I have loved you in my own way

Chapter 450

Gu Yueqing is not a fool. He doesn't feel Shisheng's feelings for himself for many years. It's just that it's too late, or... Or he's used to her around him.

"Gu Yueqing, what we are talking about now is the problem between us. Can you stop talking about other people?"

Shi Sheng is annoyed when he hears that Gu Yueqing tells him about it. Is she always such a woman in his heart? She glares at Gu Yueqing and feels as if she has no interest in caring with him any more.

"Didn't you mention these things first?"

Gu Yueqing doesn't understand why Shi Sheng is angry. As a man, he never has the same opinion as a woman.

"I won't argue with you any more. It's no use saying that. The two of them are still waiting inside. Let's go in and have dinner. "

Shi Sheng frowned and changed the topic. If the noise continued, Shi Sheng felt that his head would explode.

There have been so many things recently, and she has made the decision to separate from Gu Yueqing for the time being. But when Gu Yueqing appears in front of her again today, Sheng knows that she can't hold on.

I can't help missing him, and the memories that can crush people.

"Don't go yet. We haven't solved our problems yet."

Gu Yueqing pulls back Shi Sheng who turns around and wants to leave. Shi Sheng carelessly bumps into Gu Yueqing's arms. Gu Yueqing's pleasant smell spreads to Shi Sheng's nose. She takes a deep breath, which is the taste of her dream.

No, I can't sink in this man now.

When Sheng's heart as if there is a small devil like in holding a fork prick his heart.

"What can we do for each other? Don't you have already said that? Let's calm down for a period of time, and then consider these things after we calm down. Besides, now is an extraordinary period, and you haven't seen my negative news. Aren't you afraid that my affairs will have an impact on your career? "

Shi Sheng frowns and shakes off Gu Yueqing's hand. He looks up at his eyes coldly. He does it for his own good. Gu's health is getting worse day by day. He has to take care of his family.

Shi Sheng doesn't want to drag Gu Yueqing back.

Looking at Shi Sheng's cold face, Gu Yueqing suddenly feels a strange feeling. The woman standing in front of him seems to be different from the woman who used to pay silently behind him.

"Do what you want."

Looking at Shi Sheng's resolute appearance, Gu Yueqing knows that since she has made a decision, Gu Yueqing takes a deep breath and finally says this sentence.

"Well."

Shi Sheng nodded. Sure enough, she and he may really be predestined. Thinking of this, her face showed a calm smile. If she could do it again, she would still choose this way, because she never regretted it.

However, now I need to leave him and grow up, otherwise I will be farther and farther away from him.

"I'm going."

Gu Yueqing looks at Shi Sheng with a face of determination. He doesn't know how to ease the embarrassment between the two people. He can't save face to ask Shi Sheng to give up her decision. Since Shi Sheng can cool down, why does he have to pester here.

"... well."

When Sheng nodded, did not look up at him, in fact, only her own know, the kind of feeling of bleeding heart.

“…… ”

Gu Yueqing looks at Shi Sheng for the last time, and then goes forward with his long legs. He takes a very small step, as if waiting for the people behind to make a decision to go back.

“3，2，1…… ”

Gu Yueqing is counting down in his heart. When he reaches the last count, he feels that his body is suddenly hugged by a small and warm body.

"I'm sorry, thank you for taking care of me these days. If it's possible for us in the future, we'll meet again."

Shi Sheng takes a deep breath. After saying this again, she takes the lead in throwing away her hand. Then she runs to the opposite direction of Gu Yueqing and runs out from another exit.

Gu Yueqing didn't respond to the series of actions Shi Sheng did. Looking at Shi Sheng's back which gradually disappeared in the dark, Gu Yueqing showed a bitter smile on his cold face.

I'll see you in the future. These words are very general.

A relationship, the most fear is the unknown bar, distance is often not a problem, only for the future of the unknown and confused, will let a relationship collapse completely.

After Shi Sheng gives Gu Yueqing the last hug, she rushes into another emergency exit on the rooftop, squats helplessly on the stairs, sobs with her shoulder in her arms, leaving Gu Yueqing is the most significant decision she has made so far, and also the most distressing one.

But she doesn't regret it. She has been entangled with Gu Yueqing for so many years. He has already become a part of her life, but now this part has to be pulled out of her body. Shi Sheng knows that the process will be very painful, but people's growth is not like this. No matter how painful it is, they have to bear it.

All the sadness and sadness, now look back, are deserved.

Shi Sheng vented his emotions in the corridor for about ten minutes before returning to the hotel, went to the bathroom, washed his face and came out.

"Are you all right? It's hard to see your face... "

Li Guo looks at Shi Sheng who is just sitting on the seat and hands her a piece of toilet paper. The water stains on her face have not been dried. Although Shi Sheng tries to calm down her emotions, she can still see that Shi Sheng has cried.

"I'm all right. Let's eat. It's been a long time."

Shi Sheng represses his emotions and looks up at Mo Yuqian

"Senior, I'm really sorry. As soon as you came back to China, I let you see these messy things, which brought you negative energy."

She looked at Mo Yuqian apologetically, originally did not want to make things so bad, but she finally made things worse.

Sure enough, she really can't do anything well. Shi Sheng sighs deeply in her heart. Now she is really the only one left. I don't know why, but she has a relaxed feeling in her heart, like a big stone that has been carried for a long time has suddenly fallen to the ground.

For Shi Sheng, her feelings for Gu Yueqing have been a burden for a long time. It's not Gu Yueqing's problem. It's her own problem. It's her failure to adjust her emotions.

Now, when two people are together, they are magnificent, but when they leave, they are plain and frightening.

Yes, the unsuitable ones will leave after all.

"It's OK. I came back because I was worried about you."

Mo Yuqian has a gentle smile on his face. He is just like a gentleman. Every move reveals his natural sense of elegance, which ordinary people can't learn. He picks up chopsticks with his fingertips, and then puts a piece of meat on Shisheng's plate

"Now that you've made a decision, don't think about all those messy things. Look ahead, that's what you should do now."

Mo Yuqian's appearance makes Shi Sheng feel relaxed. I don't know why. Every time I get along with Mo Yuqian, I always feel relaxed. Maybe Mo Yuqian is born with this magical ability.

"Ah Sheng, he... He won't come back?"

Li Guo takes a look at the back of Shi Sheng's direction, but doesn't see Gu Yueqing's figure all the time. The plate he just ate with is still beside Shi Sheng, but the person is gone. Then he looks at Shi Sheng and asks carefully.

"He's not coming back."

When Sheng picked up the knife and gently cut the piece of steak in front of him, the tone is like saying something that has nothing to do with him. Looking at Shi Sheng, Li Guo is more worried.

There is no more sorrow than death of heart, which is deeply reflected in Shi Sheng.

"Then don't worry about others. We'll have a good time."

Looking at Shi Sheng, Li Guo seems to understand something. She doesn't mention anything about Gu Yueqing, as if nothing happened.

"Fortunately, there are fewer people in the hotel today, otherwise... I think someone might recognize ah Sheng."

Li Guo carefully looks back at the surrounding environment. There are not many people around. It's a little late, so few people come to dinner. Shi Sheng is on the cusp of the storm. Many people know about Shi Sheng. Even when I was in the hospital today, I talked about Shi Sheng with my former colleagues, They all said that they didn't expect that Shi Sheng could do such a thing behind his back.

Li Guo didn't tell Shi Sheng what she said. She was afraid that Shi Sheng couldn't accept it for a moment. She was just a little ordinary citizen, and she became famous in Fengcheng overnight. Even everyone chased and beat Xiao San. She couldn't stand this kind of thing on anyone, let alone Shi Sheng.

"Do you have a place to live now?"

Hearing what Li Guo said, Mo Yuqian, sitting on one side, took a look at his mobile phone and frowned slightly. He remembers that before he went abroad, Shisheng had already lived in Gu's home. At that time, he thought he had no chance with her, but God gave him a chance.

As for his work abroad, it's just an excuse for him to leave this city full of memories. Now that he has the chance to fight for it, Mo Yuqian will not let it go easily.