Hello, my Mr. Shangguan

348 Warm Time (3)

Jin Yuhan didn't expect that when Shangguan Rui said he would take her to the cinema, he really took her to the cinema.

In the dim theater, she felt for the first time that she would not feel lonely even in such an environment.

The movie played is the re-release of Journey to the West.

Jin Yuhan did not expect that Shangguan Rui would take her to watch this movie.

She has always loved this film.

People are a group of conscious pursuits, especially for tragedies, which can arouse their own resonance.

In front of them, there is a young couple. Halfway through the movie, the girl poked the boy's elbow and complained, "This chair is uncomfortable, lend me your shoulder for a while." chant."

After the boy heard this, he spoke in a dissatisfied tone, "Every time you watch a movie, you always say that, but you lean on your shoulder and fall asleep after a while."

"Hey, who makes movies always so boring!"

The boy was even more dissatisfied when he heard this, "But, every time you watch a movie, you pick it."

Girls are like little peppers, not to be outdone at all. After hearing what the boys said, they counterattacked plausibly, "Not all the ones I picked are what you like."

The boys and the girls talked one after another, because today is not a weekend, and there are relatively few people in the theater, so their words reached Shangguan Rui's ears sporadically.

Listening to the couple's long-winded words, Shangguan Rui looked disgusted, and said with his lips curled up, "This woman is really troublesome."

Originally, Jin Yuhan's vision was focused on movies, and even after knowing the ending of some movies, he still wanted to watch them again.

Just now, although she also heard the conversation between the couple, she didn't pay much attention to it. Now that she heard Shangguan Rui's disgusting remarks, she smiled dissatisfiedly, "He is acting like a baby!"

The end of her tone is light, and it can be heard that she is in a good mood at this time.

"Acting like a baby?" Shangguan Rui frowned, crossed his arms, not understanding why she had such an idea, and went on talking about his theory, "Why do I feel like I'm looking for trouble for nothing?"

Listening to his remarks, Jin Yuhan just laughed and said nothing.

Seeing that she was silent, Shangguan Rui looked at the figures leaning together in front of him, but turned his head to look at her. In the dim environment, the scattered light from the movie screen reflected on her face. Cover most of the face.

However, when she was concentrating, her eyes were particularly bright, as if a star had fallen in.

For some reason, he asked on a whim, "Why don't you act like a baby to me?"

behave in a spoiled manner?You can only act like a baby if you rely on pets!

She, can you?

So, she heard the question and smiled.

The loose mask covered her face. He didn't see the smile on her face, but saw her smiling eyes. He heard her voice and asked him happily, "Can I act like a baby to you?" ?”

He stared at her, neither saying yes nor no.

Instead, he leaned his shoulders in her direction and said, "I can let you lean on your shoulders."

Jin Yuhan knew that this sentence had answered the question she just asked.

Shangguan Rui looked at the clips in the movie, "Why would a woman be willing to believe that the other party was lying to her even though she knew it?"

Jin Yuhan thought his question was a little funny, so he answered casually, "Because of love."

Originally, she answered as a joke, but at this moment, he took it seriously and asked her, "But, even because of love, they didn't stay together in the end. After doing so much, what is it in the end?" None have been obtained."

Shangguan Rui was very disdainful of such a relationship, "I don't think it's worth it at all. I never got anything, and in the end, isn't it meaningless?"

I did so much, but in the end I got nothing.

The story in the film is ironically similar to her.

But Zixia is at least luckier than her, and has gained a love.

As for her, she should be the one who got nothing.

Jin Yuhan took a deep breath, and for a moment there was a little bitterness in his heart, and even some uncontrollable sobs appeared in his throat, "Emotions are not something to care about whether it is worth it or not."

Some people, even if they are not together in the end, the years that have existed, the traces engraved in the memory, even if this person disappears forever, as long as those memories still exist, the relationship will always exist.

When Shangguan Rui heard her words, he thought seriously, "Don't you need to worry about whether the relationship is worth it or not?"

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that it was wrong, and he continued to ask her, "Then, if you like someone, but that person doesn't like you. No matter how much you do, she won't appreciate it, so...is it worth it?"

Instead, Jin Yuhan asked him, "Could it be that your feelings for others are based on this calculation?"

"..."

Shangguan Rui didn't speak, but frowned. In fact, he didn't understand.

He really doesn't understand.

In the past, he thought Mu Zixiao was very good and wanted to be with her.

The more she objected, the more he wanted to be with her, and that kind of energy couldn't be extinguished, just stubbornly wanting to keep her by his side.

His sacrifices will be lost in front of her, and he will be angry and feel very unfair.

At that time, he was thinking, why she refused to take a second look at him even though he had done so much for her.

He thought about it for a long time, but he still couldn't figure it out.

Later, he couldn't figure it out, so he simply stopped thinking about it and used his own way to keep her by his side.

But, in the end!He is not happy, and she is not happy either.

As Mu Zixiao once said, he didn't know what she wanted, and he didn't try to understand her.

Then, the more time passed, when he mentioned the three words 'Mu Zixiao', he unexpectedly added some strangeness invisibly.Now, there is actually some resentment.

Even he himself couldn't adapt to such a change.

At that time, he felt that if he liked it, it would be good if they were together.

Just like those women who used to stay by his side, every one of them said they liked him. He heard those words of admiration again and again, and it was not that his heart was not moved.

However, that kind of heartbeat will be accompanied by the alcohol slowly disappearing in the body. After waking up, everything has become a passing memory.

They will tell him what he likes to hear, they will act like a baby to him, and if he wants, he can hear 'I love you' from them all the time.

However, this feeling... made him feel as if he had obtained everything, but also as if he had never obtained anything.

So, he really doesn't understand, what is this kind of 'love' that makes people cling to, and even give up their lives?

Shangguan Rui looked at the screen, but he was asking her, "Tell me, what is love?"

Jin Yuhan's eyes froze when he heard this question. She really didn't know how to answer this question.

After much deliberation, she finally gave an answer.

"When you meet the right person, you should be able to know what love is."

The word love is simple to say, but it is far from that simple.

When I am happy, I think of him;

When sad, think of him;

On sunny days, I think of him;

When it rains, I think of him;

No matter whether it is sticking out the light or the darkness, as long as you close your eyes, the person you think of is him.

Occupying the whole life, stubbornly clinging to one person.

Shangguan Rui was obviously not very satisfied with the answer. Looking at the people around him, he opened his mouth and subconsciously wanted to ask her, 'Do you love me? '

The thought that flashed through his mind like this made even himself feel terrible.

However, after thinking about it, he always felt that such words were very awkward, and he couldn't even say them.

So, the words that had been brewing for a long time, came to her lips, but she said to her, "Do you have someone you love?"

It wasn't until later that he realized that his love began with careful temptation.

Jin Yuhan looked at the video in front of him. At the end of the video, when Zixia was wearing her wedding dress in the arms of Monkey King, she slowly closed her eyes and said, "I guessed the beginning, but I couldn't guess the ending." She still couldn't hold back the tears.

Zixia thought that one day her ideal person would be able to marry her wearing a golden armor and holy clothes and stepping on colorful auspicious clouds, but she never expected that she would block the fatal blow of the Bull Demon King in front of Monkey King at the last moment.

And she!From the moment she arrived at Shangguan Rui's side, she knew that there would be a day when they would meet, but...she didn't know when this day would end.

It's not that she didn't hear the question Shangguan Rui asked her. If she could choose her own life, she would definitely tell him that she loves him, from beginning to end.

However, she doesn't even know when her future will end, so what right does she have to say 'love' to him in front of him again.

She selfishly wanted to stay by his side, wanted to spend the few days of her life with him, and welcomed the bad news.

She wanted to be with him, but she also knew that she would never have the chance to give him the love he talked about.

So...just pretend you didn't hear it!

Shangguan Rui didn't hear her answer, and when he turned his head and wanted to ask her for an answer, he saw the tears in her eyes.

The words that he wanted to ask ended up being infinitely extended silence.

At this time, he didn't understand what the expectation in his heart was when he asked this question.

After the film ended, the people in the theater left.

The two of them walked out side by side like those lovers.

Those words that were talked about in the dim movie theater were not mentioned again, as if they were never asked.

After a movie, it was approaching evening.

In the summer of Pingchuan, even in the evening, the sky will be filled with sunlight, and the pedestrians on the roadside will be bustling.

Mu Zixiao paused in the crowd, and inadvertently caught sight of a figure, and after a moment's pause, she withdrew her gaze.

It's Shangguan Rui, so the person next to him... should be Jin Yuhan!

There is a slight suffocation in the chest.

Shangguan Jingyu sensed her emotions, stopped in his tracks, held her shoulder lightly, and followed her gaze, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." I wanted to avoid all this in my heart, "Let's go over there!"

"it is good."

Among the crowd, Mu Zixiao walked forward, but turned around by accident.

The moment Jin Yuhan raised his head, he collided with her eyes across the vast crowd.

There was a suffocating pain in her heart, and she finally withdrew her gaze.