Hello, my Mr. Shangguan

Episode 383

What's happening right now makes her nervous.

"You said... that Leng Dian, didn't he leave in anger, did he?"

When Shangguan Jingyu heard her question, he slightly raised his eyebrows, and said with a little deep meaning, "In front of my husband, you look nervous about other men's affairs, are you deliberately trying to make me jealous?"

Mu Zixiao pulled her hand away from his, and looked at him solemnly, "Shangguan Jingyu, I'm not joking with you."

Shangguan Jingyu still had that handsome appearance, nodded cooperatively, held her hand in his palm again, and smiled, "What a coincidence, I didn't joke with you either."

Mu Zixiao looked at him silently.

Shangguan Jingyu frowned, knowing what she was worried about, stroked her cheek, and said to reassure her, "Don't worry, it will be fine."

Mu Zixiao couldn't explain the discomfort in her heart, she just felt that her heart was being stabbed lightly by dense needles all the time.

It wasn't a very painful pain, but it kept making her breathless.

The sight fell on the ground. The cleaning of the hospital was done very well. The ground was wiped clean, and people's figures could be reflected.

With a low sigh, at the beginning, she felt that it would be good for Ming Nana and Leng Yin to meet and get along.

However, when she inadvertently saw the overturned objects and traces of struggle in the ward, she knew that Min Nana's drug addiction had committed a crime.

But...Ming Nana won't talk about these things, she just bears all this silently.

At this time, the most powerless and helpless thing is to watch.

She clearly knew that everything was so difficult, but she could only watch helplessly, unable to do anything.

Even, I don't know how to help her.

Something like that would really destroy a person's self-confidence.

Mu Zixiao's eyes were gloomy, and her voice was also very depressed, she said, "Actually, if I were her, maybe... I would make the same decision..."

Can't meet.

Once they meet, the last line of defense in their hearts will completely collapse.

However, just after she finished saying this, she was forced to hold her face up, and before she had time to resist, she was already deeply kissed.

There was only one ward on this floor, so there were only the two of them in the corridor.

But even in this state, Mu Zixiao couldn't kiss him with peace of mind.

When she was having difficulty breathing, Shangguan Jingyu Jingyu let her go.

But just for a moment, he kissed her again.

In the past, when Shangguan Jingyu kissed her, he was always graceful, gentle and touching.

However, this time, she clearly felt that his emotions were controlled, very strong, and he didn't give her the slightest room to refuse.

When she was so dazed by the kiss, and she was completely laid out in his arms, she heard Shangguan Jingyu lift her chin, and said viciously, "If you don't get closer to you, your brain will be exhausted." Always thinking about things."

What is this nonsense!

Mu Zixiao looked at him with slightly blurred eyes.

Shangguan Jingyu's gentle hands covered her eyes, and hugged her into his arms, "Be good, don't think about it."

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Mu Zixiao returned to the ward after Wen Jin left, and asked her, "Is it true that you don't see the head of Leng?"

Min Nana stood by the window without speaking.

Mu Zixiao looked at her back, and said something more, "He has been waiting to meet you for the past few days, and he has never rested. Although I don't know what happened between you, but...Really, even Didn't you say a word to him?"

Min Nana looked out of the window calmly, the light outside the window was very warm.

Her hands were on the wall, cool.

"I don't know how to see him."

"..."

This is the first time in so many days that Ming Nana is willing to take the initiative to talk about this matter,

Min Nana sighed softly and said, "You don't know..." Her fingertips brushed lightly across the wall, "In country A, in his place, drugs are banned, because Leng Yin is right I hate that kind of thing. But, now I..."

She didn't say any more about the latter words.

Every time the pain became more and more obvious, even she herself was not sure if she could control herself.

Every time, seeing the mess on the ground, she seemed to escape death every time.

Especially when seeing yourself in the mirror.

Because of the pain, her entire facial features were twisted together.

Her body was in pain, but when she was having an attack at all, she didn't feel any pain at all.

Shaking her head, she simply refused to let herself think about it, and said calmly, "Whether I like it or not, I am in this terrible state now. I don't want him to see me like this. Xiaoxiao, you I don't know, after that kind of pain came up suddenly, I really wanted to die immediately, I even... couldn't help but relieve the pain by hurting myself."

The more she said that, the more she couldn't help but clenched her hands tightly.

The wound on the palm has not healed, repeated tearing, splitting, the wound is becoming more and more difficult to heal.

Just like her who is riddled with holes now.

She never knew that it would be so difficult.

Physical pain, mental torture is even more painful.

"But... I don't want him to see this kind of me. No matter what my starting point is, whether I like it or not, I am like this now... I, I don't want him to bear this burden like me. Painful, I don't want him to see him like me."

While Mu Zixiao was hesitating to speak, Ming Nana returned to the hospital bed, closed her eyes, let the world slowly fall into darkness, and said, "...that's it!"

Time passed slowly, the sun set in the west, and the moon moved over the treetops.

The night was getting quieter.

Ming Nana was lying quietly on the hospital bed, but suddenly opened her eyes.

The heart beat faster and faster, and the spirit began to feel painful and excited again.

This feeling, Min Nana knew why.

He quickly ran out of the hospital bed, rushed to the bathroom, and immediately locked the door behind him.

Mu Zixiao was resting with her forehead on the side, but when she heard the voice, she realized something was wrong.

The bathroom door was already closed, and she was separated from the door. Hearing the faint voice inside, Mu Zixiao knocked on the door nervously, "Nana, what's wrong with you, open the door quickly..."

"Go, don't stay here..." Ming Nana yelled, she didn't know what she got, and threw it directly on the door, making a muffled sound.

It's getting more and more painful. At the beginning, it was bearable, but now... it's getting more and more painful.

The ward was opened suddenly, and Leng Yin rushed in, "What happened?"

Mu Zixiao hurriedly said, "Nana, she locked herself in the bathroom."

Leng Yin reached out to twist the door, but the door was already locked.

Leng Yin shouted outside the door, "Open the door, it's me."

At this time, Ming Nana was already in tears, physically aching, mentally tortured, and her hands began to tremble continuously.Seeing the things in front of me, I subconsciously wanted to destroy them all.

The sound of various things hitting the ground came from the bathroom.

I don't know what it was, I scratched my hand, and I don't know how the faucet and shower were turned on. Water sprayed out in an instant, and the blood that fell on the ground slowly turned into light pink.

Min Nana bit her own hand, with the smell of blood in her mouth, she held back the cry that she wanted to breathe out.

But the fear in her heart repelled her inner defense wave after wave.

Leng Yin's face became more and more serious, he turned his head and said to the people behind him, "You guys go out first."

"Can……"

Before Mu Zixiao could speak, she was stopped by Shangguan Jingyu and left the ward first.

Leng Yin took two steps back and kicked the bathroom door open.

In the bathroom, Min Nana hugged her knees and huddled in a corner, all the cold water was sprayed out, and ended up on the ground, getting wet along with her clothes.

But Ming Nana didn't seem to feel anything, she just felt uncomfortable all over.

The long hair was wet and stuck to her body, her breathing became more and more rapid, and the pain that gathered more and more made her tremble uncontrollably.

After Leng Yin found her, he directly pulled her up from the ground, regardless of how soaked she was, he directly held her in his arms.

Min Nana struggled instinctively, the more pain she felt, the more intense her resistance.

Kicking and hitting him uncontrollably, wanting to escape this kind of imprisonment, it seems that only by fighting with physical pain can she save the soul that is about to be swallowed in her heart.

Leng Yin saw the blood that had been washed away on the ground, and he didn't want her to hurt him, so he hugged her tightly all the time, letting her vent unconsciously.

He clasped the back of her head and pressed her tightly on his shoulders, trying not to let her hurt himself.

He said more than once, "You are strong, you can survive, I am with you, I am here, I will always be here with you."

Min Nana's consciousness is not clear, she vaguely feels that she is in a familiar embrace, even the voice next to her ear is very familiar.

Although she couldn't hear exactly what was said, but hearing that voice, she would feel at ease.

But at the same time, her tears flowed uncontrollably.

Sad, heartbreakingly sad.

In the bathroom, the sound of dripping water continued.Because it was summer, the windows in the ward were open, and the night wind blew in, and when it fell on my ears, it was also mixed with a little singing.

I don't know how long it took before the heart-piercing pain slowly dissipated.

It wasn't until she regained her consciousness that Min Nana realized who the person in front of her was. The struggle just now had left her with no strength. Even when she saw the person in front of her, she wanted to open it. His strength was no match for his persistence.

Feeling that she was gradually recovering, Leng Yin turned on the shower again, but turned on warm water.

There was not much expression on his stern face, he just said, "Your body is too cold, wash it with hot water first." After speaking, he had already started to unbutton her hospital gown,

Min Nana avoided his hand and didn't look at him, "You go out."

Leng Yin looked at her deeply, "Okay."

When she walked out of the bathroom, Leng Yin closed the door for her.

Thus, this bathroom was isolated into a small world again.

Min Nana felt deeply powerless when she saw the things thrown everywhere on the ground.

When the pain came up, she couldn't control herself at all.

When she sees anything in front of her, she subconsciously wants to destroy it, even when she hurts herself, she will feel pleasure when seeing blood flow out.

On the top of the head, warm water was slowly pouring down, but the coldness in my heart couldn't be dispelled no matter what.

His face was wet, and he couldn't tell whether it was tears or water.

"Knock knock", there was a knock on the bathroom door.

Leng Yin's voice sounded outside, "I brought you clean clothes."

Ming Nana didn't make a sound, and after waiting for a while, she opened the bathroom door slightly, and took the clothes Leng Yin handed over from the crack of the door.

Then, she stood under the shower again.

Even, the water temperature was increased again, which made the skin on her body red, but she didn't seem to feel it.

Listening to the continuous sound of water inside, Leng Yin frowned deeper and deeper.