God of Racing

Chapter 515 - 502

Tang Chi Bieyuan.

Tang Yueze unscrewed a bottle that looked like perfume and handed it to Lu Jinxuan. "Young Master."

Lu Jinxuan raised his eyelids to look at him. "So eager for me to fall asleep?"

Tang Yueze lowered his gaze and said nothing. There were things he couldn’t say, and shouldn’t say.

"Tch." Lu Jinxuan reached out to take it, teasing, "Alright, give it to me then!"

He placed the bottle under his nose and sniffed it, "What is this? It’s somewhat effective."

Tang Yueze shook his head, "I don’t know, it’s from Madam, she said it might help you sleep well."

Upon hearing the word ’Madam’, Lu Jinxuan’s expression became even more disdainful, "Do you all just want me to disappear? Want him to come back?"

"Young Master!" Tang Yueze suddenly raised his head, "Don’t you understand? You’re not yourself, you’re the First Young Master!"

Lu Jinxuan was stunned, staring straight at Tang Yueze.

"First Young Master." Tang Yueze frowned, "I’m begging you, stop tormenting yourself like this! The Second Young Master can’t come back, you really want him to live in your subconscious? No matter how guilty, how reluctant you are, the Second Young Master is no longer here!"

"Shut up!"

Lu Jinxuan’s face suddenly changed, and he raised his hand to choke Tang Yueze’s throat.

"What the hell are you talking about? Why should I disappear? Since I was twelve, I’ve lived in his body! Even now, we are always together; he won’t forget me! Even if the whole world, even the Lu Family forgets me, big brother won’t!"

Tang Yueze’s breath was cut off, speaking became increasingly difficult.

"Yes, Second Young Master. The First Young Master won’t forget you, he’s the best big brother, but there’s no need to reminisce in such an extreme way! Even if you disappear, the First Young Master won’t forget you, his brother!"

Lu Jinxuan’s eyes reddened, but he didn’t withdraw his hand.

"Shut up! What do you want me to do? You know better than anyone why I exist! Big brother can’t forget, can’t let go, so I will always be here..."

Tang Yueze shook his head, "Then please leave on your own! The First Young Master doesn’t even know he has a split personality! Doesn’t even know the Second Young Master lives in his body, doesn’t know his brother has been growing up with him since he was twelve!"

Split personality...

This was Lu Jinxuan’s illness!

All that insomnia, short-term memory loss, it was all just a façade!

After Lu Yuxuan’s accident at twelve, the news was sealed, and throughout the Lu Family, only Lu Jinxuan cared about him. Lu Jinxuan had a deep brotherly bond with his brother, always thinking it was his fault, that he didn’t take care of his only, young brother!

Since then, Lu Yuxuan grew up with him in his body!

Initially, when Lu Jinxuan’s symptoms were discovered, the Lu Family was shocked; they never expected the Lu Family’s heir to have such a bizarre occurrence happen!

Treatment was almost immediately initiated.

However, it was too late. Lu Jinxuan’s obsession was too deep, and the personality of Lu Yuxuan had already taken root in his body.

Originally, Lu Jinxuan was twenty-seven this year, about to turn twenty-eight. He was supposed to inherit ’Guan Chao’, but because of this illness... the elders still had concerns.

Lu Jinxuan proposed to go to Donghua before inheriting, to focus on finding his brother.

The elders thought his illness was due to his brother Lu Yuxuan, if they could find him... it might be a good thing, so they agreed.

But unexpectedly, Lu Yuxuan was still not found, and Lu Jinxuan began to resist treatment! Ji Qing was his professional therapist in Holy City.

...

"Ha!" Lu Jinxuan laughed, loosening his grip, "Split personality, I’m just an illusion?"

"Yes." Tang Yueze met his gaze directly, "Second Young Master, please leave on your own! The First Young Master won’t let himself go, please let him go!"

Lu Jinxuan sneered, harshly questioning, "It’s said he’s the sick one, how am I supposed to let him go?"

Tang Yueze said faintly, "Second Young Master, you have a way, you definitely have a way... Yu Sangwan, Miss Yu..."

He prompted, "She is the medicine for the First Young Master, and also for you!"

"..." Lu Jinxuan was stunned, the strength in his hands completely disappeared, his arms fell helplessly.

"What do you mean?"

Tang Yueze clutched his neck, still in some pain, "I consulted with a psychologist. In this situation, the only way is for you to be like the First Young Master."

"..." Lu Jinxuan didn’t understand.

Tang Yueze sighed, "The First Young Master loves Miss Yu very much."

Lu Jinxuan was stunned, then sneered, "What nonsense are you talking, you want me to... love that woman too? How... how is that possible!"

"It’s possible, no, it’s doable!" Tang Yueze nodded solemnly, "To be free, you must become one with the First Young Master, you are originally one person, please leave! I beg you, when you fully accept and trust Miss Yu, you and the First Young Master..."

"Ridiculous!"

Before Tang Yueze could finish, Lu Jinxuan interrupted him. His face was filled with an expression of disbelief, "That’s impossible, I can’t do it!"

"Then..." Tang Yueze remained calm, "Do you really want to continue like this?"

"..."

Lu Jinxuan had no words in response; his instinctive reaction deep down was, of course, no.

Tang Yueze understood and slightly bowed, "I’ll leave now, please have a good rest."

The room was left with just Lu Jinxuan himself... no, perhaps it should be said, Lu Yuxuan himself. He felt an unprecedented emptiness, bewilderment, and helplessness.

Holding the bottle brought by Mrs. Lu, he lay down on the chaise lounge by the window, his mind in chaos.

That’s right, he had been living in Lu Jinxuan’s body for a long time, the so-called split personality. He knew of his own existence, as well as Lu Jinxuan’s, yet Lu Jinxuan was completely unaware. He was a symptom, not truly a person.

However, he possesses a complete personality.

Should he disappear? Let Lu Jinxuan be a normal person?

Lu Jinxuan’s brotherly affection is deep enough to have created this personality!

"Ah..." he sighed lightly, his tone filled with helplessness and desolation, "Fall in love with that girl? What should I do?"

...

Original House.

Mrs. Lu was questioning Tang Yueze, "How is it? Has he used the items sent?"

"Yes." Tang Yueze reported truthfully, "He uses it every day; the young master can sleep."

Mrs. Lu felt uncertain, "Then, he just sleeps?"

"Yes." Tang Yueze was somewhat puzzled, "Isn’t it a sedative hypnotic, Madam? Does it have other effects?"

"No... nothing."

Mrs. Lu shook her head slightly uncomfortably. Tang Yueze was Lu Jinxuan’s confidant, loyal to the death, never betraying Lu Jinxuan... She wouldn’t be foolish enough to tell him that the so-called medicine was developed from Yu Sangwan’s ’flesh.’

Tang Yueze furrowed his brows, "I’ll take my leave."

"Alright, go ahead."

Tang Yueze left, and Mrs. Lu couldn’t help but mutter to herself.

"How could this happen? Clearly a piece of that girl’s flesh was cut, and yet the research product can make him sleep but can’t bring Jinxuan back? There’s not much time left, soon it’s his birthday, how can this be! Exactly where did it go wrong?"

...

’Lu Jinxuan’ figured it out the next day after waking up.

He wants Lu Jinxuan to return, but not for Mrs. Lu, nor for the Lu Family, but for Lu Jinxuan.

Fall in love with Yu Sangwan? He wasn’t sure if he could do that... but Tang Yueze was so reliable, why not try it!

If there’s anyone in this world who would never betray Lu Jinxuan, then in Lu Jinxuan’s past twenty-seven years, Tang Yueze would certainly rank first.

Lu Jinxuan took out his phone, "Hey, Tang Yueze..."

Finally, he made up his mind, but unexpectedly, things had turned horribly wrong on Yu Sangwan’s end.

Lu Jinxuan drove to the An Family District, his fingers tapping uneasily on the steering wheel. Unexpectedly, just within a few days, Yu Sangwan had left school, abandoned her dreams, and had to shoulder family burdens, with two bedridden people waiting for her to support them.

His heart ached uncontrollably, Lu Jinxuan sneered, "Brother, don’t hurt... If you hurt, damn it, I hurt too."

Sitting in the car for a long time, Lu Jinxuan still didn’t dare to go up.

After waiting for over an hour, Yu Sangwan came out from the district entrance, carrying a backpack and two bags in her hands. Lu Jinxuan glanced at her, guessing that with all that baggage, she must be heading to the hospital.

Opening the car door, Lu Jinxuan caught up with Yu Sangwan and, without a word, snatched the large and small bags from her hands.

"Ah..." Yu Sangwan was startled, suddenly turned to look at him, "You!"

Lu Jinxuan felt a bit awkward, "What, am I so handsome you’ve forgotten me?"

"..." Yu Sangwan was shocked and didn’t know what to say.

She reached out to grab the bags, "Give them back to me."

Lu Jinxuan ignored her, carrying the bags to his car and tossing them into the back seat.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Yu Sangwan felt deeply baffled, "Are you robbing me?"

Lu Jinxuan opened the passenger door and pulled her into the seat, "I am robbing, but are these cheap things valuable? I’m robbing you for your beauty, get in the car!"

Yu Sangwan was pushed into the car and forcibly buckled with the seatbelt. The entire process was simply absurd, "What on earth are you doing? Why should I get in your car?"

Lu Jinxuan ignored her, just started the car, and sped away.

"Hey!" Yu Sangwan was truly panicked, "Lu Jinxuan, what’s with your madness? Do we have any reason to meet? Let me down; I don’t have time for your nonsense!"

"Is that so?" Lu Jinxuan glanced at her through the rearview mirror, "Last time with your father’s incident, you owe me twice. Have you forgotten what you promised me?"

"..." Yu Sangwan was stunned; she hadn’t forgotten. "Then what do you want me to do?"

Lu Jinxuan took a deep breath, his cheeks annoyingly blushing, "Well, let me love you!"

"..."

Inside the car, the silence was as if death itself, and at that moment, Yu Sangwan’s mood was simply... WTF!

She undoubtedly considered Lu Jinxuan a madman, casting a sidelong glance at him, holding her fury and maintaining composure, "Mr. Lu, even if you want to mess with people, there should be a limit!"