I am a man in a dream

I love "Dream of Red Mansions", and I have held this book to study since I was a child, but I never thought of becoming a member of "Dream of Red Mansions", and I don't want to be one of them, because the Red Mansion is too empty, so many vain fantasies are shattered, The Red Mansion is too strange, so many outstanding sons and daughters gathered together, I don’t want my ignorance and vulgarity to tarnish them, the Red Mansion is too painful, every word is blood and tears.But I just entered the Red Mansion... Content label: A Dream of Red Mansions┃ Search keywords: Protagonist: ┃ Supporting role: