novelraw Chapter 99 Desire
Chapter 99 Desire
"...What exactly do you want to do?"
I carried Dior to the shade of the tree with no expression on my face, and he didn't resist. He sat down depressed and gloomy, looked up at me and asked.
"I should ask you what you want to do instead."
Standing in front of him, I snorted, and said coldly because I was so angry, "I just gave you back what you did to me, are you unhappy? Dio? That's right, this That's how you made me feel before."
Shame, but also an unexplainable sense of powerlessness, let him experience it twice as well.
From then on, in the eyes of his classmates, he is no longer the charming head of the law department, and Mabao boy will become the legend of Hugh Hudson University...
"You'll regret what you did today, Jenny."
Dio stared at me viciously and made a nonchalant threat to me.Now let me forget what he said before, I bent down, rubbed his hair lovingly, and said with a smile, "Wait until you have the ability to make me regret it, we adults are all Before you speak, your body completes its action, you are too young, Dio."
"..." He was silent for a moment, his expression uncertain.
"I remember what you said, and now I look forward to that day."
Obviously in front of others, he behaved very innocent and pure.In the eyes of his classmates and teachers, he is a handsome noble son and a good student.Only in front of me, is he too lazy to pretend?
Maybe it's because I've seen it since I was a child, and I know it's useless to pretend.After all, we all know each other too well, just like we know ourselves.
Anyway, that's all for today.Besides, I have been in the sun for too long, and my body is reaching its limit. I need to go back and get a good sleep.
"Then I'll go back first, goodbye, Dio."
I said goodbye to Dio calmly, without looking at him, turned and left under the tree.
It's just that when I went back to the gate of the school and looked for the carriage that I had promised to wait for me to go back, I found that the carriage and the driver were gone.
I was stunned for a moment, looking at the empty school gate in amazement.
what happened?When I came over, I obviously made an appointment with him to sit back and forth? ? ?
I have experienced this kind of situation before. When I went to some place to do something, I clearly agreed to let the taxi driver wait for me. Because I paid the same amount of deposit as the fare, the queue time was a bit long, and the driver waited impatiently. Run away by yourself!
Am I being pigeonholed by the coachman here too?Or did someone else just happen to see the carriage when they came out and hire him away?
This is too much!Untrustworthy coachman, I am angry!
But right now there are no other carriages, so I can only go to the supervisors of the school and ask them to help me find a carriage, otherwise I will never have the strength to walk back from here in broad daylight.In fact, I'm almost at the limit now, and I feel dizzy and powerless like a bad cold. In addition, I wasted a lot of time with Dior just now, which is a bit exhausting.
I dragged my heavy body and prepared to go to the school council to ask someone for help, but at this moment, I suddenly felt dizzy, my whole body was weak, and my body couldn't support it for a moment and fell down.
"Are you all right, ma'am—"
A stranger's caring voice sounded in my ears, and I felt extremely thirsty. In the conflict between this uncontrollable longing and having to endure, my brain was disconnected and I lost consciousness.
"Do you desire me, Jenny?"
no... not at all...
I had a dream that felt really bad.
In my dream, I was with Dior, and the flower called purity was in full bloom, constantly gaining happiness and longing, but never being able to be filled...
"Admit that you want to be treated like this by me, Jenny."
"—!!"
There seemed to be auditory hallucinations in my ears, and then suddenly, I was frightened awake.
Looking at the strange infirmary around me, and Dio Brando sitting on the chair next to me looking at me with displeasure, I was stunned for a long time, and I couldn't recover from the shock.
Fuck, what kind of dream is this! !
How could I have such a dream!And the object is still to him, I must be out of my mind!
"What's the matter with you, Jenny, you seem nervous, did you have a dream?"
Dio, who was sitting next to him, put down the book in his hand, and he raised his chin, showing no emotion.
"I……"
I was suddenly at a loss for words, why is he so sensitive, did he notice something?
But I can't explain it. If he knew the content of that ghost dream, I'm afraid he would laugh at him for the rest of his life.That would be too embarrassing to face him at all...
"It's nothing, it was just a nightmare."
I looked away guiltily, but Dio didn't know what he was thinking. The corners of his mouth were bent, he narrowed his eyes and looked at me and said:
"I heard that dreams are a kind of longing in the subconscious of human beings. The things you dream about may be the things you care about most."
"Yes, but I've heard that dreams are always the opposite."
Overwhelmed by embarrassment, I guiltily averted my eyes and didn't really want to discuss this issue with him.
Maybe it's because you can call Dior a scum, but you can't deny his charm.After all, he is now a handsome 1.9-meter-long blond guy with an unmatched good skin. It is normal for people to have strange dreams due to hormones. It does not mean that I have something wrong with him. Have an idea!
Luckily no one can really read minds, and no one will know what I dreamed.I'm taking this horrible dream to my grave and no one will ever know about it!
"So what did you dream about? When you fell asleep, you seemed to be quite uncomfortable..." He stared at me intently with his scarlet eyes, and said slowly with a half-smile.
"..."
...Wait, is he a pervert!Staring at me for so long while I fell asleep?However, he didn't see anything wrong...
"It does not matter."
I pretended to be calm and refused to answer, and changed the subject, "I'm going home, please go and get me a carriage. I don't know what happened, but the carriage that I promised to wait for my return has disappeared."
"That's because you've done it to yourself and spent too much time in the sun. I wouldn't be so stupid if I were you."
He pointed out my problem unceremoniously, but still closed the book and got up, and told me calmly, "The carriage has been called for you, and I will take you back now."
"Oh, no, I can go back by myself."
"It's okay, I just have to go back and deal with some things."
He didn't give me a chance to say no to him, and suddenly bent over with his back to me.
...? ?
Could he be planning to carry me...?
"Thank you, but there's no need, I'm a decent lady and I can't be ashamed like this."
Without even thinking about it, I rejected Dior directly, after all, I haven't reached the point where I can't walk.
This is too scary, let alone what kind of conspiracy he has, if I really agree to let him recite it... This picture is a bit curious just to imagine it.
"Then don't faint again."
He snorted softly, then stood up, and left the infirmary without waiting for me.I pressed my temples with a headache and couldn't help sighing.Although I want to say goodbye to Jonathan, but there is not enough time, Dio will definitely not wait for me, maybe he will be furious...
Forget it, that's fine, that's all Jonathan's misunderstanding of me, and he said he figured it out... What can I do?
Of course, in his eyes, Dior has also become an oedipal madman, and his classmates also regard him as a baby boy. The so-called gains and losses, generally speaking, Dior is more embarrassing than me, and I won.
I got out of bed, put on my own sun hat, and followed Dio.
When I returned to the school gate, I found that Dior was already waiting for me beside the carriage.After seeing me, he opened the car door for me. He did a good job in terms of gentleman's etiquette. He took my hand and sent me into the carriage, and then he got in with him.
After the carriage began to drive, I was still very tired, and I planned to sleep to relieve this unbearable hunger.
Although I don't feel much at ordinary times, once the state is not good, I will feel extra hungry.It's just that I know that some bottom lines should not be crossed. Although I was lured by Dio to drink his blood when I lost control that time, it doesn't mean that I will let go of myself and suck the blood of other humans or living animals.
This kind of endurance is not meaningless. Only in this way can I feel that I can still maintain my humanity and not become like those cold and cruel monsters.
"I'll sleep for a while, and call me when I get home."
I drew up the curtains on the carriage, took off my wide-brimmed hat, and slowly leaned against the door, closing my eyes and resting my mind.However, at this time, Dio, who had been sitting peacefully next to me, suddenly approached me. When he almost touched my face, I suddenly opened my eyes and grabbed him.
"What else do you want to do?"
I looked at Dio, who was very close to me, with a blank face, and reminded him indifferently, "It's just the two of us now, and no one will watch your performance, save your energy. If you want to take revenge on me, I suggest You'd be better off doing it another way."
"I think you've been misunderstood me a bit, Jenny. Like now, what do you think I want to do?"
Dio chuckled, he sat up slowly, brushed aside the broken hair on his forehead, and said unhurriedly, "Actually, I don't really like to do things that are meaningless and uncertain. I will I have important things to do, I'm not going to give you blood, and I'm not going to kiss you."
"...Then what do you want to do?"
Ugh, I almost thought he was trying to...forget it.
This kind of Dior makes people feel that it is too much to be beaten. I feel as if I have been ridiculed for being too self-aware.
"I was just thinking about one thing."
He withdrew his hand, slowly sat up straight again, looked ahead calmly and said, "After becoming a vampire, besides blood, do you still desire other things?"
?What the hell kind of question is this?Does this have anything to do with what he did just now?
I thought about it carefully, what I longed for when I was a human being, and what I still long for now, except that my sense of taste has changed and I can’t enjoy the original food, and my interest in paper figures has not changed, but my five senses have become more sensitive and sharp.Generally speaking, as long as you are full of energy, you are strengthening humans.
"...I refuse to answer that question." But I'm not going to tell him the answer.
I have a bad premonition, and always feel that he must be uneasy and kind when he asks this.Did he discover the benefits of being a vampire and want me to transform him too?
Then I'll tell him he's thinking farts.
"Really? Then I know, it turns out that..."
After hearing what I said, Dio didn't know what he was thinking, so he suddenly laughed out loud, very recklessly.
"...What are you laughing at?" I couldn't help frowning, looking at him with a little vigilance and asking.
"It's nothing, I just find it very interesting. This was originally an experiment, but I already know the answer."
He drew the corners of his mouth very badly, and his scarlet eyes revealed an attack.
"No matter how much you trap yourself in the cage of your own lies... I have discovered the unacknowledged longing in your heart, my dear, poor and lovely Jenny, it is so exciting that you can honestly Face the day of who you really are.”