novelraw Chapter 261 As long as you leave, I will also not know how to change chapters
Chapter 261 As long as you leave, I will also not know how to change chapters
"Then arrange it for him." A sharp light flashed in his deep eyes, and he snorted coldly.
Save him from living too leisurely.
"..."
After a while, Leng Yin spoke again, and then added, "Remember, find a man."
"..."
Leng Lie looked at the faint figure of Dangjia, and shuddered, Dangjia... Dangjia is really...
Looking up again, he saw that the master was walking in the direction of Miss Ming. He sighed softly on the spot, and retreated into the living room in a sensible manner.
Xu Nanlin didn't know anything about what happened. Seeing Leng Lie coming, he even waved to him.
The Leng Lie who returned to the living room couldn't help it, and cast a pitiful look at Xu Nanlin.It was really outright pity, and I thought to myself, who do you think you provoked?I just want to provoke the boss!Hey, good luck!
Xu Nanlin met Leng Lie's gaze, and was a little suspicious, "You...why do you look at me with such eyes?"
Facing Xu Nanlin's gaze, he said coldly and sincerely, "I just think Dr. Xu is very brave and great."
"..."
It's obviously a compliment, why can't he hear any compliment from his words.
And faintly... so weird!
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Hearing his voice, the more familiar it was, the more mocking she felt.
The expression on his face froze a little bit, he raised his chin slightly, looked at the afterglow falling from the sky, and then opened his mouth, tightened the cloak on his body, and said in a cold and decisive voice, "Do you want something from me?"
Seemingly anticipating her attitude, facing her indifference, he opened his lips lightly, and asked her with concern, "Are you okay?"
There was a slight murmur in the low voice, and there was a gentle arc in the eyes gazing out of the window. Between the words, there seemed to be his infinite affection.
Ming Nana sneered in her heart, with a sarcastic smile on her lips, she thought to herself, could it be that he just wanted to make sure that she was okay when he made this call?
Now, she's really good and couldn't be better.
She snorted lightly, without hiding her emotions at all, and said in a sneering voice, "I'm fine, you don't need to worry about me." Her beauty was like a sharp sword shining coldly, and the sarcasm at the corner of her lips became more and more serious. The more profound, the more glamorous it is.
What responded to her was silence, but the clear and shallow breathing reminded her soberly that this was an unfinished call.
Seeing that he still refused to speak, she slowly took a breath, the fragrance of the air flowers in late spring had already faded a lot, she lowered her eyebrows slightly, and looked down at the hem of her clothes fluttering in the breeze.
The curly hair behind her is scattered in the wind, messy and beautiful, and a simple side face is thrilling.
After a long silence between each other, she spoke first and broke the silence, "Is there anything else? If there is nothing else, I will hang up. Also, I would like to advise you not to call again."
Compared with Ming Nana's indifference, Zhou Ningyuan's tone of voice sounded extra tender, "Nana, don't reject me, I really care about you."
care?Ming Nana narrowed her eyes and reminded him very alienatedly, "What do you think is your position to care about me?"
"Nana, I understand you. You don't have to say such things to alienate me on purpose."
"Since you know that I am deliberately alienating you, you don't have to say these things to me."
Looking forward, yes, Zhou Ningyuan does know her very well, but that's just her in the past.
Zhou Ningyuan stood in front of the window, looking down at the scenery of Pingchuan, looking at the busy traffic in this city, he solemnly said to her, "Nana, it was my fault in the past. If possible, I hope we can start again."
restart?Heh, are you kidding me?
"Did you know that there is a word called 'overwhelming water is hard to recover'!"
"..."
Stretching out his hand, watching the brilliance of the setting sun fall on his fingertips, he held his breath a little, and asked him sincerely, "Why, listening to your tone now, are you begging me?"
"I'm trying to get you back."
redeem?
This word is really fresh enough from Zhou Ningyuan's mouth.Despite her disdain, at this moment, she still couldn't help asking, "What do you want to redeem?"
"As long as it's what you say, I can agree."
"So refreshing?" In the evening, the sun will dissipate quickly, and the light that was still falling on the yellow halo on the fingertips will fade away in an instant, and the distant warmth will only remain in the blooming afterglow on the horizon.
Staring at the distant edge, she spoke again, and said casually, "I don't have any hobbies, I just don't like irrelevant people to disturb my life. So, my request is that from now on, don't let me Seeing you, can you do this for this request?"
After hearing her answer, Zhou Ningyuan was silent. After a long time, he said slowly, "I know you blame me."
"..."
"Nana, you still refuse to forgive me, is it because I left?"
"No, it's not."
Just when he heard her words, a starlight ignited in his eyes, and he heard her say again, "It's not just your leaving, but also your concealment, your betrayal."
Zhou Ningyuan called out her name, "Nana..."
Scenes from the past were all in front of her eyes, and the congealed wounds were gradually abandoned by her in the corner of her memory. Looking at it now, she felt that everything was devastated.
When those memories were recalled, her heart was more numb.
The hand holding the phone gradually tightened, but every word he said was extremely calm, "Zhou Ningyuan, I remember I told you that if you want to be with someone else, I will not stop you, but all of this The premise is that you can't hide it from me."
"You-know."
Leaning against the wall, the coldness of the wall invaded her temperature through the thin clothes.
Everything he faced was unbearable, and after time, it has become an understatement.
"I didn't know it at the beginning, but I knew it later."
After all, there are no eternal secrets in this world, let alone impenetrable walls.
"Frankly speaking, I think the decision you made at the time was very appropriate. If I were you, I would also choose this way. After all, love is something that cannot be seen or touched. It may be like sand in your hand. When the wind blows , walk away in two steps. It is far from the reality of the money and rights in hand." The tone paused, "So, I respect your choice. I especially respect it."
Back then, she was just a young artist in the entertainment circle, and she had to spend a lot of time practicing every day, while Zhou Ningyuan was a writer who had no ambitions.
And later, the longer the separation time, the sliver of affection that was only based on memories was completely broken.
"Can you forgive me?"
It was really funny to ask this question, Min Nana asked him, "Why do you think you are still entitled to my forgiveness?"
"You said that you can't accept betrayal, you can't accept hurt, but if... If you can forgive her, why can't you forgive me?"
"...What?" After a brief daze, she understood what he meant.
He was referring to her attitude towards Mo Xuening.
Indeed, she once said that she would never forgive anyone who bullied and hurt herself.She won't hurt people, but she won't let people hurt without fighting back.
She has been doing it all these years.
Therefore, what Zhou Ningyuan asked was, since she could forgive Mo Xuening for hurting her, and she could still speak out for her after Mo Xuening passed away, why she still refuses to forgive him for leaving.
There was a sneer on the corner of his lips. Could it be that Zhou Ningyuan doesn't understand now?She cannot accept and will not forgive those who have brought her actual harm, let alone those who have given up on her.
What Mo Xuening did was insignificant to her, so she could just laugh it off.
However, he is different.
The harm he inflicted was real from beginning to end.
Seeing him, hearing his voice, and seeing him standing in front of her, reality will remind her again and again how stupid and pitiful she was back then.
Such a self who was scarred by love was the last thing she wanted to see.
Therefore, she didn't want to contact Zhou Ningyuan anymore because she didn't want to see herself in front of him again.
Zhou Ningyuan saw that she didn't speak, and then said, "Nana, you are still unwilling to forgive, is it because you still mind?"
"You always mind my leaving, don't you? That's why you are so angry with me, and you don't want to see me. "
"No." This sentence is her sincere feeling, "No forgiveness or not, I just don't think it's necessary to waste time for people who don't want to do it."
"..."
"The conversation with you now is already a waste of my time."
"..."
"However, in order to prevent future troubles, you'd better finish your conversation this time."
"Nana, why are you treating me like this? Can't we get along well?"
"What? Are you, a great writer, planning to play sensationalism in front of me? Please, I'm not one of your readers, and I won't be affected by the rhetoric you play."
"..."
"Zhou Ningyuan, you said that you need to explain, but what I want to tell you is unnecessary. I need to remind you that this is not an angry word. On the contrary, this is what I want to tell you very seriously. Do you think that after separation, you Where do you have the confidence to ask me again?"
"..."
"At the beginning, I reminded you, and I reminded you again and again, as long as you leave, I will not look back." The tone paused, "You have made your choice back then, and so have I."
At the beginning, she was ready to let go of everything in front of this love, but when she chased her to the airport, what she got was the back of him resolutely leaving.
In the end, he resolutely left only a back for her.
All the promises we made together became a joke.
He withdrew and left, but she was the one who was hurt and devastated.
Now, he stood in front of him and said to himself that he wanted to come back.
Can the harm in this world be offset in this way?
No, she doesn't accept it.
Therefore, no one should mention the past, and no one should think about going back to the past.
"Just like the decision you made at the beginning, since you decided to leave, don't regret it, and now that you're gone, don't look back."