I am a Big Villain

325. When I become an Internet celebrity 11

"What am I sorry for you about? Over the years, have I been short of you to eat or drink? I let you go to the best school and live in the biggest house. You have everything your classmates have." , your classmates don’t have it, but you do. I ask myself that I am a competent father, but what about you, are you a good son? Have you done anything that makes me proud?”

Yan Chaozong was happy when he saw his son's change, but when he saw his son's eyes that seemed to be looking at a stranger, he couldn't restrain the anger in his heart and slapped the table and roared.

Last night, he was lying in bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep. From the time when his son was born and his wrinkled appearance, he thought of how he looked when he was kicked out of the house half a year ago. Only then did he realize that it seemed that his wife was After his death, he paid less and less attention to his son.

At that time, it was not easy to do business, and he was very busy with the company's affairs. Fortunately, the wife he married later was kind-hearted and helped him take good care of his children.

At the beginning, he was still worried and asked the nanny at home about his son from time to time. From time to time, he would also communicate with his son's teacher on the phone. But gradually, the business became busier and busier. Baiyin, the There was nothing wrong with her stepmother. Even her son, who was still young at the time, praised her. Yan Chaozong naturally felt relieved. Gradually, he paid less attention to this matter. Until later, this kind of neglect, It has become a habit.

Yan Chaozong thought for a whole night, trying to understand that as a father, he might really be lacking in this aspect, but he didn't think it was an important issue.

In their generation, there were many brothers and sisters. If the parents worked three shifts and had little time to see each other every day, let alone take care of them personally, the elder would take care of the elder, and the elder would take care of the younger.

As a parent, as long as you don't let your children starve to death and let them have a house to live in, food to eat, and education, then you are the most responsible. Yan Chaozong himself came here this way, and he doesn't think there is anything wrong with this education method.

Just like his father, Yan Chu's grandfather, he usually doesn't care about the children at home, because he thinks it's the woman's business, that is, Yan Chaozong's damn business. Occasionally, his brothers and sisters make big mistakes, and they don't care. If you say give him a beating first, this is the best way for a father to show his authority.

Yan Chaozong was afraid of being beaten by his father when he was a child, so he did not advocate violent methods, but other than that, he really didn't think there was anything else a father needed to do.

He thought that he had already paid enough for this family, but he was just a little less caring. Isn't it still an unforgivable problem?

That night, he thought over and over again, feeling regretful and angry at the same time. Such mixed emotions reached their peak when he saw Yan Chu, his son.

"Yes, you think I've embarrassed you. You think it's embarrassing to have a son like me who can't study well or look good. But have I embarrassed you like that from the beginning?"

Yan Chu looked at the angry man opposite him. It was not that he didn't love Yuan Shen as his son, but his love was too self-centered. He disciplined Yuan Shen in the way he felt was right. He didn't put in enough effort, but just entrusted him to Is this kind of love from a woman he considers reliable really what he wants?

Yan Chu's words stunned Yan Chaozong. Yes, he still remembered that when his son was very young, Yuxue was cute, as beautiful as a doll, and her mouth was sweet and polite. She was the backbone of literature and art in the school, regardless of Whether it is hosting or performing a show, he is always the number one choice.

Because of this son, he was envied by many people. At that time, Yan Chaozong was very proud, with a gentle and virtuous wife at home, and the company's business was on the right track again. But since when, when he thinks of this son, he only feels a headache What's up?

It seems that he started to gain weight and no longer looked as cute and beautiful as he was when he was a child. Because of the change in appearance, his son's temperament began to feel inferior and sensitive. He still remembered that one day, his son secretly ran into his room and said to him, He doesn't want to study anymore because his classmates bully him.

What did he do at that time?

Yan Chaozong sat down on the chair feebly and began to think about it.

At that time, he was negotiating a big business, so he entrusted the matter to Baiyin. Baiyin was very interested in Yan Chu and accompanied his child to school the next day. As a result, she found out what happened in the school. I came back and told him that it was a minor conflict among some children. It was because A Chu was too sensitive and mistook the good intentions of his classmates for malice, so he was rejected by his classmates.

But fortunately, the students in his class are not that kind of bad boy. They will not bully him or tease him. At most, they will not talk to him or play with him. As long as Ah Chu changes his temper, it will be fine.

At that time, Yan Chaozong believed it. In his opinion, it was not a big deal. As long as it did not escalate to a fight and was just cold violence, was this considered violence?

Yan Chaozong himself had never experienced this, so he could not imagine what it would be like to have his friends leave one by one because of gaining weight, and to fall from heaven to hell.

Yes, those classmates did not beat him or scold him, but being kept in the dark by the crowd and living in strange, sarcastic, and indifferent eyes was enough to drive an immature child crazy.

Yan Chaozong remembered that after that, his son cried and complained to him again, saying that he wanted to transfer to another school. On that day, because the previous business negotiation had not been concluded, he was in a bad mood and scolded his son severely.

After that, he still called the teacher to discuss his son's problem. The teacher also said that he would deal with it. After that, he never heard his son complain again and thought that the matter should be over and dismissed him. Forgot.

"you--"

Yan Chaozong's throat was a little tight and he didn't know how to argue.

"I told you to lose weight."

Yan Chaozong is not averse to being fat. From his old-fashioned point of view, the white-bone-like figure that is highly praised nowadays is not what he likes. However, his son is really too fat and has long been fatter than normal. In addition, such a figure not only affects other people's impression of you, but also affects your health.

"Haha, do you think I can lose weight by staying in that home?"

Yan Chu looked at Yan Chaozong and sneered.

This man was able to go to university in his time, become a university lecturer, and then go into business at the most suitable time. This is enough to show that his intelligence is far above ordinary people. But such a smart man has never He has never doubted his pillow partner. I am afraid that until now, in his heart, Bai Yin is a good and responsible stepmother.

After Yan Chu successfully lost weight, he began to wonder why he could lose weight so easily while his original body couldn't lose weight.

Yan Chu has been a doctor in several worlds, so he knows that there are several methods that can make a normal person suddenly gain weight and make it difficult to lose weight. One of the methods is hormones.

The specific side effects of obesity caused by taking hormones include moon face, buffalo hump, and central obesity. Unfortunately, these points are all in line with my original body shape. If I want to lose weight while taking hormones, it is It is very difficult, but after getting rid of hormones, the body's metabolic secretion returns to balance. At this time, it is relatively simple to lose weight again.

When Yan Chu came over, it had been more than half a year since he left home. During this period, he had no contact with that family. Bai Yin, who was most likely to attack him, would not be so powerful as to use other methods to eat him. Hormones were added to things, and at that time, in Baiyin's mind, the original body was probably already dead, so naturally it was not worth her spending too much time. Therefore, the body that had been deprived of hormones for half a year gradually lost control of hormones. Only then would Yan Chu's weight loss be so smooth.

These are just Yan Chu's guesses for the time being, but he is basically convinced of this guess.

"What do you mean by this?" Yan Chaozong frowned, not thinking of this for the time being.

"Don't you think it's strange? Why can't I lose weight no matter how much I do when I'm at home, but after leaving that home, I lose so much weight all of a sudden? In your heart, there really is a woman who is willing to lose weight. It’s good for the stepson, especially the stepson who may have taken over the property that originally belonged to her son.”

Yan Chu looked at the man opposite whose expression suddenly changed: "I'm not wrong. Just like the rumors, the one she brought is your illegitimate child."

Bai Yin is not an idiot. If what she brought to the Yan family was really a bastard, then the most important thing she should do is to coax him into a child who treats her as her own mother when he was still very young.

A shopping mall boss like Yan Chaozong is not a fool. If something happens to the original person, the huge wealth behind him will never be inherited by a stepson who has no blood relationship with him. After all, after Yan Chu, he There are also many nephews and nieces, as well as many nephews and daughters. These are all of his bloodline. For people like Yan Chaozong, bloodline is the most important thing.

But it would be different if the child brought by Baiyin was born to Yan Chaozong. After Yan Chu was dead, he should turn to training his other son instead of focusing on his nephews.

"Nonsense."

Yan Chaozong was a little weak, but how could he admit in front of his son that he had betrayed his marriage and his late wife.

Immediately, Yan Chaozong couldn't hold himself any longer, and even became angry with embarrassment.

Yes, the child Baiyin brought, who was only three years younger than Yan Chu, was indeed his and Baiyin's illegitimate child. But for Yan Chaozong, this was all an accident. It was an accident for him and Baiyin. of victims.

Speaking of which, it has to involve an old incident.

When Yan Chaozong was still a university lecturer, he once taught a class of students. Bai Yin was the most beautiful girl in that class. At that time, they didn't have much contact with each other. After teaching that class, he resigned after one year. Later, Bai Yin came to his company to apply for a job, and he remembered that he had such a student.

Because of the friendship between teacher and student, Yan Chaozong treated Bai Yin a little bit specially. He kept her and asked her to be his secretary. It happened that his wife was pregnant at that time and could not accompany him to some social occasions. Bai Yin It just fills this gap.

But Yan Chaozong believed that the relationship between the two was very pure. He still regarded the other party as his student, and the other party only regarded him as a teacher who needed to be respected. He frankly introduced Baiyin's existence to everyone, including In order to prevent his wife from thinking wildly, Yan Chaozong also made everything clear. After all, secretarial work had a bad reputation at that time, and Yan Chaozong was also afraid that his wife would get the wrong idea.

In the business world, it is inevitable that there will be times when it is necessary to play tricks. Because of Baiyin's existence, Yan Chaozong saves a lot of trouble. He thinks this is good. When the children at home are older and his wife can let go, he can Don't worry, Bai Yin would accompany him on social occasions after work, but who could have imagined that an accident broke the original peace.

That time, both he and Bai Yin drank too much. His friend thought Bai Yin was his mistress, so he simply opened a room for them. In the middle of the night, in a daze, he regarded Bai Yin as his wife. Naturally, a relationship happened that shouldn't have happened.

That was Baiyin's first time. At that time, she had a stable relationship. After the two of them woke up, Baiyin even had the urge to die. Regretful, Yan Chaozong had no choice but to stop the person. He blurted out the words that he was willing to take responsibility, and his innocent voice lost its innocence. Only under his curse and oath did he gradually regain his composure.

On one side was his beloved wife, and on the other was the poor woman who had suffered a terrible disaster. Yan Chaozong was in a bad mood during that time. Fortunately, after Baiyin regained his composure, he thought better of it and did not make trouble for him to divorce. He just resigned from him and planned to Traveling is a good way to calm down your mood.

Yan Chaozong was grateful to Bai Yin for her tolerance and understanding, gave her a sum of money, and then regarded the matter as a thing of the past. However, Bai Yin was a noble person by nature, so before leaving, he returned the money to the Finance Department, and then left quietly. .

A man's bad nature is always somewhat different for his woman. After Bai Yin left, he began to miss him from time to time, recalling their past scenes. Yan Chaozong knew that this was wrong, but he still couldn't restrain himself. .

Fortunately, three months later, Bai Yin came back because she found out that she was pregnant and the child was Yan Chaozong's.

Everyone knew what happened after that. He raised Bai Yin outside and let her give birth to the illegitimate son. Because of his guilty conscience, he treated his first wife even better until his son was six years old and the illegitimate son was three years old. After his pregnant mother died of illness, he straightened Baiyin up.

In Yan Chaozong's heart, Baiyin has always been willing to give up her trust. This trust allowed him to hand over his son to her with confidence. He also saw her efforts over the years. From Yan Chaozong's point of view, the reason why the eldest son refused to accept this stepmother was only because of outsiders' instigation and his own ignorance. Everything had nothing to do with Baiyin.

"Nonsense—nonsense—"

Yan Chaozong repeated these words. He did not want to doubt the wife who had been sleeping with him for more than ten years, nor did he want to admit that he had been negligent and wrong for so many years.

"You are always like this, you always think that what you think is right is the right thing."

Yan Chu's voice was a little hoarse. He lowered his eyes and fluttered his eyelashes, telling the unrest in his heart.

"When I was in my second year of junior high school, I cried and made a fuss about transferring to another school. You believed that woman's words and thought that the problems I encountered were just petty quarrels between classmates, and then let it go. Do you know that kind of situation where everyone surrounds you? You were joking together, but when you walked over, they immediately stopped the discussion and booed meaningfully. Do you know how sad and disappointing it is when everyone in the class treats you as a plague and isolates you? you do not know."

"When I couldn't stand such a blow and chose to lose weight, have you seen my efforts? I only ate two square meals a day. I controlled my food intake, got up early, walked briskly, and ran at night. How many times did I feel hungry? There were stars in my eyes, and I almost fainted before I even walked on the road. You didn’t even know that you would only think that I didn’t do enough and that I had embarrassed you. Do you know that at that time, I was just a human being? My child, I have no mother, and the only one I can rely on is you as my father. However, you pushed me to a woman with ill intentions without thinking. At that time, I felt that I had been abandoned by the whole world. If you think I am fat and embarrass you, fine, I will eat even fatter. If you praise her son for his good grades, fine, I will just let it go and let my grades rot to the core. Anyway, the person who cares about me the most is dead. Everyone hates me, so what’s the point of doing the best I can?”

Yan Chu's nasal voice became thicker. When he raised his head, his eyes were red. Yan Chaozong looked at it, his heart was tightly grasped, and he opened his mouth, feeling the pain of suffocation.

"On the day I was driven away by you, I sat on the bridge all night and drank wine all night. Before I fell asleep, I wanted to use the strength of the wine to jump off. I drowned and it was over, but after I woke up, I regretted it. I dreamed about my mother. She was exactly the same as in the photo. "

Speaking of his mother, Yan Chu's expression inevitably softened a lot, and his whole person lost his anger and returned to the purity of a child.

"My mother hugged me and said that even if everyone doesn't want me, she will want me. Haha, you see, my life is still valuable. I am not a child that no one loves."

Yan Chu grinned: "I am also my mother's child. If she is still alive, I will be the happiest child in the world, so I will live well, live for her, live for myself, but I will no longer live for you. Live."

Looking up to prevent tears from flowing down, Yan Chu stood up and looked deeply at the man opposite him: "I just want to get back the things my mother left behind, because you don't deserve to keep those things."

After that, he turned and left.

"No, no."

Yan Chaozong clutched his chest. After Yan Chu left, he couldn't help but burst into tears. His face was full of fatigue. The man who was originally well-maintained finally showed a bit of the old lady he should be at his age.

*****

"Chaozong, where have you been today? Someone from the company called home and said they couldn't get through to your mobile phone, but I was so anxious."

Yan Chaozong sat in the coffee shop for a whole day, his cell phone kept ringing, but he had no urge to answer it. He sat there for a whole day, and also thought about it for a whole day.

"Nothing, I was delayed by something."

Yan Chaozong glanced at his wife, thinking about what his son said during the day, and suddenly felt that this woman was a little strange.

She is gentle and virtuous, but is what he sees really the real her? Perhaps as the son said, are there really stepmothers in this world who devote themselves wholeheartedly to other people's children, based on those huge properties?

"Tonight, I have a lot of official business to deal with, so I'm going to sleep in the study. And I'm not hungry, so you don't need to call me for dinner."

Yan Chaozong waved weakly to Bai Yin, and then walked upstairs.

"Lawyer Lin, come to the company tomorrow. I want to talk to you about the will."

"Zhang Cheng, come over tomorrow. There are some things I want you to check."

Yan Chaozong made two phone calls one after another. He opened the drawer next to the table. Inside, there were several family photos at home, including those of him and his late wife, as well as those of him, Bai Yin, mother and son.

Looking at the brightly smiling wife in one of the old and yellowed photos, and the handsome, cute, tiger-headed son at that time, Yan Chaozong felt mixed emotions in his heart.

If he hadn't made that mistake at the beginning, wouldn't everything have happened? If, during these years, he could devote some energy to his eldest son, wouldn't the current ending of the father-son breakup be avoided?

There are no ifs in everything. If you make a mistake, there will be no chance of recovery.

Yan Chaozong closed his eyes, today was destined to be another sleepless night.

Outside the study, Baiyin frowned and thought.

Her husband had been missing for a long time, and the first thing he did when he came back was to talk to Lawyer Lin about his will. Could it be that something happened in the past half day that she didn't know about?

Baiyin left quietly. She must figure this out.

The author has something to say: Recently I have had insomnia at night and become sleepy in the morning. Obviously I am determined to go to bed early and get up early for the sake of my health.

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