Hello, my Mr. Shangguan

Chapter 303 You don't have to feel guilty for me

After hearing this, Xu Jiaojiao said righteously, "Of course it is to find clues! Isn't there a case of missing women in Pingchuan recently? Many of them happened in places like bars, and they were all young Girls, I thought that they would choose to act at night, so that they would go to ambush ahead of time at that time, but I didn't expect that in the end, it would be a failure!"

Unfortunately, after staring at her all night, not only was she not caught, she had a big oolong, but she was also photographed and posted on the Internet.

Such a plot, she felt aggrieved just thinking about it.

Who knew that after listening to her words, Lao Zhou became even more angry, "Nonsense! Did you ask your superiors for instructions before acting on your own? Do you know what you did yesterday is already a warning!"

"..."

Lao Zhou pointed at her and continued to scold, "Also, you are a girl, you go to find the clues by yourself, you think you are a Nezha who can do everything! Yesterday's situation, fortunately, was just a misunderstanding, if you really met a criminal , do you think you can easily stand in front of me today?"

When the people on the side heard the word 'Nezha', they burst out laughing 'Puchi—', and when they looked up and saw Lao Zhou's staring eyes, they all shut up again.

Xu Jiaojiao lowered her head and looked at her toes. She knew that although Lao Zhou spoke harshly, what he said made sense.

"You just graduated from the police academy and haven't completed the task alone. I can understand your desire to serve the people. But, you have to be clear. Before doing something, you must think clearly and don't be reckless. Otherwise, you will even kill yourself. You can’t even guarantee your own safety, what ability do you have to protect the people, and how can you maintain the justice in your heart?”

"I was wrong."

"Hmph." Lao Zhou almost breathed out his nostrils, "Do you think you have caused so many troubles, and you can solve them by saying that I was wrong in front of me?"

Xu Jiaojiao scratched her head, "Then, what else should I do?"

Lao Zhou took a sip of water from his thermos cup without raising his eyelids, "You go back and write me a [-]-word essay, and sort out your own behavior for me."

"What? Five thousand words?" Xu Jiaojiao wondered if he said an extra zero, but looking at Lao Zhou's majestic eyes, she shut up knowingly.

"What, do you have an opinion?"

"No, I have no objection." With her head drooping, Xu Jiao said this weakly.

"Also, you'd better go and apologize to other doctors. We all serve the people, and our image is not good enough to cause a bad influence on the public!"

"What?" Xu Jiaojiao almost jumped, she was just asking her to write an examination, why did she have to apologize to that doctor!This is too unreasonable!What she did was a good thing!It's just that there is a little deviation in the middle process.

Lao Zhou gave her a straight glance, put the thermos in his hand on the table, and growled, "Why are you talking so much nonsense? Are you going or not?"

"I……"

"Cough! Cough!"

Before she could utter the words 'I don't want to go', there were coughing sounds from all around, and the colleagues beside her slapped her and signaled her not to go on.

In the end, Xu Jiaojiao could only bow her head silently, and reluctantly said, "I'll go."

Seeing Lao Zhou leave after a while, the colleague at the side said, "You still didn't spend too much time in Pingchuan, yesterday you went to Fushengyimeng for the first time, right?"

"That's right, how do you know?" Her family is not from Pingchuan, but from Lingchuan, and she was assigned to report to Pingchuan. She got used to life here for a while, so she wanted to concentrate on doing things. But he didn't expect that he would do something wrong as soon as he made a move.

"No wonder! Don't worry, no one dares to make trouble in Fushengyimeng."

Xu Jiaojiao didn't understand what he meant, "Why?"

The people around her shrugged at her and said, "Because that's Gu Erye's place!"

"Second Master Gu?" The name was so strange, she looked at him suspiciously and asked, "Is there anyone else with such a strange name?"

She gave her a look full of meaning, "You came to Pingchuan not long ago, so you naturally don't know about these relationships. You will know when you stay in Pingchuan for a long time. Floating life is a dream, and nothing will happen there. Or Said, no one would dare to cause trouble there."

Xu Jiaojiao thought for a while, and probably understood what he meant, and asked, "Could it be because of the Second Master Gu you mentioned just now?"

"That's right." "On his chassis, no one will make a wrong decision. If there is, I'm afraid it will not end well!"

Xu Jiaojiao who went in and out of Pingchuan really didn't understand the intricacies of the relationship, but after hearing what people around her said, she vaguely understood.

However, when she thought about going to the doctor to apologize later, the knuckles in her hands were pinched and rattled.

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Shangguan Rui has been by Jin Yuhan's side since she entered the hospital.

However, Jin Yuhan seemed to have fallen into silence. When she was lying on the hospital bed, she mostly closed her eyes and would not say a word to him, as if there was only air around her.

When the time came, nurses would come to change her dressing and remove the gauze on her face. Even the nurses couldn't hide their distress when they saw the wound on her face.

But she couldn't find any expression on her face. Only when the dressing was changed, the piercing pain on her face could make her feel a little bit emotional.

The nurse who changed her dressing thought that she was depressed because she had suffered too much, and she was unwilling to speak.

When changing the dressing, the wound needed to be disinfected. I was worried that her wound would be too deep and would cause a strong tingling sensation. The nurse changed her dressing as lightly as possible.

But it didn't work, it still hurts.

Seeing her forbearance, Shangguan Rui stepped forward, "If you feel pain, you can bite me."

However, Jin Yuhan stared blankly at the front, didn't give him a look, and forbeared alone.

The veins on her arms were bulging, but she still didn't say a word of pain, and let herself endure all this silently.

Seeing this, the nurse couldn't help persuading her, "Your boyfriend treats you really well."

Ever since Jin Yuhan was admitted to the hospital, Shangguan Rui had been by her side. Although Jin Yuhan seldom spoke, they could feel that the relationship between the two was unusual.

Unexpectedly, after hearing what the nurse said, Jin Yuhan said indifferently, "He is not."

She didn't speak for a long time, her voice was difficult to hear, but the words she said were extremely firm, and there was a kind of disheartened indifference.

Unexpectedly, Shangguan Rui held her hand tightly when he heard her words, "I am."

Seeing them like this, the nurse thought they were throwing a temper tantrum, and left after changing Jin Yuhan's medicine.

She wanted to pull her hand back from his palm, but his hand was tightly held by him, she couldn't pull it back, so she simply didn't bother, "Are you pitying me now?"

Because the wound on her face was too painful, she couldn't fully open her mouth when she spoke, and her voice was low.

"...No." After looking at her for a long time, he realized that these two words were all he could say.

Taking advantage of his momentary relaxation, she wrestled her hand from his grasp and turned her back.

"Then you go! I don't want to see you again." Lying back on the hospital bed again, she left such a sentence for him.

Now, with her face gone, everything was meaningless.

Seeing that there was no sound of footsteps leaving, she said again, "Actually, you don't have to feel guilty for me, I'm actually... quite happy." Without the face similar to Mu Zixiao, she really felt quite happy.

With her eyes closed, she would press on the wound when she slept on her side, so she was lying flat all the time.

Shangguan Rui saw that her complexion was as white as paper, but he refused to open his eyes to look at him again.

Suddenly, I realized that I had done something wrong.

He shouldn't bully her like this.He would rather she argue with him sharply than to endure it silently.

"Didn't I make it clear to you already! You go! This is drawn by myself, and it has nothing to do with you."

"It was my wishful thinking before, but it won't happen in the future."

"You probably don't want to see me with such a scary face now! So, you'd better go!"

"If you want, please don't embarrass me like this at the last moment!"

She didn't want to see him anymore, not at all.

The doctor said that her face would never recover, so the only value she had in this world now was gone.

As for her future life, whether she lives or dies, it has nothing to do with him.

When watching the blood flow out of the bodies of those three people at night, she suddenly realized that it wasn't that she didn't dare to hurt others, it was just that she didn't want to.

It's not that she can't let go of Shangguan Rui, and she never thought of giving up.

After working hard for so long, she always thinks of working harder, harder, only in this way, she can be closer to him, and closer.

So, it doesn't matter even if he is a stand-in by his side, it doesn't matter even if he intentionally hurts, it doesn't matter even if he is sarcastic.His existence was the last ray of light in her heart. She originally thought it would be very difficult to give up.

However, the moment she took the cold knife and cut it off her face, she suddenly found that she could be freed.

When the thought of giving up first appeared in her mind, she was completely relieved.

The beginning of love is caused by a heartbeat, and the end is ended by a long period of discouragement.

She decided to let go and never do this kind of thing again.

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"Zi Xiao hasn't come back all this time?" Chu Yingrou asked.

Mu Zhennan snorted, thinking that he hadn't seen Mu Zixiao until now, he seemed to hold his breath in his heart, "I think her wings are really hardened, and she is becoming more and more assertive. "

She doesn't discuss anything with her family, and now that it's good, she even has to hide such a big thing as marriage.

Chu Yingrou didn't quite understand it all the time, she didn't understand why Mu Zhen was so angry, and asked, "Didn't you agree that Shangguan Jingyu and Zi Xiao would be together before, why did you change your mind now?"

"At that time, I just wanted to let them try to date for a while, and then we'll see the situation later. I never thought that the two of them would get married so soon!"

Chu Yingrou poured him a cup of tea, thought for a while, and then asked, "Then you are angry, is it because they kept the marriage from you, or do you not want the two of them to be together in the end?"

Mu Zhennan felt that the two questions sounded the same, and after a pause for a few minutes, he said dully, "Both of them!"

Unexpectedly, Chu Yingrou who was at the side laughed when she heard what he said.

Mu Zhennan looked at her strangely, "What are you laughing at?"

"To put it bluntly, you just can't bear Zi Xiao."

"I..." Mu Zhennan hesitated to speak, but in the end, he couldn't utter a single word.

Chu Yingrou just reminded him, "Nowadays, parents care too much about their children, which may not be a good thing."

Thinking of these things, Mu Zhennan was also angry, so he said with a sullen face, "But I did all this for her."