put it in his pocket with the medical record. The mood, which was not so high, is even lower now.

My heart seems to be covered with a light haze, dust everywhere.

……

"Why are you so late today?"

When Sheng cooked the meal, left and right did not see Gu Qingyue back. Seeing the food getting cold, Shi Sheng was just about to call Gu Qingyue.

As soon as the door opened, it was Gu Qingyue who was standing outside.

Shi Sheng was relieved and couldn't help complaining: "Why are you back so late tonight?"

"Work."

Gu Qingyue briefly said two words, even if it was only less than two seconds. When Sheng or heard the tone of the subtle emotional changes, there is a little bit of impatience.

"What's the matter with you? I'm in a bad mood. "

"No Gu Qing didn't expect that Shi Sheng would be so sharp, but he didn't want her to know these bad things, so he chose to hide them.

cheat.

Shi Sheng wants to say that, but she sees the tired color on Gu Qingyue's face. When it came to the mouth, it was swallowed back again.

He is late for his own reason. It doesn't matter to give him a little freedom properly.

"It's hard. Wash your hands first, and then come to eat." Shi Sheng opened the stool for him and said, "you can come back earlier next time, you don't know. I've been waiting for you with Xixi for a long time, and my chest is almost on my back. "

"Don't wait for me next time." Gu Qing frowned more and more, and his tone became colder unconsciously.

When Sheng moment not calm, she has good words, try to coax Gu Qingyue. But the other party still ignored this kind of reason, and even the strange attitude made her very unhappy.

It's like I'm the one who provoked him.

"Gu Qingyue, can you have a bad attitude? I know you are in a bad mood. Maybe you are under some pressure at work. But don't take it out on me, OK? "

The word "pressure" sounds particularly sensitive to Gu Qingyue. He is like a cat whose tail has been trampled on, sharp and crazy.

"No pressure, no anger at all. Shisheng, why are you so sensitive? Why do you think there is something that doesn't exist? "

"No?" Shi Sheng can't hold back her doubts any longer. She can't help but suspect that she is too sensitive.

"Well, No."

Gu Qingyue nodded seriously, stepped forward, put his head on Shi Sheng's forehead, and pointed his nose to the tip of his nose. His voice was extremely soft. "Baby, you think too much."

This kind of Gu Qing is too abnormal. When Sheng still has a trace of doubt, she just moved a mouth. Gu Qingyue's next sentence made her completely speechless.

"Heathy's looking at us."

Shi Sheng is so scared that he takes a quick look at Xi Xi's direction. He is caught off guard and looks into the child's eyes.

Shi Sheng's heart was almost scared out of his chest.

"Heathy, we didn't fight. Really

When Sheng difference raised a hand to swear with the little guy, the expression matchless sincerity. Xi Xi stares at them seriously for a while, and finally gives up.

Shi Sheng is relieved. What she doesn't know, Gu Qingyue feels relieved.

He has found that he will become irritable because of a little thing, which is the symptom of the disease.

Go on like this, can't control his mood, Gu Qing more don't know how long he can persist.