his kisses are sweet

Chapter 358

Chapter 358

Gu Rugui recalled his thoughts, he smiled, "Hao Fan, for a moment just now, I suddenly wished that I could live."

A shallow sigh, but wrapped in unresolved sadness.

Qi Haofan didn't miss the tenderness between his brows and the begging look in his eyes, and he was a little surprised in his heart, because it was the first time he saw such an expression on Gu Rugui since he came to Qingcheng.

And the source of all this may be related to the woman just now.

This kind of recognition made him secretly happy, and at this moment, a faint joy welled up in Qi Haofan's heart.

He, who also experienced the rest of his life, knows that sometimes, death is not the most terrible thing, but the most terrible thing is the loss of hope of life.

He had been in a coma for five years, and the reason why he was able to wake up was not his own desire?

Back then, Gu Rugui was lucky enough to get his life back, dragging a sick body to linger in this world, he had already looked down on life and death, because he was well aware of his physical condition, so he never had the idea of ​​surviving. In such a short period of time, the already damaged body was almost exhausted.

His transparency and ease of being indifferent to death made it difficult for him and Feng Zhong to make efforts, but tonight Qi Haofan clearly felt that there was something different about him.

perhaps……

As soon as he thought about it, Gu Rugui looked at him with a faint smile as if he knew what was on his mind, "It's just for a moment. The so-called greed is persistence and can't let go. For me, there are some things that I can't let go of." Don't let go."

He was not reconciled, "Why don't you give it a try, maybe there is still a chance?"

Hearing this, Gu Rugui just smiled and shook his head, he sighed, "Forget it, if you are only willing to try it, then you should try it!"

Qi Haofan was overjoyed when he heard this, and hurriedly got up, "I'll go and tell Feng Zhong right away."

"Hao Fan," Gu Rugui stopped him, "Don't let Ge Er know about this."

"I see."

After Qi Haofan went out, Gu Rugui's thin fingers groped around the pillow for a while, and found a necklace with a daisy pendant.

After rubbing the pattern with his fingers for a while, he gently turned the pendant over, revealing the English letter "S" on the back.

He pulled the corner of his lips and said to himself: "From the beginning to the end, I couldn't send you out."

The mist in the eyes suddenly turned red, Gu Rugui blinked, and saw some red marks suddenly appear on the letter "S" on the gold pendant, he raised the corners of his lips, and just raised his finger to wipe it away, but Another liquid fell down, and more and more red liquid splashed a coquettish red flower on the letters...

There was a sudden noise in the ears, and when Gu Rugui raised his head to see what happened, his eyes suddenly went dark, and his consciousness fell into chaos.

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Ah Shu didn't leave Beijiao immediately, and Professor Shen and his wife didn't know that she was staying quietly. It was really unwise to go home to be interrogated at this time, not to mention that she needed time to adjust her chaotic emotions.

Knowing that she was going to stay, Chen Ning was worried about her safety, so he decided to stay with her.It's just that I can't help but miss my wife and children in my heart, and I pick up my phone from time to time to see if there is any new information, for fear that my wife will be anxious if she can't find him.

Seeing how he misses his wife and children, Ah Shu felt hot and kicked him back with his fists.

Chen Ning hesitated for a few seconds, and finally succumbed to her fist.

However, when he left, he didn't drive away with his only car, but left it with Ah Shu, and he chose to take a 10-minute night walk out of the northern suburbs to take a taxi back to the city.

Ah Shu was moved by his actions, and thought in his heart that he must give his son a big red envelope during the Chinese New Year. Of course, these are all for later.

There was enough oil in the car, enough for her to go around for two or three laps, but she didn't want to go anywhere. After getting in the car, she lowered the seat, opened the roof window of the car, and let the bitter cold wind blow to her face.

At this moment, she needs to wake up.

But she hoped that all of this was just a dream. After waking up from the dream, she was on the plane to the United States. After waking up, the brightly lit small building in the distance no longer existed.

And Gu Rugui...

When Ah Shu thought of this, his heart suddenly ached.

She deliberately ignored the pain, but her particularly dull pain sense finally came into full play in this narrow car.

The unspeakable and untouchable pain almost deprived her of all consciousness. She fumbled wildly on the car, and finally found a bottle of pure water in the storage box.

Ah Shu regained his composure, unscrewed the bottle cap tremblingly, raised his head and filled half of the bottle of cold water, and finally felt more comfortable.

Cold water rolled in her stomach, and she looked up at the twinkling stars in the sky through the open top window.

The weather was clear after the snow, although there were a few cumulus clouds, but it did not prevent the sky from being filled with stars.

"It's so beautiful..."

Ah Shu sighed, but her tone was somewhat incomprehensible and obscure. She never thought that she could see such a bright night sky in Qingcheng, which was not inferior to Jiangcheng when she was 14 years old.

She couldn't help thinking, the same starry sky, the same two people, when she was 14 years old, she was uneasy and full of emotions, but she was indeed extremely happy, but today she is also full of emotions, but even more chaotic.

Suddenly, she wanted to drink, especially strong alcohol like tequila, but it was a pity that she only had half a bottle of pure water whose shell was crushed by her.

Ah Shu twitched the corner of his mouth, drained the water from the bottle, and threw the empty bottle aside.

Excessive drinking made her burp, and she looked at the night sky and began to count the stars.

When the small foreign building not far away was in turmoil, her number of stars reached No.40 four.

In the eyes of most Chinese, the number four is an unlucky number because it has a homonym with "death".

Ah Shu's heart tightened suddenly, but she continued to count her stars as if she had never heard of it, but she tried several times, but she couldn't jump the number 44.

The movement in the distance became louder and louder, and the panicked shouts of people reached her ears in every detail. Ah Shu could no longer lie to herself, nor could she pretend to turn a blind eye. Suddenly rushed towards the direction of the small building.

Gu Rugui bled profusely all over his body and was on the verge of death.

Until he was rescued and brought back to the intensive care unit, Ah Shu sat on the chair outside the emergency room in a daze, and murmured unconsciously: "How could this happen?"

His blood remained on his hands, which had dried up and condensed on the skin, but it still looked so shocking.

"If he can't find a suitable bone marrow, he won't last half a year with his current physical condition."

Someone sat down beside him, and Ah Shu turned his head to look. It was Feng Zhong who had just come out of the emergency room.

Ah Shu tightened his fingers, "I remember you, Dr. Feng."

Hearing this, Feng Zhong pulled a far-fetched smile from the corner of his mouth, "At this time, should I say that I am extremely honored? After all, more than ten years have passed, and it is not easy to be remembered."

"It wasn't more than ten years ago, it was a year ago." Ah Shu suddenly raised his head and looked at him carefully, "When I saw you in the northern suburbs, I felt a little familiar. When I saw you put on a white coat just now, I suddenly remembered a year ago. I've seen you before."

She looked up and looked around, then lowered her eyes and smiled wryly: "Same place, same scene, why didn't I recognize you a year ago? I know about Brother Gu's alcohol allergy, but I don't know Li Zhen." Clear, so when the doctor said that excessive drinking caused stomach bleeding, I didn't doubt it at all. Now that I think about it, I was really stupid. How could the little alcohol smell on him at that time be serious enough to cause stomach bleeding? Doctor Feng, this is not the first time he has been in such a situation, right?"

Feng Chong was a little surprised that she could guess the real cause of Gu Rugui's stomach bleeding so easily. He looked up at her before saying in a low voice, "No, the car accident caused serious damage to his body. , especially the hematopoietic coagulation function, although there will be small bleeding occasionally, but this is the first time that there is a large area of ​​bleeding like this tonight."

Ah Shu's body trembled almost imperceptibly, "So he didn't have leukemia?"

"If you want to return, it can be attributed to aplastic anemia, but Rugui's physical condition is more complicated."

She remembered the bone marrow he mentioned just now, and asked him with hope in her eyes, "Didn't you just say that if you have a suitable bone marrow, you can save him?"

Feng Zhong took a deep look at her before replying: "The principle is true, but his physical function is already in a state of decline. The bone marrow only allows him to restore his hematopoietic function, but it cannot guarantee that he can recover as before, let alone..."

"Let's say what?" Ah Shu looked at him abruptly.

"What's more, I haven't found a matching bone marrow yet. Even Gu Shengge's bone marrow failed to match. There is no news from the blood bank so far. As for him, I can't wait."

The hope that had just ignited in Ah Shu's eyes suddenly extinguished, "Is there nothing we can do?"

Feng Zhong frowned and remained silent for a while, before slowly saying: "There is another way."

"What way?" She asked quickly.

(End of this chapter)