Chapter 816: Desire to love 2
Chapter 816: Desire to love 2
At the age of fourteen, she finally understood what the pain was.
Her efforts will always be in vain.
No matter how good she is, no matter how hard she is, in the eyes of her mother, she will never be able to match Tang Yujiao's hair.
In other words, her mother has never compared her with Tang Yujiao. In her eyes, she thinks she is unworthy!
But the next night, her mother was unexpectedly kind to her again, knowing that she likes strawberry cake, and buying it back for her in advance.
But she didn't dare to eat it, because she remembered that once she ate her sister's cake, just a bite, and her mother not only slapped her, but also made her vomit it.
She is looking forward to her mother being kind to her this time, and like her father, thinking she is her pride.
However, this expectation was only a few seconds before it was shattered by reality.
Mom said that after Dad came back, she told Dad that she planned to go to university for another year, saying that she didn't want to go to university, and that she wanted to wait for her sister to go to the same university and take care of each other.
She was discouraged and understood why her mother would not let her go to college.
Just don't want to hear others say that the youngest daughter of the Tang family is much smarter than the eldest daughter.
She refused without hesitation.
This was the only time she had been rejected since she was a child, because her father came back from a business trip the next day and he would be seen if he was bruised, so mother did not beat her.
Mother scolded her angrily, then took her cake away, and opened it to her sister in front of her.
From childhood to adulthood, her mother loves her, she is a class of people who can never afford an expensive luxury.
She is already very humble, try not to fight with her sister.
But she didn't know what was wrong with her.
Why are they all mother's daughters, but mother doesn't like her at all?
During her childhood and adolescence, her life was almost dark.
Only Dad always stood up when she was faced with all fears and self-doubts and held her up like a god.
"Yao'er, the teacher called and said, you got the number one in the whole year, and I specially asked for leave to come back to accompany you, baby girl, you are so proud of your father."
She was buried in her father's arms happily, but did not dare to cry.
On the one hand, she was afraid that her father would be worried about her and would blame her mother for it. If so, it would be more difficult for her to get a touch of tenderness from her mother than to get to the sky.
On the other hand, she was afraid, and her father thought she was guilty, and the only sunlight turned cloudy.
Once, she cried and said, "I'm sorry, Dad, I just passed the third grade exam. I shouldn't skip the grade, I'm sorry, Dad."
Dad still picked her up and wiped her tears as before, with a dumbfounded look, and his eyes were full of spoiling: "Girl, you are third in the whole year and not third from the bottom. Why are you crying?"
She was scared and lost for a while. She even thought that because her father loved her, it might be because of her good grades.
If it's not good.
Wouldn't he be like my mother, not loving her anymore?
She looked at him cautiously: "But I failed the exam, not as good as before."
"There are so many people in the whole year. You skipped a grade and got third. This shows that your grades are better. In terms of stepping back 10,000 steps, reading is not necessarily the only way out. You have a clever mind and don’t go anywhere. Suffering, you are still father’s pride."
His words, like a little sun, warmed her heart.
Let her gradually believe that there is still love in the world.
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