novelraw Chapter 219
Chapter 219
The first episode of "mytimetoshine" lasted only 10 minutes, and it was recorded by the Korean Haofan station that was waiting for it just after the broadcast. The daily translation teams of several major stations worked together to make subtitles overtime.
The high-level people gathered together to watch the real-time public opinion on the Internet, chatting and arranging the work of the fan circle:
"How fast has the number of negative comments on Tuanfan and Minfan decreased recently?"
"I made a trend chart, and the negative comments peaked on the afternoon of the 13th. Minfan had an obvious rebound after the broadcast of "Knee Taoist", and then gradually declined. At present, discussions on group fans are mainly focused on the impact on the development of the group. Minfan's opinion has declined, but someone called on fans to protest to SM."
"I have contacted Minzhan, and they are already trying to appease Minfan's emotions. But as you know, maintaining a certain degree of confrontation between Weizhan will help solid fans. At most, they will help control the situation so that it does not get out of control."
"Aren't JYJ's bastards scolding my brother for mirroring their rightful master? Organize and guide Tuanfan and Minfan to tear up with JYJ. Don't focus on internal fighting, it's important to tear up the opponent first."
"What's going on with Bunny?"
"It's all right now, we've been careful not to have conflicts with Bunny from the very beginning, and try not to bring conflicts to them."
"U-Bunny is also very low-key today, and the people who leave messages of blessing are basically passers-by and passers-by CP fans."
"That's good. The last thing we need at this time is CP fans coming out to stimulate Cassiopeia."
"Uh..., let me interrupt, U-Bunny is not low-key today, they just made a big deal. They made a video and posted it on YouTube, Twitter, ins... Anyway, all platforms have posted it. Japanese Net It's also synchronized over there. Now the popularity is rising wildly, and I can't see it reaching the top of the trending searches in the entire East Asia in less than 10 minutes."
? ? ! ! !Little brats!Is it so unflattering? !
"Quickly call out the video!!"
Miss Haozhan immediately went to activate the projection screen that is usually used to watch the concert.Everyone stopped what they were doing.They all know that U-Bunny has a lot of solid evidence about the two of them. In fact, they have a lot of such things.At this time, any move of U-Bunny may trigger an explosive reaction, directly destroying the balance they have carefully maintained for so many days.
Everyone gathered nervously in front of the projection screen, waiting anxiously for the video to be released.
With a sound of "ding dong", the notification sound of the arrival of the message sounds.The person who received the message hurriedly scanned the message sent on the mobile phone and immediately notified everyone: "I just asked my U-Bunny friend, and she said don't worry, it's a good thing."
As soon as she finished speaking, the video had already started playing on the huge projection screen.The screen quickly flashed the youthful Zheng Yunhao, the blurred-faced teenager participating in the audition, the trainee with a middle parted hair, the afro-haired backup dancer rapper...
Accompanying this scene is the narration of the man and woman echoing in the room:
"I was very depressed, and I also doubted whether my persistence was meaningful."
"And then I met him."
"Brother Yunho came to Seoul with a dream in mind. SM hasn't even signed a contract with him yet, but he travels between two places every week, sleeps out, works, and practices, and can insist on full attendance in high school. Then I learned that I was depressed about such a small thing. At that time, he smiled and said to me that he wanted to tell me a secret."
"I showed her the scar on my throat and told her I had surgery on my throat when I was a kid and it affected my vocal tract a lot. But..."
"But I still want to be a singer."
"At that time, I naively thought that I would be able to make my debut through the selection, but when I opened the door and found that there were hundreds of trainees like me, I realized that it was just the beginning."
"Later he made his debut, the tiger-toothed boy named Zheng Yunhao became TVXQ's U-Know Yunho."
The narration ended, and the picture appeared on the debut stage, the bun-faced Captain Dongshen who was trying to widen his eyes.
Immediately afterwards, like pressing the fast-forward button, countless news and videos condensed the history of TVXQ's struggles in just a few tens of seconds:
"SM launched a new five-member boy group, named TVXQ, with ambitions to dominate Asia." ——The news host of the TV station broadcast.
"Once TVXQ's debut song "HUG" was released, the response was overwhelming, and HOT's successor, the new national girl president, was born." —— Numerous newspapers reported extensively.
"Congratulations! One of today's winners—TVXQ!"—Amidst the ribbons and cheers, the Huya boy held up the trophy and thanked the fans with joy: "You know, right? This trophy belongs to you! Cassiopeia, Kang Sangmi Da!"
"The last group! TVXQ won the main award! This is also the first group of artists who won the main award and the newcomer award at the same time after Seo Taiji and the children for more than a decade!" ——Afro hair with smoky makeup but a childish look of teenagers are proficient in expressing thanks.
"The one who won the big award is TVXQ! Congratulations to them for winning their first big award trophy in the second year of their debut!" ——The young man with a hedgehog head in a suit accepted the award without being humble, and he began to look like a man.
"After winning the Golden Disc Awards, Seoul Music Awards, and MKMF Awards, TVXQ won the last SBS Music Awards last night, becoming the first group of singers in Korean history to win all the awards at that year's award ceremony, creating unprecedented record!", "After three years of debut, they reached the top, ending the prosperity of Korean solo singers and creating a new era of idol groups!" ——The top team, who is not yet 20 years old, has grown up and is full of vigor.
"The return of the king! After two years and six months, TVXQ returned again. The fourth full-length album "Mirotic" sold 48 copies, reaching the top with a sales volume that was far three times that of No.2. Breaking records in recent years Depressed and declining, set a record for record sales in South Korea in the past four years. Prove the myth of invincibility!", "2008, Golden Disc Award, Grand Award in the record department, the winner is - TVXQ!" - Ai Yan proudly The teenager standing on the podium seems to be the king of the stage.
The screen switches to "Knee Taoist", the man who has gone through the world humbly summarizes his struggles, saying "Success is too fast, too young." An understatement brings all the efforts.But the woman said solemnly: "He dedicated all his youth, blood and sweat to the stage and to the team."
In a news scene, the host is reporting: "The popular group TVXQ was on the way to Gangneung to participate in an event. The driver was tired and had a car accident. The other driver died on the spot. Five members have been rushed to the hospital. It is not clear what the status of the members is yet. Injuries."
Then came a shaky blur.The sisters present at the station were all experienced, so they could tell at a glance that this was probably an illegitimate video.Sure enough, the picture focused quickly, and what appeared in the picture was a girl in full armor.She came out from the hospital door.Although the video is quite old, the girl has no makeup and half covers her face.But there is a guess in everyone's mind - this is probably Jin Eunhe; and the name of the hospital behind her will never be forgotten by old fans - it is the hospital where TVXQ members went to see a doctor after a car accident.
Everyone's hearts were beating like a drum, knowing that this must be a secret that some bastard had been holding on to for almost ten years.
The girl wandered hesitantly at the entrance of the hospital, stopped after walking a few steps, turned around and looked up, put down the hand covering her face, stared deeply for a while before resolutely turning her head back.That familiar face broke into the camera, and the red nose, tear-filled eyes and cheeks were clearly recorded.She glanced at the camera indifferently, she clearly noticed that someone was taking pictures of her, but turned around and left without paying attention.
They remembered... There was indeed such a scene back then, and even among the people present, Jin Eunhe was photographed back then.For the diehard fans of Jung Yunho, this is the starting point for them to discover the relationship between Jung Yunho and Jin Eunhe.It was also the beginning of their concerted efforts to keep this biggest secret for Jung Yunho.
The screen switched to another private video.The recording scene was chaotic, and the idols with the atmosphere of the times gathered together in twos and threes, obviously during the recording gap.In the middle of the video screen, Zheng Yunhao is sitting on the steps alone.
His hairstyle and clothing are immediately recognizable to everyone. This is when he participated in "dancebattle" in 05, which is also the source of the famous "Eighteen Bows".So in other words, Ouba at this time is when I have a stomach problem and a high fever and I am recording a program...
Sure enough, even in such a long and blurry video, his pale lips and bad complexion can be clearly seen.Zheng Yunhao, who usually likes to call out friends, sat alone and quietly in a shadow. People kept passing by him, and his teammates were playing around not far away. No one glanced at him, nor came to ask him if he was not healthy. Comfortable.
He just sat there alone, watching other people's joy for a while, and then lowered his head to play with his cane, his cheeks puffed up.
The video has been fast-forwarded, and it can be seen that it took a long time before it returned to normal speed.Everyone looked around subconsciously, and saw Jin Eunhe coming out of the backstage.With a thermos in her hand, she looked up at the camera and stopped immediately.
She must have seen a lot of fans filming.This sentence popped up in the hearts of all the viewers.Another sentence also popped up at the same time: she can't talk to Yunhao.
In the video, Jin Eunhe lowered his head and unconsciously rubbed the hand holding the thermos for a while.Then he walked straight towards the stage without looking sideways. When passing by Zheng Yunhao, he deliberately slowed down and walked in front of Zheng Yunhao.
Zheng Yunhao suddenly raised his head and watched her walk by.
Jin Eunhe didn't look at him, didn't talk to him, didn't sit next to him.But she didn't go far, but quietly sat down two rows diagonally behind Zheng Yunhao.
The two of them were very restrained from the beginning to the end, except for Zheng Yunhao who looked up at her, there was no contact during the whole process.They just stayed in a secluded corner of this noisy stage, silently guarding each other neither far nor near.
Zheng Yunhao never looked back, but everyone could see that it didn't matter whether he turned back or not.He knew someone was behind him.
He performed on stage.He almost fell while rolling in the air.The competition was over, the dancers were impromptu dancing, he was competitive and went up to show off his skills... There was always a man standing in the cheering crowd, looking at him with worried eyes out of place.
Then they saw that the thermos cup that Jin Eunhe had been holding tightly in his arms suddenly fell into Zheng Yunhao's hands under the cover of the crowd.When they saw Zheng Yunhao behind the crowd, they quietly took the medicine with warm water.It turned out that Jin Eunhe was holding Zheng Yunhao's medicine in his hand that had not let go.
This is the complete story behind the "Eighteen Bows" that was edited back then.
The life of the dream-chasing boy in Gwangju continues to move forward:
The boy who had just debuted in Japan and performed his first performance on the stairs of the Rokimoto shopping mall, and the girl who was swept away by the camera and stood humming along with a few audience members.
The teenager who performed on stage after the closure of his first concert in Malaysia, the boy who injured his foot and was carried by the manager to the airport news, and the girl who hurriedly flew to Japan was witnessed.
After the poisoning news, the teenager who appeared in front of people with a smile and said that he was fine, was clearly photographed countless times later, unable to unscrew the bottle cap, and needed a sip to feel at ease.
Someone said in the narration: "No one knows that he actually had PTSD. But I saw related reports on the news. Just by looking at his expression, I knew there must be something wrong with him.", "He hid alone in the At home, I bought a box of fruit juice, unscrewed bottle after bottle with trembling hands, and forced myself to drink it desperately, just to overcome my inner fear.”
……
"Unqualified lover."
"I'm a busy man worse than a bad man."
"Since I was 15 years old, 80% of my life has belonged or will belong to TVXQ. The remaining 20% may belong to you."
In the narration, the Gwangju dream chasing boy who has grown into a man said so.
What appeared on the screen were his few moments belonging to Jin Eunhe:
At the Baeksang Awards Ceremony, after Jung Yunho lost the best newcomer, the camera flashed away, Kim Eunhe, who was looking at Jung Yunho intently; thanked each other when they came to the stage to receive the popularity award.
In different underground parking lots, waiting for each other to get off work, putting on coats for each other, and then going home together like any pair of ordinary lovers on earth.
When singing in a limited group, Jin Eunhe, the senior who directed Jin Eunhe's stage performance with an extremely strict attitude; during the filming of "Heading to the Earth", the director Jin Eunhe, who constantly stimulated and squeezed Zheng Yunhao's emotions.
……
Until the screen of Jin Eunhe as the award presenter of the Qinglong Film Festival appeared.
On the stage, Kim Eun-hwa, dressed in fancy clothes, announced: "I will no longer receive awards in Korea as an actor. I will leave the opportunity to filmmakers who need to be recognized more." In the audience, Zheng Yunhao was whispering and shocked Among the puzzled guests, they applauded alone with an expression mixed with tenderness and pride.
Less than a month later, Jung Yunho, who was also standing on the highest podium in Korea in his own field, announced at the pinnacle of his career: "Please give more strength and pay attention to those excellent albums that are ignored by everyone. So this will This is the last time TVXQ received an award in Korea. From now on, TVXQ will continue to work hard and become a TVXQ that constantly surpasses itself.”
In the narration, Zheng Yunhao's voice came:
"As the team leader, the mission of leading everyone to fight hard during the rising period of the team will actually end by the end of 2010. Thinking of this, I feel proud and at a loss for a while. I think about what I should do at that time? In terms of career, TVXQ is already on the right track, I just need to move forward step by step, and my dream of becoming a singer has also been fulfilled. Only emotionally, I owe a lot to one person."
"I got drunk at the celebration party of the Golden Record Awards that year. I shouted to go home instead of going back to the dormitory. They sent me to Enhe."
"The answer she gave me was..."
A female voice continued this sentence: "So I later thought, Zheng Yunhao is not willing to show his weakness to the outside world, so I will give him a home. The world is so big, there will be a place where he can feel completely at ease."
Zheng Yunhao in "Night Hearts" promises, "When it is made public, it is the time to get married."He left a video to his future wife: "In order to become a husband that makes you proud, I am also working hard now." "You have to wait for me in the future, I will be there soon."
But everyone knows that he missed the appointment later.
A date in red letters on a black background appeared on the screen: 2009.06.25.Different voices in the narration said: "So if the three of them come out, they are considering working only in Japan", "The children have some plans.", "So that we will not affect Ai Hui, he told me that March or April ", "I am Ai Hui's employee in charge of negotiating contracts with the three, and I can prove that it was the other party who proposed that if they want to sign a contract with them, Ai Hui must prevent Zheng Yunhao and Shen Changmin from activities in Japan.", "To say that the five members We have to be together, and we have to ask why Yunho Changmin doesn’t go together.”, “Don’t use fan sites to publish, use personal blogs.”, “Do it wisely”……
And the picture that matches these cruel words is Zheng Yunhao who boarded the Tokyo Dome for the first time, looking at the Red Sea with forbearing eyes.Jung Yunho was the last one to leave the stage amidst the cheers of the fans and said "madane" to the fans.
Then on July 7st, the news of "three members filed a lawsuit to terminate the contract, TVXQ will be disbanded" was overwhelming all over the world.What awaited Jung Yunho were TVXQ's major fan stations announcing that they would only support JYJ in the future, and there were thousands of insulting messages on fan forums.
All the rest of the show became an ordeal.The Shanghai stage was full of "I believe" banners, and the sad and trusting eyes of the fans made him breathless.After missing the Shenzhen concert, fans spontaneously held a "concert without idols" which made him feel guilty.At the Red and White Song Concert, when the five performed on the same stage for the last time, he was so uncomfortable that he was reluctant to call the curtain.
On the way to the United States to prepare for training for the MJ Memorial Concert, he saw fans at the airport shouting at him excitedly.He hurriedly took off his earphones, but heard them all calling him a traitor.He wanted to put on the earphones, but put them down quickly, letting those words echo in his ears.
"People called me a traitor back then."
"I walked along the railway tracks all night until dawn and saw people getting up to make ends meet. I knew I had to go back to the stage."
He's back with a brand new TVXQ.
However, TVXQ’s road to rebirth is still full of thorns: the shrinking red sea on S.MTown; fan sites appealing to stop buying their albums; elementary school students who don’t know who TVXQ is; ex-teammates’ stabbings on Twitter…
The author has something to say:
At the moment of internal and external troubles, Zheng Yunhao, who was tired and covered with a black super, suddenly heard the announcement of the Tokyo earthquake at the airport.In the shaky video, he kept his head up and listened to the radio, and was stunned for a few seconds before quickly lowering his head and searching for news on his mobile phone.
"Always put TVXQ first."
"This is the first time I have chosen you between TVXQ and you. I can't even count as choosing you. I just delayed the rehearsal time for you."
Jung Yunho who passed through the crowd and rebooked the earliest flight to Tokyo turned around and sternly ordered fans not to follow.But the photographer obviously didn't listen.
The shaking camera kept chasing after him.He waited anxiously in the waiting room.Then he got on the plane, landed, and went out of customs.They saw him make many phone calls, think of many ways, and finally, regardless of the commotion his face would cause in Tokyo, he took a large group of fans behind him on the subway.
On the way, the train suddenly stopped running, and it stopped at a place with no street or shop.Without any hesitation, he was the first to jump out of the train the moment the train door opened, and ran forward along the direction of the rails.In the video, there were voices of fans discussing and discussing in disorder, but a voice said "catch up".Soon the owner of the camera also jumped out of the car and stumbled after him.Soon there were only the sound of footsteps and panting in the video, and in the shaky picture, the blurry figure running desperately in front of them gradually disappeared.
lost.But this group of fans seems to know where to go.The camera occasionally captures the wheels and handlebars of several bicycles.The screen is constantly switching, and the streets of Tokyo look very similar. Just looking at the screen, it is impossible to tell how long they have been chasing after riding a bicycle.Only the number at the bottom right of the video proves the passage of time.Finally, Zheng Yunhao's back appeared in the video again.
He seemed to be tired from running, panting hard and walking fast ahead.The owner of the camera and her little friends seemed to be afraid of disturbing him, so they didn't follow too closely, and kept a certain distance tacitly.After cheering softly, they followed behind him, silently witnessing him walking through the panicked Tokyo after the earthquake.
The mood of the people behind the camera and the people outside the camera are surprisingly consistent at this time.They both waited with bated breath for the moment when they would meet.
"I can't remember what I went through at the time. When I regained my senses, I was already standing in front of you."
"But I remember them all."
"You are so stupid."
It's so silly, but this is their Yunho~ They watched the two survived the catastrophe together, hugging each other tightly on the streets of Tokyo.At this moment, they even hoped that Jin Eunhe had agreed to their idol at that time.How can you refuse him?How can you refuse a marriage proposal in this situation?
But even if Jin Eunhe refused, she must also refuse.
"Let's get married."
"I'm sorry, I can't. It's only been two months since you guys came back, TVXQ's second act has just started, getting married now will ruin you. I can't be so selfish."
"I don't care anymore. As long as I can still be a singer, I don't care if I'm at the top or not, or whether I'm popular or not."
In the video, she burst into tears, but her eyes were filled with happiness, and she rejected him with a smile:
"I care."
"Didn't you say that in your dreams you want to go on a Wudan tour? I want to see that day."
Such a big event, with so many pairs of eyes watching, but about the marriage proposal during the earthquake, not a single word flowed out, as if nothing happened that day.In the video, he became the captain of TVXQ who was busy for 360 days on [-]:
In 2011, Zheng Yunhao was the backstage of the finale of a-nation for the first time. He was so nervous that he broke his shoelaces. At the end of 2011, Zheng Yunhao came out of the backstage singing "Eastern Fighting Soul" at the end of 2012 and finally came out of the SM family stage. Returning to the Tokyo Dome, Jung Yunho finally couldn't hold back his tears at the end of the concert... until he announced that he will hold a five egg tour in Japan next year, his joy was calm and steady.
There is also Zheng Yunhao who frankly admits, understands and fears the cost of failure, but still wants to give fans the right to choose:
"Mr. Zheng Yunhao, will you change?"
"Of course I'm still that bad guy who spent 80% of my life belonging to TVXQ."
"Even if many people will leave you? Even if you have to start all over again?"
"That's right." Jung Yunho said, "Because until I die, I want to be TVXQ."
"You guys are doing all this for me. That's why I can't get married after the Five Eggs tour."
"You feel guilty and feel that you have used their ignorance to realize your dreams. You have to give the fans who accompany you through the storm a right to choose."
The screen switched to the morning of November 2012, 11 in front of the gate of Seoul City Hall. Jung Yun-ho and Kim Eun-hwa completed their naturalization applications, accepted interviews from journalists who heard the news, and officially announced their marriage.
"I once asked him, knowing that he had a knife in his throat, but still insisting on being a singer, didn't he think about what he would do in five or ten years?"
He told me at the time, 'Singers should sing with their hearts.To be honest, I don't know where I will go in the future.But I will not stop moving forward, little by little, I will strive to become a better me than yesterday, and become a singer who can move everyone.This is my wish and my original intention to go to the stage. '
Many people would be completely different in time, but he didn't. 12 years later, he still has bright eyes, saying 'Even so, I want to be a singer', saying 'every day I become a better me than yesterday'
——'Gwangju Dream Chaser Boy'. "
Accompanied by Jin Eunhe's narration, the video was fixed on a long-ago Japanese magazine photo, and the video producer also carefully added Korean and English translations:
[Q: If you were a reporter, what would you like to ask TVXQ?
Yunho: "As TVXQ, how long and where do you want to go?"
Q: How would Jung Yunho answer?
Yunho: "Until I die, I want to be TVXQ."]
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Here's the real talk:
I didn't expect this video to be so long... There are a lot of text content from before, but I have to rewrite it here, otherwise the video will be incomplete.
Thank you for your comfort. I write that my brother feels much calmer.